Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Bad start... Bad start....
Its such a bad start..... Haiz...
i've been crying since 1st day of new year.... its not jus normal crying... i m really v sad, v scared, v lost....
1st day of new year.... haiz....
i lost my memory for a short while... i cant even rem who i m.... im jus so scared....
i dunno wat i have to do.... i jus need an answer.... but i cant get the exact ans.....
i wan an answer to tell me wat i sld do...
till now... i still have no ans.... i see no future.... i dunno where i sld go... wat i sld do.... im jus so lost.... i cant handle it anymore...
she gets everything i wan....
haiz....
today... i went for the orientation... its soooo long... ended at ard 730 lo... 2 hrs later than wat was said..!!!
wah.. den by the time i reached orchard to meet aunty... alady 8+ liao le lo... all the shops abt to close liao le.....
heng nv go sentosa ah.... raining oso...
we onli got time to have dinner... den went home liao le...
im really v xin ku now.... i got no one to tok to..... if got i oso dunno how to say....
i dunno everything liao le....
i dunno wat happened....
i dunno wat i have to do....
i dunno how to take it anymore le....
im jus so lost....
i've lost myself alady....
im now sick....
today... i dun even noe how to cry le....
wat is tears....
sweet dreams;
11:47 PM
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