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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

'Bo Bian' is the word...

Jus watched superstar.. hahahaha...
so qiao the carrie sang li bu kai ta.....
becos this song is like so unpopular... and i jus sang it the other day.... she today sing le... hahahaha...

oh ya.. den they oso showed abit of ye pei fen when she was taking part in competition during her younger days...
hahahaha...
wah... look like tat woman neh..!!
lolz....
really look like her lo.... hahaha...

jus now went to dye and perm my hair...
wahahahaha... kk i did say i wanna dye my hair...
so its now a darker color.....
ya i noe i said i wanna rebond it... lolz... but kentson says i perm better la...
lolz...
den i jus listen to him lo....
kk the nxt time i MUZ rebond le..!!! hahahaha....

wah... spent alot lo.. $302 in total...!!! including the small talk...
where did i get the money from..??? hahaha..
its amazing tat i haven been working for so many mths... and i still got money to spend...
hahahaha...
i will now be getting allowance every mth....
so the money i spent on my hair is abt my 1 mth's allowance....
hahahaha.... im richer when im studying... dunno y....
its jus so weird... hahaha...
anyway i got no money after the hair thingy... haiz....
i declare bankrupt..!!

no money for lunch oso... gotta cook maggie mee at home liao le....
the most valuable card i have now is my ez-link card bah...
hahahaha... tink still got $14+ inside... lolz...
im so poor... haiz...

got one nan ren add me in msn....
wah... he's like bragging too much le..!!! wayyy too muchhh..!!
having his own band, fren writing songs for him, alot frenz cutting album, bla bla bla....
oh.. his father noes ah du... hahahaha... so wat..??
and to be polite... i have to entertain him... hahahaha.. im so fake lo...
tell him he sings nice... has a good voice... says i like his voice...
wahahahaha....
y m i doing these??

he said wanna hear me sing one day....
told him i seldom sing hark... cos i got stage fright.. haha...
den he ask me go ktv one day...
and if i sing good... he'll recommend me to his fren to sing demo....
wahahahaha...
sounds like those ppl trying to shuo da hua... and cheat xiao mei mei to go sing lik tat.....

although i was v interested in singing demo....
but the way he tell me hor.... i got no feeling at all.... and i tink im entertaining him alot lo... hahaha... v fu yan....

oh.. btw he said i look young in my photos... hahahaha... so good.. thank u lo...
he said if i hadnt put my age in my profile.. he'd guess that im 18.. wahahaha..

"If hor, you did not put down your age and I do not know u.. I will tot that u are 18 only...
My gosh everytime i look at your photo, I will think if you are ever stopped from entering a pub or disco b4? Or maaybe even arcade during school hours. :) "

tats wat he said... hahahaha...
arcade during school hours... hahaha.. its like so kua zhang lo...
but anyway... ting ting jiu hao lo...

haiz..
i've been sick for 1 mth le... ultraman says its good... =.="
cos pain den good mah...
so bad.... tat evil man..

and i've been waiting for few hrs.... haiz....
maybe i sldnt wait at all.... it jus makes me disappointed...
waiting always brings disappointment...
he has no obligation to do so lo.... haiz...
always leaving me with no choice again...
and i have no right to call him.... no reason either....
and to be v honest.... he still appears every now and den... its so hard to get him out completely....
haiz... helpless....

somebody pls save me...!!

fear of losing him completely is still there....
my dear tell me i sldnt be scared of losing him de..... becos one day... he'll still leave me de....
its jus the matter of time....
but im still scared....
she says im brave... if its her.. she wont be able to face him at all..
but actually im not....
im scared of everything... jus tat i didnt noe wat i have to do...
i have to accept everything he does....

i do not have a choice...

i have alady ren ming liao le.... accepted the fact liao le....
feeling abit kong xu.... abit uncontrolled.... very 'care'less.... very un-loved....
alot more la... messy and congested feelings...

我应该坚强面对, 学会遗忘....

today's msn is so boring... so quiet....
onli 24 ppl online....
hw come???
where did everyone go???? v sian leh....
nobody to chat wif leh.... haiz... alady 10pm liao wor....
today is a wed mah... weekday wor....
y everyone go out ah???
sian....
come home and chat wif me~~


sweet dreams;
9:07 PM



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