Tuesday, November 28, 2006
i m a brave kid..!!!
wah... 1st time baowen not free....
so bz meh... hahaha....
end up today no hark le lo... today ladies nite at hark neh.... hahahaha...
but mr tay suddenly ask me go hark... lolz... too long nv see us liao le... miss us lo.. hehe....
anyway angela today got study leh... onli can come later.... hahahaha..
haiz... in the end oso nv go...
but today... i went for my driving.... hahaha....
i dun like the instructor...
say turn left... den point right... always confuse me lo.... den say i wrong....
den ask me drive fast fast.... wah lao... i drive until 80 lo.... he wan faster...
if TP lik tat i sure fail liao lo....
den always last min ask me to turn.... sometimes nv even say leh... den i go straight lo... he say y i nv turn...
hope dun get tat instructor for my following practise liao le....
after my driving... hahaha....
i went to a v scary place.....
SCARY~~~!!!!
i went to see a dentist...!!!
hahahahaha....
i v scared of the dentist de lo.... cos pri sch the dentist look like witch.... >.<" den she always scold ppl de....
den always let her make my teeth.. v pain de lo.... haiz...
hear the sound i scared liao le....
sec sch i tink got go see dentist twice b4 bah.... hahaha...
den nv go liao..!!!! lolz....
i tink alot ppl oso nv go see dentist de lo.... mai kay kay... hehe...
den today i go and wash my teeth.... heng lo.... nth wrong... hahaha....
wah seh... i v brave lo... hehehehe..... cos i go see dentist... hehehe....
ytd ah ting come my hse... hahaha... cos she holiday.... den at home alone...
lolz... let her watch gong, tat korean show... hahaha..
bring her go downstairs eat lunch lo... wah... she eat alot lo.... eat more than me lo....
i ask her dun eat if she full liao... she say lang fei.... =.="
she finsih the char siew rice, the soup and a can of JJ liang teh... all by herself leh..!!! i see liao i oso full.... and the thing is... she jus had her bkf not long ago..!!! eat dunno 3 or 4 small kaya buns...
li hai lo.... hahaha....
tmr she coming again.... hehehe....
sweet dreams;
8:38 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
I am a song without a soul
Now That She's GoneGirl you know i miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life
Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
Oh yes I know I don't know
baby i am know i'am a fool
And I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song
sweet dreams;
12:46 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
ke lian....
mama ask me how come nv go sing liao le....
:(
cos nobody wan me mah.... so ke lian....
i got no frenz le....
v ke lian hor....
i really v long time nv go out le leh.... going to become a frog in a well liao le lo... jing di zhi wa....
so long nv sing.... all my singing kaki dunno go where liao le...
hark kaki oso dunno gone where....
tsk tsk tsk....
v cham hor... sian la...
go watch guess guess guess....
sweet dreams;
11:37 PM
sian..!!!
another boring sat at home....
sweet dreams;
3:57 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
idols
wah... ytd watched the superstar results....
4 out le leh.... so fast....
its onli the 1st round lo.... tsk tsk tsk....
the gal who got the highest points tat nite... but she out le....
and the other tall one...
both got no ren yuan lo....
guys i got no comment la.... jus tat hor... when they put the last 3 guys tog when announcing the results.... the centre guy so short..!!!
he like onli reach the other 2 guys de shoulder onli rite??
dun put them tog la... aiyo... make him look especially short.....
haiz... so sian..
today nv go out again.... dear dear gotta go back to msia.....
nobody go hark oso.... but tink vynson is back... now can go liao le...haha... den kopi tiam uncle wont host le... hahaha....
haha... jus now went to youtube to watch hark de videos... lolz... got kaiwen de...
hahaha.... .he sang qian li zhi wai wif amos....
i was there tat day... den amos help him rap tat part... hahaha.. aiya.. but they cut it away leh..
hehe....
amos is jus my another idol..!! hahaha... not forgetting weida... hahaha.. he's still my idol la..
ah siao say de... hahaha.. :P
but v long time nv see tat him liao le.... since interview tat day.... hahaha... onli sometimes see him online nia... haiz....
tat day go and listen to his song again... hahahaha.... sound v man lo.... angela say his voice can give ppl an quan gan... hahaha... ya lo.. true....
aiya.... anyway he is old idol le... now onli admire his singing... hahaha... got new idol le.... amos lao shi... hahaha..... he duo cai duo yi wor... hehe....
going to slp liao le... tmr got xiao ding dang... hehe...
nite nite....
sweet dreams;
10:43 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
finally can online le...
finally can online le... hehehe...
past few days cannot online... bored me to death le... cos onlining is my onli xiao qian...
haiz...
den bo bian... watch vcd lo... hahaha...
i finished the korean drama - my girl... hehe.. v cute neh...
xiao zhu got new album le..... but i tink this song nice....
hao peng you....
shi ting.. [
http://www.wtt8.com/play.asp?id=109013&art=1695]
although his singing not v good... but this song is nice... hahaha...
actually nth much to write... cos i nv go anywhere... except go driving...
btw saw zhengyuan tat day... hahaha.. like got become more shuai le....
but we nv tok much la... cos i going driving...den he going to meet his client.... hahaha.. he doing property agent wor....
wah.. tat day i drive v good lo... my instructor ask me y i still can fail... lolz... tat day suay mah...
haiz.. now oso no confident... scared leh...
tat instructor v talkative leh.... the min he got into the car he keep tokking and tokking and tokking..... non stop leh... sometimes i nv ans him he still tok lo...
tok abt his daughter and his son.... =.="
recently keep having insomnia leh.... v cham leh.... cant slp... slp liao den keep wake up in the middle of the nite...
cannot slp peacefully.... haiz....
sweet dreams;
10:11 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
MP3 player spoil liao le....
haiz... my mp3 player spoil liao le.... v sian leh....
so lousy de.... used for slightly more than a yr onli mah...
no wonder ppl say creative de things cannot buy de....
now helping mama to copy vcd.... =.=" dunno y she wanna copy lo... watch b4 liao still copy...
tmr they goin to genting liao le... again lo.... cos mama bdae... lolz...
v good hor... bdae can go overseas.... hahaha... although genting onli.. but better than nth la...
wah... i tink i no confident in driving liao le.... recently got go driving again.... but i like no confident le lo.... haiz... lik tat my TP how sia... die liao lo...
btw today is ivan de bdae... happe bdae lo...
v pai seh to him oso.... cos i really dun feel like goin out wif him... pai seh lo.....
i jus found out smth....
lsj tao yan me le.... ta hen tao yan wo...!!!
haiz.... k la... i understand y he tao yan me.... cos i lied to him....
no wonder he nv chat wif me online liao le.... but weird is he nv block me... =.="
tot he like blocking ppl de... always tell me block who block who... weird lo...
nvm la... actually always nth to tok to him... have to kill my brain cells when tokking to him... >.<"
v sad my mp3 player spoil liao le....
sweet dreams;
3:36 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
I love vouchers...!!!! Hahaha...
my finger is black color de...
jus now helped mama dye hair.... didnt wear gloves... cos she's wearing it... haha.. funny rite... she ask me help her dye hair... but she's wearing the gloves.... =.="
den i didnt notice i dyed my hand until i finish wif her hair.... now black black liao le lo..
today went shopping wif mama lo.... v long time nv go shopping liao le...
wah seh.. v happy... cos i got buy thing.... hahaha... bought 2 tops and a bottom... eh... use voucher de neh... hehe.. li hai hor.. mama oso use my voucher....
wah... the forever21 tat top v ex neh... $53 neh... heng got voucher lo... if not i wont buy de... the other top i bought frm future state... mama say ex leh.. $39... hmm... abit bah... den ah.. the sales gal v rude neh.... i buy thing leh... still push the bag to me.... den no smile de... v rude lo....
the bottom cheapest lo... 20+ nia... hahaha... cos got discount... hehe...
we went to marina square... den to suntec..... den to orchard.... lolz....
i so xin tong..... haiz.... v pain lo....
nth much to write... cos did nth much... except for the shopping today....
ytd went driving onli lo.... tats all...
suddenly dunno how to drive.... =(
black black de hand....
sweet dreams;
11:02 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
Music Lesson
lolz... muz learn frm yan yan lao shi...
keke....
i shall skip the dan tian teaching... its difficult to explain lik tat.... hahaha...
how to sing wif feelings..... hehe....
1stly : listen to the song.... many many times.... until u are familiar wif the melody....
2ndly : read the lyrics.... understand every sentence... try to imagine wat the author is writing... feel it wif ur heart....
3rdly : (IMPT..!!) practise....
Practise makes Perfect..!!!!
if still cant sing wif feeling... den easiest way is to fall in love and fall out of love lo... hahaha...
when in love.... u will understand those love song de lyrics de.... and when u out of love... u will understand those sad songs de lyrics de.... den u will noe how to sing those songs wif feeling le lo.... hahaha....
yan yan lao shi not v good at rap..!!! so dunno hw to teach RAP ah... lolz....
End of lesson..!!
离不开他音乐滴搭滴搭滴搭
舞步踢踏踢踏踢踏
每一步都是悲伤的挣扎
带着牵挂 谁都不想先停
下我穿着纯白的薄纱
跟着他旋转在灯下
知道是最后一次拥着他
日出后就应该 试着忘了 要试着忘了他
我离不开他 也留不住他
心像空荡大厅 一切就要蒸发
我离不开他 风留不住沙
远距离的牵挂 数思念的时差
跟寂寞对话
音乐滴拉滴拉滴拉
舞步踢踏踢踏踢踏
每一步都是悲伤的挣扎
日出后就应该 试着忘了 要试着忘了他
我留不住他 心像空荡大厅
一切就要蒸发
风留不住沙 远距离的牵挂
我还在想他
现在好想他 好想他
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[
http://www.wtt8.com/play.asp?id=70127&art=131] shi ting...
hahaha...
kk im abit bo liao.... huan xiang agian.... hehe....
today rain v heavy lo... somemore rain when i driving... sian lo... i cannot see the road lo.... instructor ask me to do parking.... wah.. i really cannot see leh...
den he ask me anyhow guess.... =.=" lik tat de meh... i tot will at least give some guidance lo.... wah lao...
i dun lik tat instructor leh.... ask me turn left liao.. den say he ask me turn right... ask me go fwd.. he say he ask me to reverse.... aiyo..!!!!
dunno wat he wan oso lo... so pek chek....
do tat parking more than 5 min le lo.... fail liao la..!!!
went to nyp again... hahaha... i really love my sch... always go back... hehe...
den i went to cut my hair.... lolz...
wah.. this time cut until v thin lo.... i machiam botak le... hahaha... but kentson say wanna me have the jus wake up look... lolz...
chin chai la.... he cut wat i oso like de leh... lolz....
and oso cut liao.. cannot dun like de lo... hahaha...
wah.. he tell me go msia there sing ktv v cheap onli lo... 38ringgit leh.... still got dinner to eat lo... and got drink lo.... he sing 6 hrs lo.... wah seh... cheap lo.....
hahaha... yeah.. he say nxt time bring me go... hehe...
hmm... btw i forgot to renew my PDL... =.=" bo bian.. today onli drive in circuit... cannot go out lo... haiz... heng today not TP lo... if not sure fail le lo....
after cutting my hair i went to renew it lo....
so ma fan.... waste my money oso....
wah... news say GST goin to rise to 7% liao.... wah... nxt time everything oso more ex liao... sian... y lik tat de... no good la....
sweet dreams;
9:56 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Gastric pain.... :(
insomnia again..... dunno y jus cant slp.....
went to bed quite early last nite... after dinner....
cos haiz... gastric pain la.... pain since afternoon liao le... tink goin to die soon liao lo....
eat le dinner more pain.... haiz....
didnt went out ytd la....
kaida say wanna go hark de... but onli 3 of us... will be abit sian neh... so in the end nv go lo....
v hurt again lo....
always de la....
"I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart....."i got this sentence frm a song.... reflection.... hua mu lan de... hehe....
i have to hide... but cant seem to hide....
im letting go alady..... i tink la.... haiz...
cos im really badly hurt.....
maybe everything is jus a habit.... habit of missing someone.....
jus like some ppl.. they are tog becos its onli a habit.... not becos they still love each other...
so im tinking maybe its onli my habit to miss someone.... and maybe its oso a habit for some ppl to miss other ppl....
miss weida oso not so xin ku lo....
haiz.... v sian la...
was watching death note on youtube.... the anime la.... but onli until ep 6 nia.. den no more le....
cannot continue watch.... nth to do le....
boring weekend... didnt went out at all....
nv even step out of my hse door.....
raining oso..... its the season.... haiz.. bo bian....
i cant eat anything.... eat le den gastric pain.... so ke lian rite... today oso pain lo... haiz...
i haven went to sentosa... since the last time i said i wanted to go.... feel like going there one evening....
went there once during evening..... the beach la... forget which one le... i tink palawan bah.. hahaha... cos i always go palawan beach de... hehe.. last time la...
v nice lo.... blow blow the wind.... v shu fu.... sad blow liao will become happy de... lolz.....
but dun wanna go alone oso neh... so sian de.... haiz...
im so not independent...
tmr got driving le.... haiz.... drive until v sian liao le.... how come didnt pass de.... sad lo...
hope can pass this time lo...
yeah... end of the yr got chalet.... hahaha.... v good lo.... so long nv go chalet... but so many days... dunno do wat oso leh.... dunno who's goin lo.... now yan yan music sch onli lo... hahaha....
den somemore got 2 chalets lo... hahaha... btw its free de... good bah... hehe!!
4 days somemore...
=.=" baowen say wanna watch horror movies.... wah lao... lik tat i dun dare to stay liao lo...
somemore its at chalet leh... even scarier de lo.... haiz...
but den... hahaha.. actually i oso v mao dun la... i suddenly feel like watching horror movies neh... lolz.... but dun dare to watch... how ah... kekeke...
if one day im not ard anymore.... ..............
haiz... im goin to bath liao le la.... good nite....
sweet dreams;
5:02 PM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Raining v heavily....
aiyo... my hse so dark now lo...
its goin to rain soon.... haven rain... machiam at nite le... hahaha... really v dark.... and i nv switch on the lights... hahaha... lomantic mah..
hmm....
ytd went to Hark..!! hahaha.... but ytd was hosted by Eddie and Philip..... hmm... i dun really like fei li pu neh... he look like kopi tiam uncle..!! hahaha.. but he is a singing teacher there wor... mai siao siao....
lolz....
"uncle..!! teh bing..!!!"
hmm... he host not funny de neh.... but he ok la.. seems fierce... but quite frenly la... at least he will come tok to us oso....
hehe.. ytd i got go sing neh... but i sing ktv de onli la... ytd not so nervous le... maybe i wear specs... and i wear super casual... den ppl cannot recognise me bah... so i more relaxed bah... hehe...
somehow i feel tat i chose a wrong song... like v boring... sang zhu wo sheng ri kuai le....
hahaha... seldom see the 4 of us got sing in 1 session de lo.... kaida, angela and baowen oso sing ktv de....
ytd kaida de fren was the 30min singer.... its machiam a mini concert for those who took part in Hark de competititon b4 de lo....
aiya... den i feel tat fei li pu wanna sing alot neh... hahha... ppl singing he will follow ppl sing de lo.... den ah.. when he on stage oso wanna snatch to sing lik tat... lolz...
ooo... den saw kenn there.... he went ns le... so become botak liao.. haha...
hee... ytd amos tok to us wor... hehe...
and so qiao.. saw alec and nic.. joyce de fren la... wah... den kaida and angela pang seh me they go home wif them lo.... baowen stay different side... den left me alone to go home lo.... haiz...
v sad lo.... so ke lian...
wah seh... suddenly rain v heavy....
jus nw went to youtube... hahaha... saw a few video frm Hark... hehe... they jus got an account...
v few videos onli la... hehe...
den i went to search for blackforest..... hahaha... mr chua de band... lolz... i saw their performance at ngee ann city de...
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hehe... their own composition....
cos ytd i jus happen to see ernest at the mrt.... den suddenly tot of his band lo...
rain v heavy neh.... sian... though i not goin out... but i dun like rainy day mah... v heavy neh.... aiyo....
sweet dreams;
1:42 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
Insomnia
went to meet hui last nite for dinner.... hahaha... eat roti prata... lolz....
banana prata v nice leh... hahaha...
den went back to hui hse to watch superstar... wah lao.. she machiam deaf de lo... on so loud.... not deaf oso become deaf liao lo... go inside the room den on the comp oso so loud lo.... lashanne come back oso say she deaf de.... hahahaha...
wah... den i v ke lian lo... still gotta massage for her... hahaha... but im experienced de massager.... keke... lolz.. she oso say i massage v good...
nxt time i can open a massage parlour... hahaha... idea hor... :P
cant slp last nite... was tinking alot things la.... actually not alot..... its jus one thing....
haiz.... i tink i slp ard 2+......
den i wake up like almost every hr.... den 5+ wake up le.... sian lo....
try to force myself to slp but i cant slp....
haiz... i keep tinking.....
the more i try to slp... the more uncomfortable i get..
i really v xin ku leh.....
HAIZ.... now headache liao le....
ytd dunno y so bo liao lo... go and count num of ppl tat..... lolz....
if im not wrong.... its 7... 1 is bf, 1 is gf... the rest..... hahahaha... dunno.... sounds alot hor... but u all dun anyhow tink la.... its not sex la... onli myself noe... hahaha.. :P
hehehee.... i got potential to become les leh.... keke... lolz... maybe can consider... :P wahahaha....
tonite goin Hark le.... yeah..!!! finally....
like v long time nv go le.....
the last time we went was kaida de finals mah...
tinking of goin to do a p.s....
but sounds v scary and pain..... aunty ask me go do oso.....
i see internet say 25 - 69 yr old den need to do leh... lolz.... im underaged ah... keke....
but aunty say once we got wat wat wat den have to go do liao ah....
so ma fan neh...... every 3 yrs do once...
haiz... so sian leh....
life so boring....
sweet dreams;
10:30 AM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
superstar tonite..!!!
hehe... forgot to mention tat i saw familiar ppl ytd.... wahahahaha....
i saw mr cai hong tian tang.... lolz... cant rem his name... call him tat cos he sang cai hong tian tang during the quarter finals..
hehe.... vynson they all call him bang ge... lolz...
saw him at woodlands de john little lo.... wah... lik no need to work de neh....
lolz... dunno whether he saw me anot... cos he so tall... hahaha...
i always tink tall ppl cant see short ppl de....
tats y he dun see me.....
hahahaha....
den i oso saw yucai wif his gf... lolz.... so qiao rite... hehe... at gelare... he looks so different in his sch uniform... and without styling his hair... hehe....
cos usually i see him in his party world de uniform de mah... hahaha... so abit weird lo... hehe.... :P
lolz... kaida said since i can recognise cai hong tian tang... den ppl will oso recognise him lo... he become famous le..!!!! hahahaha...
lolz... tink too much... haha....
ultraman says im crazy.... gets cheated easily....
hahaha... ya lo... v true....
there'll be superstar today..!!!!
hahahaha... muz watch... tats y im staying at home... hehe...
sweet dreams;
2:16 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Maybe nxt yr... a Baby.. Lolz
Hah.. im back frm dinner wif hui and other NYP DTs....
actually they were celebrating hui's bdae la... alady over liao le.... today is min min bdae...
Happy Bdae..!!!! hee..
lolz... ytd someone crazy again le lo.... bring up marriage again le.... and this time wif a baby... lolz... immediately after marriage... he wanna start making babies le.... wanna have a baby immediately... lolz.... LMAO...
its onli the process of making babies that he's interested....
end dec he's goin to Penang wif his family... haha... he'll be passing me his car keys and his hse keys... keke.. i can do watever things i like... he said de... hehe....
lolz... dun even noe whether i can pass my driving anot lo... scarly nv pass... den i take his car oso no use... =(
but nvm.. got his hse... hahaha.. can bring frenz go there party... condo wor.... can go swimming, gym, suana.... hahaha.... he told me cannot bring guys... lolz... give me the keys liao i wan to bring who oso can lo... i dun care... hahahaha....
kidding la....
wah.. ytd went to somerset de specialist centre.... cos Dion works there... like not bad wor....
den i waited for her to knock off lo... stand there... and it was drizzling....
looks abit sad neh...
i like to tink sad things la... lolz... i huo gai lo....
actually meet her onli.... den ah siao suddenly wanna meet me... den i ask her come oso lo.. den she ask kaida... den we 4 ppl.... go eat dinner at cine.... hehe...
ah siao wanna sing... but Dion cant stay too late.... bo bian.. i have to let her go home alone.... v pai seh... but she told me b4hand she cant stay too late le... hahaha... :P
den me, ah siao and kaida... we wanna go sing... wah.. KBox super ex lo.... dunno wat stupid challengers nite.... play dice wif the staff la... den if we win den no need pay the cover charge lo... cover charge add up is abt $23..!!! lik tat go party world sing better lo...
den we decided to go woodlands de party world.... cos nearer den take cab home cheaper mah.. lolz.. but kaida say go amk de KBox.. try the challenge hahaha....
den in the train.... got one giant stand beside me lo... wah.. really v tall lo.... kaida say my shoulder is at his backside.... lolz.... really super tall... v scary.... hahaha...
den we reached amk de kbox... wah... kaida played wif the staff... the staff throw 1... hahahaha... den kaida throw 4..!!! yeah..!!! we win... den they ask us go to the room liao leh... den suddenly ask us back... =.=" they say everyone have to play lo... =.="
ah siao throw 5.. wah... they throw 6..!!!! so suay.... hahaha
den ah siao play cheat... she say dun wan to sing liao la.... lik tat sing v ex.... heng i haven throw.. still can decide... lolz... den the staff ask us to go sing la.... they say they count as they lose lo.... cos in the 1st place nv say clearly... hahaha...
yeah..!!! ah siao so good at playing cheat.... lolz...
sing until 11+.... den i say i gotta go home liao le.... i see kaida de face change.... tink he not happy lo..
aiya.. v pai seh lo.... haiz....
but i sing liao oso not shuang leh... kbox de system not as good.... sing liao like not nice lo... haiz...
in the end me and ah siao left 1st.... cos peiru got come... den she and kaida stayed on lo....
pai seh pai seh....
this mroning went for a stupid interview... its soooooo far... almost msia liao le la.... the agent bluff me lo... say boon lay can take bus.... i take cab so far lo.... waste my money...
den after the interview heng heng got ppl take cab come in lo.. ah bo i have to call cab liao le....
really super far lo.... the journey make me v pek chek lo....
den after tat i went to SIM wif hui to enrol for my course..!!! hahaha...
den we went shopping awhile... at lot 1... den to wlds....
jus came back lo...
lolz... like v long time nv see baowen... cos he asked hows life, so long nv see le....
wahahahaha... we onli didnt went hark last week mah... lolz... still saw each other tat day at kaida de finals wor... lolz....
hehe... miss us wor... hahaha... k la k la.. we miss u too la...
fri go Hark..!!!!
dun like someone.... keep acting machiam he noe me alot.... machiam he noe wat im tinking.... v irritating lo....
and wtf... wanna pay me $200 for accompanying him 2 hrs.... jus drink coffee or watch movie nia...
wat does he tink i m... makes me dun feel like going out wif him more.....
this is oso another kind of irrespect to me lo....
haiz....
pek chek.....
sweet dreams;
10:31 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
Waiting for you~~~
dunno wat im waiting for lo.... haiz...
alady v tired liao... yet im still waiting.....
waiting for you~~ im waiting for you~~ waiting for you come here to my dreams~~
wahahaha... somehow i find the last sentence sounds abit weird weird.... the language not right la... lolz...
maybe im expecting too much... tink too much... i sldnt be waiting at all bah... this is called zi zuo duo qing lo.....
waiting every day and nite.... jus a call and i'll be happy le lo....
haiz.... i sld be satisfied that he once liked me le.... but im not..!! im greedy de.. i'll be even happier if he is able to give me a place in his heart... but i noe its impossible la...
everything btwn me and him is past tense liao le..... cant turn back the time....
anyway later im goin to SIM le... to enrol for the course....
wah... i'll be 26 when i graduate.... cos 3 yrs course.... if nxt yr go study... im 23 nxt yr le..
wah seh... sounds really v old leh...
den when i come out to work after tat, i wont be the youngest le... haiz... last time go work im always the youngest.. until i went to TMVC.... =.="
v sian..!!! i wan to be the youngest..!!!! hahaha....
wah seh... 26 sounds really v old leh.... its near to 30 liao leh.... scary..... scary.......!!!!!!!
some ppl jus dun understand my meaning of ONS.... one nite means one nite mah..... more than one nite den not ons liao mah....
dun ask me again la.... v sian de leh.... haiz....
some things happen liao doesnt mean it will happen again de....
sweet dreams;
9:32 AM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Heartbroken....
haiz...
im really not the one.... and i noe i cant be the one too....
爱我好吗? [ai wo hao ma?]虽然收敛了许多的情感
还是泄露了我的不安
于是你开始冷淡
我也开始问自己该怎么办
如果你知道我的遗憾
千万不要再不以为然
我的生活已经混乱
到处漂流却始终靠不了岸
这是我最后
最美最真
最心碎的留言
oh 爱我好吗
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落
i jus realised that the links i put on my blog for the lyrics.... cant be seen rite????? haha.. nxt time dun put le la... shi ting can bah???
this is the shi ting for the above song.... ai wo hao ma??
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http://www.souting.com/play.asp?id=106889&art=3376]
souting v good de... got lyrics oso... machiam karaoke... haha.... power hor... hehe
haiz.... i really no good hor.... this song is sooo appropriate... hahaha...
but nvm la.... there's alady a hole in my heart le.... hard to fill it up le.....
heartbroken is the word.....
im really devastated le...
giving up....... trying to.......
i noe i said i wanna give up b4 le.... but somehow v hard lo.....
nvm... i'll try harder and harder....
haiz....
i may be goin to study nxt yr le.....
dunno whether im up to it anot..... cos so long nv study le.... ask me read my advance theory de book i oso wanna fall aslp liao le.. hahaha... if read the textbooks or notes dunno i will die anot... haha..
sch so far somemore.... haha.. but sld be ok la... cos if i go study NIE oso v far... even further lo... hehe...
sweet dreams;
11:28 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
wang qing shui....
i heard this from xiao zhu and xiao gui.... hehehe...
Qns : Who do u go to if u wan 'wang qing shui'..?????
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Ans : Andy Lau..!!!!
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WRONG..!!!!!
>>>>> Its
Ah Ha.... <<<<<
Cos.....
Ah ha~~ gei wo yi bei wang qing shui~~
hehehehe... the way i wrote it may not be as funny la... lolz... but see them say this on tv... super funny de lo.... wif their expression... haha..
sweet dreams;
10:32 PM
How Pregnancy Happens
How Pregnancy Happens... The G-Spot....
lolz... click on the below link....
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http://websrvr40nj.audiovideoweb.com/avwebdsnjwebsrvr4501/portal/media/media-050516-pregnancy.html]
its educational wor... hahaha...
btw... i went for dinner wif angela dear last nite... at amk... we had the v cheap japanese food.... its soooo cheap lo.... cheaper than food court de lo....
dunno y so cheap... hehehe...
now angela move to tpy liao le... can meet up more often le...
den i tok to angela.... she noes im sad over things..... she tell me i sld communicate more wif them..... but for the past 22 yrs... we nv really communicate heart to heart de... now ask me to do so abit hard lo....
not used to it de lo..... and it will be v awkward....
v happy she's so understanding.... dun see her blur blur de... sometimes wat she say makes sense de lo....
v comfortable tokking to her de.... hahaha...
den we go walk walk ard amk central.... hahaha... wah.. saw alot things wanna buy de... but no money buy.... lolz... den in the end she bought 3 hair accessories.... 3 for $1 nia..!!!! lolz... she buy hairband la.... so cheap rite... actually i oso wanna buy... cos its really cheap..!! but tink tink... i got so many le... so i didnt buy lo...
i like the green one wif polka dots de... looks so retro.... hehe....
haiz.. i really dun like the BMWguy... he so attitude..... dun like tokking to him....
nv pick up his call he say i dunno wif which guy AGAIN.... even if im really wif guy oso not his business mah.... den he call me tok halfway will kup my phone..!!! kaoz... i hate ppl kup my phone.... so rude.... and i hate phones*x.... he can call me and make stupid and annoying sounds lo.... bo liao......
he's crazy.... v fan..!!!!
wah lao... justin copy my nick in msn.... mei chuang yi.... chey...
last nite didnt went Hark.... mediacorp de "Nan Ren Bang" did a feature on Eddie... oooo.... so interesting.. hahaha...
but lik tat go there oso no use le leh.... hehe.. heng nv go la...
haiz... i still v hurt.... v xin tong lo.... becos of everything tat happened.....
my heart is bleeding....
sweet dreams;
3:28 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Frenster Msg and Testi
jus came back frm dinner wif hui and min.... went to bugis to eat at Ma Maison... hehe...
waited v long... abt an hr wor... den got place... tsk tsk tsk...
hahaha.. eat liao den come back liao le...
anyway i oso no mood to go walk ard... sian la...
lolz... this afternoon abit bo liao...
i went to my frenster and read thru all my msg and testi... lolz....
cos i see how come i got so many testi de... i saw 400+ lo... didnt noe i got so many... den go and open and read.... keke.. dunno y got so many repeat de.... onli the recent few no repeat...
i tink i onli got 100+ testi nia lo... hahaha...
the msg hai hao la... lolz... see when i get to noe some ppl... keke... actually sometimes i quite dao oso... ppl msg me so many times i oso nv reply de... keke...
hahaha... piggy msged me some time ago... i didnt reply... few mths later he msg again.... den i got reply.. keke....
den some send smile... dunno wat to reply oso mah... so nv bother...
aiya... wan to add as fren den add de lo..... no need to send msg and ask ppl can add anot... so ma fan... haiz..
lolz.. den got some pri sch mates.... hmm... actually dun really rem them... but they say we are pri sch classmates... lolz.... den ok lo... keke....
actually the msges hai hao la... not so interesting...
i tink the testi more interesting... hehe....
most of my testi is from shuVei... lolz.... everytime come and aiyoyo...
got one v chim testi frm alvin... wah seh.. machiam writing poem lik tat lo.. the eng so chim... lolz..
"Life is simply full of expectancies,instrumental issues,variance factors."
den i realised tat i onli started to go ktv wif kaida since last yr sept/oct wor.... its onli slightly more than a yr... imagine the number of times we went ktv liao.... tsk tsk tsk... countless le lo.... hahaha... last time still say i sing v nice... now listen to other better singer liao le.. say i sing not nice... haiz... maybe really not nice lo...
actually most of my testi is abt me go singing, taking pics of myself, saying i got no temper and happy birthday testi.... and oso those pic testi... hee... actually i oso got temper de... i got xiao jie pi qi... wahahhaa..
i like to read the v old testi... was still schling lo... hahaha.. jiaxi mentioned abt "tech sing"... lolz... its our secret... hahaha... now tink abt it i still wanna laugh lo...
attachment was so fun..!!! but noeing justin wasnt the fun part.. its the scary part... lolz...
angela said i attracted him... lolz... is he come stick to me de leh....
haha.. and the "jie lun" she mentioned when we were taking bus... its actually an indian.. v old indian whom we always see on the same bus.... she noe i scared of indians de... she tell me tat indian name is jielun... lolz... sometimes abit bo liao la.... but come to tink of it... quite fun de lo...
and seems like ppl noe tat i got a fetish for blueblack... hahahaha... yeah..!! i really like it... dunno y.. but it feels sooooo good... hahaha...
got testi frm my sec sch frenz oso... haha... read liao i feel tat i last time v cute leh.... lolz....
im really v cute lo.... hahaha.... i prefer last time de me.... kekeke...
and last time oso always kena bullied.... still got ppl say if dun bully me will feel uncomfortable... hahaha.. where got lik tat one....
lolz....
kk... tink ppl are not interested in reading my fei hua.... but i read those testi liao i v happy leh... make me tink back last time de things... hehe....
sweet dreams;
10:34 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
sian...
haiz....
im back again....
really not feeling too good....
again, i cry until i vomitted.... haha.. useless hor... but oso v power hor... hehe..
sometimes i feel tat my home is a v cold place to be in..... ppl are all doing their own things.... maybe tats good in a way... cos nobody really comes and bother u....
since young... i've always been alone at home... sometimes its really v lonely... tats y i dun like to stay at home oso...
esp when my hse is so empty....
im living in a 5room flat.... but its looks v big and empty... which gives ppl the v cold feeling.... maybe not tat big... but big enough for each and everyone to have a corner to do our own things... tats y i dun like big houses....
mama still say wanna move to ah ma hse... i dun wan lo... its even bigger lo... still got upstairs downstairs... haiz...
big houses give me the cold feeling....
nxt time i wanna stay in a small flat... hehe...
on the surface, my family may give me everything i wan.... buy me this and tat.. bring me go overseas.... but sometimes money cannot satisfy wat u need....
haiz... actually i oso dunno wat i wan la....
sometimes dun wan them to fan me so much... sometimes hope they can see me as a living thing...
who can understand how i feel....
i jus wan some understanding.... i wan them to understand me more....
we seldom communicate.... we dun tok heart to heart.... maybe tats y....
i really dun feel wanted..... in any relationship or wif family....
the onli times i feel tat im being wanted is when im wif those bad guys.... but i noe i cant go on lik tat.... haiz.....
sometimes i oso feel tat its the coldness in this family which causes my bro to become lik tat....
haiz... dunno la...
maybe im oso at fault.... cos i dun initiate to tell them wat happen...
haiz... lik tat say like im putting the blame on ppl hor... maybe i sld really go and fan xing fan xing....
v sian.... cant slp now...
sweet dreams;
11:49 PM
Feeling terribly terrible
Wat can i say....
Feeling terribly terrible now...
so terrible tat i feel like vommitting again... i dun like this feeling....
你要的不是我怎么能忘 时间多长
你快乐吗 想代替你回答
你知道吗 走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂 沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落
[
http://www.jiuai.com/Lyrics.asp?b27e7876]
[
http://www.wtt8.com/play.asp?id=86427&art=1490] shi ting....
sweet dreams;
8:53 PM
