Thursday, January 04, 2007
i need a new image...
i need new clothes for sch..!!!
new bag and shoes to go wif my new clothes....
serious i dun tink i have clothes for sch lo... hmm... maybe jus tat few tshirts i have...
the rest... how to wear to sch.... they are so revealing.... hahaha...
aunty and hui always say i lu ban li... =.=" where got so jialat....
aiya... but those clothes cant be worn to sch...
i need new clothes..!! hahaha...
i wanna buy smth simple... like tshirts... hahaha... and i need jeans too..!!
ppl say its jus an excuse for me to spend money.. hahaha...
anyway i still have alot vouchers... so hope can no need spend money....
after i have saved enough pocket money, im going to dye my hair black le.... getting sick of the color liao.... black is jus right... i dun have to worry abt the new grown hair too..
den im goin to rebond my hair back....
i wan to become a plain jane...
haiz... i need a mp3 player.... if not how m i going to survive the 3 years journey to school.... jialat leh....
justin said he will get me one the last time... after tat i got 1 mp3 player... and now its damaged liao le...
Where is the mp3 player he promised???
where is the hp he promised....
where is the diamond ring he promised....
where is the car he promised....
where is the hse keys he promised....
hahaha... my ears alady rot... always listening to all his "promises"... say say onli lo...
dun promise anyone anything if u cant do it.....
ever since i broke off wif cx... i dun believe in promises le.... i onli believe tat promises are meant to be broken.....
im so happy im sick.... hahaha...
jus had my lunch... but jus thrown up...
i feel so bad for my dear.... haiz....
y muz guys be such jerks....
we put in all our feelings.... but wat do we get in return.... disappointment and sadness...
if really impossible le... den jus tell us earlier mah... dun let us sink so deep le den let us noe... its going to hurt more....
we'd rather u tell us straight....
its the 1st time i noe tat she cry.... haiz... tink she's really v hurt...
im so sorry to break the news to her... tat v and j are tog liao le... haiz...
kaida is the 1st to noe abt it.. den he told me abt it.. and ask me to tell angela.... so jian..!!
but i have to tell her... cos let her noe earlier will be better... b4 she sunk deeper... i noe alady sank v deep liao le... but its jus to prevent her frm sinking any deeper...
haiz... i can understand how she feels.... becos im feeling worse than her... i sank too deep... deep till i can get myself out...
i nv cried so much for someone b4.... after the 2nd day of new yr... i alady forgotten how to cry liao le... so ytd and today i nv cry le.... but im still feeling terrible....
sometimes crying out does help de lo.... so when someone is crying... jus let her cry... she will feel better de... i wish i can cry now.... but i cant... i dunno how to cry alady....
last nite... i was tokking to scott... den i suddenly no voice.... v jialat... hahaha... cant go sing ktv wif him liao lo...
recently jiaoling added me on msn... haha... she's my sec sch mate... dun really noe her well... but we were in GG... maybe my nick.... she noes im not v happy....
hahaha... ok.. maybe everyone noes im not happy...
hahaha....
im so empty tat i dun even noe wat to put for my nick liao le.... its jus i M a GaL now....
hahaha... my brain is so empty.... v blank...
kk nvm... now at least i noe wat i wan... i wan new clothes... hahahaha...
oh no..!! im like one of the oldest in ytd's OG.. haiz.... v zi bei lo...
im even older than tat "weida"....
=.=" sian liao lo...
usually my frenz are older than me de.... now... haiz... im consider old liao le.... how how how..... i dun wan to be the oldest wor.... haiz... tats y i like to go out wif older ppl... hahaha.. cos i'll be younger... hahaha.. i oso v jian hor... lolz..
really have to do smth to my hair.... if my overall looks plainer... i tink i might look younger bah... hahaha.... :P
look forward to my straight black hair bah... hahaha..
sweet dreams;
3:12 PM
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