Thursday, December 21, 2006
Tired....
im tired le.... today i was packing my room..... haven pack finish.... haven even pack halfway.... too many rubbish le...
threw away alot of things... old bags... old shoes.... old lecture notes... hahahaha... i still had my secondary literature books leh... The Crucible, Romeo and Juliet, To Kill a Mocking Bird.... hahaha.... onli these 3 la... these 3 are those i studied in sec 4....
Crucible is abt witchcraft de... Romeo and Juliet... haha.. v famous de la... so no need to say... and den the Mocking Bird is abt the negro... i onli agar rem abit the story nia... actually not bad de wor... haha
wah... last time got study I am David, Pride and Prejudice and Charlotte's Web... hahaha.. now Charlotte's Web got movie le wor... hehe... the name of the pig is Wilbur..!! i still rem... lolz...
still got alot other literature books... dun rem le... haha...
my whole room hor.. i onli packed half my table lo.... too many rubbish... hahaha...
btw SIM finally called le... wah... v "efficient" lo... i emailed them few days ago.... they haven go check... jan got orientation... aiya.. sian.... no frenz.... wait nobody fren me how????!!!??!? haiz... so ke lian....
my msn nick and the msg always states exactly wat im feeling lo....
my nick i cant rem wat song tat is now.... dunno wat song lai de... but i jus got tat sentence frm a song.....
the msg is frm karen mok's ji mo de lian ren ah...
im so tired of loving.... i nv love until so xin ku b4 de lo....
i felt tat i didnt exist at all.....
ur mind is all abt her.... even when we were tog.. u r tinking abt her...
do u noe its v hurting when i was at ur hse doing watever.. and u tell me u r tinking of her...
where am i den??
i was abit happy when u wanted me to not go to china.... becos tat was the 1st time u give me the feeling tat u acknowledge my existence even though we chat on the phone everyday....
everytime u ask me whether is it possible btwn u and her... how wld i noe.... i dun even noe wat this gal is tinking abt... i dunno her character... i dunno her at all... i cant tell u wor..
if u ask me.. i dun wish tat u and her will be tog lo.... but if u tink u will be happy if u r wif her den i oso cant say much rite... i cant control u mah....
i m still willing to listen to wat u wan to say abt her..... but pls dun force me to ans anything i dunno.... its really v hard for me to give u an ans.....
but sometimes i hope u will consider abt my feelings too....
if one day... someone u like, tell u she likes another person... how will u feel... and she keeps telling u things abt the person... asking u whether they can be tog anot.. how will u feel....
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i noe how u feel abt her.... cos my feelings is exactly the same as u....
i m not feeling v fan now.... im jus feeling very tired.. and lost.... dunno wat i sld do now....
i tink of all the bad things u did to me... although not really v bad... but bad enough to hurt me.... but tat didnt make me stop tinking of u....
i m not hoping that u will love me or wat.... i jus hope that sometimes u will make me feel tat i exist.. consider abt my feelings oso....
i hope im not asking for too much...
dun have to ask me whether i really like u anot.... u sld noe the ans... even onlookers noe the ans...
sweet dreams;
9:41 PM
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