Tuesday, February 28, 2006
He's a bad guy... but he's soooo sweet..
Im so scared now.... Feeling guilty and happy at the same time....
Dunno y i will send tat sms to him.... wanted to send ah siao de.... Haiz... and somemore the content is smth tat i sldnt let him noe de.... abt wat i did jus now when i met aust...
wah... the minute i saw W**** Sending..... i noe this time siao liao.... haiz... dunno y i will send him oso... haiz.... i so stupid de...
after few minutes.... he called me... he v angry lo.... Super angry.... ask me y i send him that kind of sms.. den now his gf v angry wif him.... =( im sorry lo... my fault... was bathing when he called me.... v scared.... wanted to cry.... im always v scared when he angry wif me de... now i send him tat kind of sms... den his gf mistaken...
he scolded me.... im v sad.... he scold me.... =( he's so fierce.... to me... i feel so bad.... and i tink my tone to him was also v bad... super bad lo... v bu gan yuan.... haiz...
soon... he smsed me... onli one word... sorry... he said sorry to me.... i replied him im sorry too... den he ask me to call him.... i was bathing... cant call him la.... but he wanted me to call him NOW... he is so ba dao..... but i tell him after i bath hao liao will call him de..
i felt so bad.... but i wan to call him.... at least to hear his voice again.... i call him lo.... he said sorry... sorry for shouting at me jus now... i told him im sorry too... i felt so much better.... he can be so fierce... so ba dao... den after tat he can be so sweet... he's always so consoling... feel v an wei when he toks to me...
den jus now we tok awhile.... he asked me izzit got bf liao... i say no... den he ask me who is tat guy im tokking abt in my sms... haiz... its aust.... actually he knows abt wat is going on btwn me and aust... again lo... he say wanna meet us.... 3 of us... haiz... i told him i dun wan... he asked me whether i still wanna go back to him anot... v shocked... happy... but i acutally told him no...
Inside, i really wan to go back to him.... my mouth jus too hard la... i said no... haiz... hw.... i wan la.... miss him so much....
he so bad de.... gf so angry liao yet he still can tok all these to me.... buay tahan..... but i like.. haha...
im jus so fan jian.... he so man..... haha... and he's so ba dao and so bad.... i like.. hahaha..
dunno wats my feeling now la.... i feel so guilty tat his gf mistaken.... lik v bad lo... although i dun like his gf... but still v bad la... i dun wan to harm their relationship oso mah.... im happy jus being his .......
happy tat he's still the same..... so consoling... happy tat he rem every details i told him b4.... so long ago liao.... several mths ago.... he still rem.... i still occupy some space in his mind de... happy lo... hahaha...
i sld tell him i still wan..... keke....
sweet dreams;
10:59 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
I wanna turn over a new leaf..!! Haha..
So long nv go for my driving liao... more than 1 mth... almost 2 mths le... tsk tsk tsk...
thurs nite went driving lo... the instructor v cute de.... haha.. i keep laughing.. den he keep joking... den he bring me to dark and quiet place.... aiyo... alot of trees.. den he start saying things to scare me.... so bad de... haha.... den i anyhow follow other ppl's car... keke.. he say me nv follow instructions lo... Lolz... den i ask him wanna follow tat car in front anot... he say up to me... Hahha... i follow liao... but den the car in front so slow.. den i complain... he say me again... Lolz.. he say is me wanna follow de.. den now complain the car in front slow.... keke.... but he v funny la... i like this instructor... keke....
ytd abit pek chek.... wah... work hor.. i ask someone to do smth... den she say can dun do anot... wah lao.. help onli mah... btw.. its not my work la... transcribing.... i dunno how to do de lo.... JS sick la.. cannot ask him do mah.. so cham... den ask Miss L to do lo.... den she not happy lik tat.. haiz.... wah... ask her do smth oso so hard... dunno wat she wan oso.... even lola oso say she weird weird de... haha
ytd me went singing... hahaha... 2 weeks nv go sing liao.... and the last time i went singing is not at cuppage somemore... lolz... dunno they miss us anot.. keke... wah.. hall is fully booked leh... 4 tables onli.. cos table 2 spoil le... haha.. ytd went wif kaida, baowen, serene and her bf... i 1st time go wif serene lo... hahaha.. she keep saying her singing no good.... but really quite good lo... so humble.. haha.. Kaida.. u muz learn frm her ah.. keke...
Lolz... "Table 3 couple" was there..!!! Hahaha.. they were at table 4... cos table 3 was being taken up... haha.. and someone else was ther too..!!! Hahaha.... tat guy who approached me and angela was there..!! Hahaha... he was at table 5.. alone... and i tink he make fren wif "table 3 couple" Lolz... dun see him kok kok lik tat ah... he sing Wilbur Pan song leh... wo de mia ke feng... wah seh... not bad de wor.. still can rap somemore.. hahaha.. li hai.. ahhaha... but see his face lik tat.. kok kok de.. sing this kinda song... look abit funny.. haha..
Aust invited me to his hse to watch a clip.... the NYP student de..... and oso other DVDs... =.=" dunno y he lik to watch this kinda thing... haiz... and his hse... a dangerous place for me to be in... kinda er xin when i tink wat he'll do to me... yucks... i told him i wanna turn over a new leaf liao... den he ask me b4 turning over a new leaf muz meet him 1st... kns...
sweet dreams;
1:27 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
JJ..!!! Yeah..!! I like him..
林俊杰 - 曹操
01. 只对你说
02. 曹操03. 熟能生巧
04. 波间带
05. 原来
06. 不死之身
07. 爱情Yogurt
08. 进化论
09. Now That She’s Gone
10. 你要的不是我
11. DownThis album is really nice.... I like... Hahaha... Basically i just like JJ..!! Yeah..!!
One more thing.. I oso found Datenshi Blue... Yeah Yeah.... JRock... By Aucifer.. Yeah..!!
Lolz...
Been downloading songs the whole day... hahaha...
Now chatting wif Yongxi... Lolz... He is crazy.... Keep tinking abt Fiona... kns... wake up!! wake up!! Jialat le... his sickness... now more and more serious le... Hahaha...
Me and Ultraman no more le.... Finish liao... End of our story liao.... Haiz....
So sian this weekend... dun even feel like singing.... Can u believe it.. I dun feel like singing.. Hahaha... This is so rare.... but really... ah siao ask me go ktv... i dun even feel like going....
Jus now he online... he muz be tinking i jus did smth last nite... i sent an sms to him last nite... by mistake... i tink he misunderstood me le lo... but we nv tok anything oso... i asked him whether he wanna go sing anot... he dun wan... Tats our conversation le... nth else...
Jus now open my advance theory de book... wanted to read de... Lolz... very magical... Hahaha... I fell aslp within 10 mins... Lolz... *The Power of The Book* Hahhaa.....
Really magical... Lolz... Maybe they sldnt shoot Mondo Magic la... hahaha.... The magic of my book is better... hahahaha... and more powerful lo.... and its real de..!! Lolz...
Ahhh..!!!! Tmr gotta work... Sian...!!!!
sweet dreams;
10:57 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Sian Ahhhhh..!!!!!
Wah... I finally found the song i wanted le..
罗美玲 - 红色向日葵
really nice song... actually this song is quite old liao... used to have it de... but lost it le lo... now found it again.. haha... so happy...
he liked this song too... haha... so long nv mention this person liao... v long time nv tok to him.. nv see him.... nv even chat wif him when i see him online leh...
maybe i sld change my msn nick liao.. its been such a long time liao... Lolz... yeah.. i noe i bo liao... put i m a gal.. Hahaha.... remember alot ppl say i bo liao... Lolz.. esp yongxi la... always say i kns..
"i M a GaL.... 疯了 想你想得疯了 忘了如何再让自己快乐 忘了从今以后要如何如何"
Dion said i sld change my nick.... but im so used to using this song liao leh... change oso dunno change wat... Hahaha...
Jus browse thru Ernest de lyrics... hmm.... quite encouraging... Hahaha... but not really for my situation now.. Lolz..
Aiya... tat day... Justin gave me an ang bao... =.=" so weird... bdae he gave me and bao.... den cny he oso gave me ang bao.... tink he's married... and he's crazy... decided not to meet him anymore le... to prevent any more accidents frm happening.... haiz... so stupid of me...
Last fri... Haha... ytd... 2 bosses not in the office... Haha... they went australia for meeting.. Haha.. Oooo... Same room wor... aiya... dunno wat kind of bed to book for them... hahaha... in the end book twin room for them... aiya... if they wan slp tog den can push the bed tog lo... wahahhaaha..
lolz... we so kpo.. so gossip de... hahaha... wah.... lola v power..!! She told me smth in the morning... SHE PAINTED HER NAILS IN THE OFFICE..!!!! KNS... so free to paint her nails... Serene v poor thing.... cos lola always give her work to do... i can understand her tong ku... cos i used to be in her seat.. haiz... lola is jus too lazy la... buay tahan her de leh... and she's selfish...
me and serene were counting the petty cash money.. haiz... Haiz... sian la.. lola come in... Serene told her abt an incident...
in her previous co... She oso handled petty cash.. den money lost... she's not the onli one who has the key... den if the company wan them to pay... is split cost lo... but den in the end they nv pay la.. cos the company paid for them.... Straightaway.. Lola say she's not going to pay... Kns... she oso has the key.. shitty person... so fake...
at nite... went dinner wif yeehui... sakae again.. haha... serene came wif me... cos she waiting for her bf... haha... 1st time see her bf oso... Lolz... but we eat liao den seperate le.. me and hui go far east.. cos she wanna change a tshirt.. haha... aiya.. too bad cannot change.. Hahaha...
Friday nite..!! didnt want to go home so early... den we watched movie lo... watch fun with dick and jane... haha.. not bad la... quite funny de show... wah... so tired after the movie... hahaha... so qiao alex msged me.. wanna meet...but in the end we oso nv meet la... dunno go where oso.. so late liao... midnite le... went home slp la....
very sian.... too sian liao...
sweet dreams;
8:36 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
I need encouraging frenz....
Today is 16 Feb 2006, Thursday.
Sunny day today....
Gloomy day for me... Haiz..... HAIZ....... Kill me bah.... so helpless... Where are all my "frenz" when i need them?
I dun need you guys to pay for me.. Im not trying to ask money frm anyone... I jus need someone to tok to... someone to console me...
Read my previous post if you want to know wat happen... Money lost....
I wanted to report police de... Haiz... but Alice say no use de.... she wans to deduct frm my salary... =( I dun wan to be deducted la... i didnt take the money i dun wan to pay.... if i pay... means i took the money mah... Alvin Tan... u dun understand ma? not a few ktv sessions can cover the amt lost... cannot lik tat ask me pay de mah... and im not the onli one holding the key...
Im so disappointed... I needed someone to tok to.... Is there anyone whom i can tok to? I oso have xin shi de... although i always look so carefree..
Where's my ultraman? Ultraman has been v cold to me lately... haiz...
Aunty now sld be "pak tor"ing... Dun wan to disturb her oso...
Dunno wat ah siao is doing now oso... She's always occupied.. So dun disturb her oso..
Edmund toks all abt sex onli... F*ck off la...
Ultraman.. U r my hero... U sld save me... but Where R You??
Haiz... I cried..
Tok to Angela for awhile... I feel so much better... At least for now... Thanks Gal...
Haiz... wat can i do.... haiz....
u know where is the best university?
its at 'university of hard knocks'
its from there we learn things...
easier said than done but its always from mistakes that we learn and grow, everyone makes mistakes.
mistakes jus makes u wiser.
sweet dreams;
10:20 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Who can help me???!!!???
Lolz... after blogging tat day.. went cwp to watch movie wif my dearest.. Hehe.... Went to watch fearless....
Last martial arts movie by Jet Lee.... He remind me of someone.... cos his fren say he look like him... Haha... but i dun really tink so la... haha... he more handsome and more cute...
Kawaii~~
Not too bad the show... but i noe the ending liao leh... Qiucheng lo... aiyo... her ah lai oso tell her.... haiz... y lik tat de... ppl wan to watch still tell ppl.. v bad la..
sad la... jet lee die.... become hao ren liao den die... tsk tsk tsk... he was poisoned... the japanese was still v good... at least he got heart.... good lo..
after the show... guess wat we did... Haha... we sneak in into another theatre.... Lolz... Dearest dare me de... Lolz.... den i went in lo.... wah... so heng.. the show haven started... still at the commercials.. Lolz..
Watched Season for Love... Korean show lai de.. not too bad... touching.... 4 stories combined tog... Really touching.... will cry abit de lo... abt half the show... Lolz...
Ytd went gai gai wif yeehui.. Hehe.... ate Sakae Sushi.. Wah.. Hahaha... so long nv eat sakae... Hehehe... i like.. and... when we called for Bill.. Hahaha... The waitress counted lesser plates... Hahaha... cos they were at the side... den me and hui quickly go pay our bill.. Hahaha.. scared the waitress come back to us and tell us she counted less plates.. HAhaha...
Wah... these 2 days... Hahaha.. save alot money... Hehe.. went shopping... but nv really shop much.. cos by the time we finish dinner.. the shops all closing soon le... Haiz..i bought a big bag.. Haha.. Justin asked izzit buy woman thingy... Lolz... ya lo.. the bag is for woman de... den i tell him ya lo... Hehehe...
Tired tired.... Wah.... at nite... when i was slping liao.. my stomach suddenly sharp pain.... Kaoz... Cant slp.... really pain de lo.... sweating.... wanted to vomit oso... but nv vomit... Haiz...
My office cash box... really jialat.... Haiz... money missing.... not a small amt.... abt SGD $300 and USD $290... Kaoz.... How... wat sld i do... who can donate some money to the cash box??
alot leh... im tinking muz be my fault... cos im always so careless and so blur... Haiz....
but so much money.... how can i possibly fork out the money... haiz.... jialat la....
Alice and Lola keep asking me where the money gone to... and how can it be possible to be missing.... I DUNNO..!! if i noe, i wld have noe where the money is.... Haiz... haiz.... Haiz....
Who can help me???!!!???
sweet dreams;
8:57 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Table 3 Couple... Hahaha
Sian.... Im so tired.... this morning abt 5am den slp.... Went for my usual singing session last nite... until 2am. table 3 couple was there... hahaha... the weird guy... wif lotsa action and expression... action pac de... lolz... he's a good self entertainer bah... hahaha... his 3 best songs which is always on my mind...
(1) "chan ceee chan ceee er yi.. " [orginal singer - Luo Zhi Xiang... Lolz...]
(2) "W-H-W-H-Y-Y...." [original singer - Wang Li Hong..]
(3) "Free Night.. I wanna get High..!!!!" [ original singer - Zhang Zheng Yue..]
There's still lots of jing dian ge qu... hahaha... We gave him lotsa applause.... HAhaha... for his courage... how bad we are...
The couple clap for us a few times.... i saw them clap after i sang Bai Se Hun Li... Wah.... Dun tink i sang v well ytd leh... scared they clap for my courage... not my singing... aiyo... i scared bao ying ah... Hahaha... nxt time i shall not laugh at ppl le... HAhaha.... but it'll be hard not to laugh at his actions... his lips... Hahaha... angela say look like chicken backside... HAhaha... Lolz.. buay tahan... His head keep shaking.... wah... i tried to shake oso... after awhile giddy liao... he still can shake for hrs leh... Power... !! Haha...
Ytd we had a small competition... Angela was the judge... Hahaha... Kaida was saying his "Xiao Shuo" wif Baowen is v nice.. hahaha... den i say cannot fight wif me and sihui de "Yuan Dian"... hahaha.. Den we end up in a frenly competition.. Hahaha.... Obviously is our "Yuan Dian" nicer... Hahaha... but angela say both nice la... Hahaha.. Angela.. u r so nice.. Hahaha...
Table 3 sang our song... "Chuang Wai".. haha.. den we purposely insert tat song oso.. hahaha... Kaida lo.. wanna fight.. HAhaha... But i keep laughing leh... haha... Cos tat guy de action really funny.. Hahaha..
I recorded alot of songs.... Including Shan Hu Hai.. Hahaha... our shan hu hai will be super nice if i noe how to he ying... and if he can reach the high notes.. Hahaha... now onli very nice.. Lolz...
If i went on fri den good ah... cos HE was there.... too bad lo... nvm la... not fated....
So tired today... slack at home... later den go out... hahahaha....
sweet dreams;
3:44 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Happy Lunar New Year
Happy Lunar new year..!! Yeah.... i Love CNY... cos can collect ang baos.... den can see so many ppl.... hehe... yeah yeah yeah!!
chu yi as usual... went to da gu and ah ma hse 1st..... den afternoon went to ah po hse for lunch liao.. hehe.. every year will go ah po hse for lunch on cny de... hehe... den we will gamble..!! Lolz.... i onli noe how to play blackjack.. but i always lose de... sian... i cant gamble de...
chu yi and chu er... both days went to ah po hse.... both days lose $8... total lose $16.. Haiz... sian ah.... y i always lose de.. i rather use the money to shop or to sing lo... hahhaa.... singing is my 1st priority....
Chu yi night went ktv.... Lolz... actually wanna go watch movie de.... den no show to watch leh... end up in ktv lo... haha.. wif ah siao, Don and ah xiang... Lolz... heng onli at wlds ah... so tired tat day.... sang until 2am.. haha.... room wor... v ex... each person $30+ wor... tsk tsk tsk....
I msged him tat nite... accidentally send wrong de.... was using my singtel line to sms see who wanna go k... usually i msg him using my starhub line onli... he doesnt have my singtel no.... den i send wrongly lo... he replied.... who r u...
i didnt wan to let him noe its me.... so i jus replied him sorry i send wrong no... den he call me le... wah lao... my phone didnt cooperate... battery flat at tat time.. onli heard his hello.. haiz... den i switch on my phone again... saw his reply again.... he said its ok... nice to meet u.... =.=" we nv met.. i onli send wrong number.. i nv reply anything... he send again.. "happy lunar new yr".. den i replied a thanks lo.... haiz... den he msg "care to befriend"... so sad to recieve this kind of qn frm him.... yuan lai he is always on a look out for new prey.... even though tat woman still with him... Haiz... nvm la... its cny... i sld be happy.. hehe
chu er... again.. went to ah po hse lo... hahaha.. wat else... gamble again... and becos i onli noe how to play blackjack.. and everyone noe how to play tat... we play tat lo... hahaha... lose again... simon la... cheat my money... shuvei oso win alot.. aiyoyo.... i alwyas lose de... so i play awhile den nv play le lo.. hahah..... watch tv...
again ktv lo... hahaha... wah... saw tat couple again... the guy v self entertain one.. lolz... den machiam teaching his gf hw to sing lik tat lo.. hahaha... he cant sing v well!! his gf sing better lo... hahaha... see his action cfm will laugh de lo... hahaha.... but see too much will wanna beat him... lolz... saw another couple oso.... me and kaida saw them sing b4.. not bad wor.... they sing song.. haha.... onli lose me and kaida abit la... Lolz... jk jk..
chu san... i nv went to ah po hse le.... wanted to go ah xiang hse bai nian de... but he so ma fan... not at home...so we go sing again... lolz... even the staff there noe we jus went the previous day... lolz.. pai seh la.. hehe... let them earn money... we so good hor.. hehe..
wah... sing for the 3 days.... lolz... singing siao liao... hahahaa....
today started work le... so tired.... im still stuck at the holiday mood.... la la la la~~
sweet dreams;
10:23 PM
