Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Cooling Day
cooling day....
went over to hui's hse... hahaha... cos she oso sick... den i buy lunch for her... lolz... good hor.. hee...
i acc her.. she acc me... dunno sue at home... nv buy her lunch... lolz... keke
anyway sue slp whole day... nv wake up to eat oso... haha...
den me and hui watch dvd.... she watch until she fall aslp lo... =.=" den left me watchin it alone... hahaha... den i slp awhile... v nice to slp... cos weather v cooling.... hehe
den slp tog v cosy mah... haha....
i slp awhile onli... wake up den watch dvd again... hehe...
den hui and sue wake up... we 3 go meet lashanne at the clinic... she went to clean her wound.... but no money... cos the atm nearby is missing..!!!
lolz... den cannot press money out... lolz...
ke lian hor...
den we 4 go eat dinner lo..... eat liao den i come back liao le....
hmm... they going to move hse le.... move to sengkang... so far..... nxt time cannot go their hse play liao le.. haiz... sian lo...
sweet dreams;
9:53 PM
Monday, October 30, 2006
really sick le...
i suddenly feel v cheated....
does he really have a daughter??? he said its his daughter... den said its his niece...
dunno which to believe...
haiz... y wanna bluff me...
but anyway its not my business now alady.... me and him alady over so long liao le... chey...
haha.. i got a way to make him dun always look for me le... lolz...
help him find ways to get to noe gals... hahahaha... old ppl dunno how to use msn, frenster and irc mah... teach them lo... lolz... IRC..!!! lolz... its quite long lost le bah... hahaha.. not much ppl will use IRC liao bah... i tink.. hehe..
still ask me msn got chatroom anot... lolz... msn no chatroom de..!!
hahaha... old ppl is lik tat la...
he go and noe other ppl liao den wont come find me liao le lo... hehe.. so good...
so pai seh nv meet ah siao today... its her bdae...
but im not feeling too good... hahaha... v pai seh la...
lolz... i dunno i got fever... jus noe i feeling giddy... lolz... dunno how to feel whether got fever anot mah... hehe...
still vomitted... v xin ku lo... hahaha...
but nobody take care.. so ke lian...
jus now ultraman commented on my singing... hahaha... i sent him a few of my singing i recorded during ktv.. but those were recorded quite some time ago de la.. cos recently nv record my own singing liao le... onli record other ppl de.. keke..
he listen liao he say give me 65/100..!!! wah.. abit shocked... hahaha.... actually i expected higher la... lolz... maybe i tink too highly of myself....
he say y my voice lik tat de... lolz... cos my voice is lik tat one mah.. hahaha.. he say i sing until v xin ku.. he listen liao oso xin ku... too much feeling liao le... like wanna cry... lolz...
but last time mr chua say my singing no feeling mah... tats y nw muz sing wif more feeling.... but like too much le izzit??? lolz....
den he say my voice v piao... hmm.. its the 1st time ppl say i sing v piao... muz take note liao le...
he say i sound nervous tats y piao.. hahaha... lik tat oso ting de chu lai ah... so li hai.. lolz....
wah seh.. like ppl give comment on my singing... hehe....
den he say he demonstrate how to sing... keke... wah.. actually he sing... hmm... not bad... hahaha...
maybe better than wat i tot... keke... see his face dunno he can sing de... lolz... but he lik tat sing no feeling neh.. how to touch ppl.... hahaha...
nvm la... different ppl got different preference... but i will take note of the advice... i dun sing until wanna cry, cannot put in too much feeling.. dun be so nervous lo.. hehe...
sweet dreams;
11:34 PM
happy bdae ah siao
ohayoo.... today is ah siao de bdae... hehe... Happy bdae ah siao..
hmm... v long time nv meet ah siao liao le.... haiz....
ah siao dun wan me liao le... =(
maybe later will be meeting her... wif jiaxi, bear and wenbin bah....
ytd was kaida de finals at Hark.... hahaha....
but i met angela 1st...
haiz... i cried again ytd... while waiting for angela at TPY mrt... dunno y... sat there and wait... she come so late... den i sat there nth to do... suddenly v sad... lolz... cry until my eyes drop out le... hehe.. wah.. den i waited for her so long... wan to faint liao lo...tink got wait for abt 45 min... den i cry for 45 min... lolz...
i so xin ku.... =( but dun wan anyone to noe the reason oso...
haha... ultraman say im crazy.... he say he's sick of my craziness....
wat else can i say....
im onli trying to find someone to tok to... to divert my attention.... haiz... nvm la....
i tink im on the verge of breaking down liao le.... really going crazy..... really v xin ku...
haiz.. nvm... shall tok abt ytd competition...
kaida didnt win anything.... haiz... i tink he is v sad... cos actually he can do it de.... but he didnt give his best performance last nite....
the song he sang was sha sha de shui by hong jun yang....
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haiz.... he really didnt sing as well as usual.... see la.. dun listen to teacher lo.... b4 sing muz eat abit de mah... he say scared eat too full... haha... wah lao... b4 sing eat abt 60% full... lik tat den got energy to sing wat...
gao ying oso v weak... not stable oso... sing wrong lyrics oso... =.="
abit wasted la.... cos he went to read up the lyrics... even philip say kaida got understand the nei rong of the song... jus tat the gao ying... haiz...
the best part of the song is the gao ying liao lo.. the jia ying have to be v beautiful...
too bad la... really not his best performance last nite... actually its one is the worst... hahaha.. but nvm la....
at least can get into finals v good liao le....
haha... amos got same tots as me... cos we get to give comments to the singers de mah... write on a paper... den after tat they will read out.. hehehe...
got one guy sang ai wo bie zou... i write the song is not suitable for competition... hahaha.. amos say he agree wor... hehe
amos looks better wif glasses... hahaha... no glasses look abit weird neh... haha....
someone keep calling me everyday and quarrel wif me... haiz... wat so good to quarrel abt...
im alady so troubled liao le... still keep calling and make me even more unhappy...
call ppl at 4+ in the morning lo... siao liao.... ppl need to slp one leh....
haiz....
im not physically sick... im jus v xin ku emotionally and mentally.... and tats making me sick...
everything is not going smoothly... i dun like it...
sweet dreams;
10:10 AM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Buang at the live band last nite... Haiz...
haiz... last nite was so pai seh lo... weicai sabo me... >.<"
make me so pai seh lo.... haiz...
he asked me to go up on stage to sing the live band de.... wah.. i v jing zhang lo.. although not my 1st time.... but wif amos lao shi leh.... i scared de mah.... my idol neh...
somemore when weicai ask me up on stage... he introduced me as angela, anthony and robin de shifu lo.... wah kao... den amos say wanna listen to how i sing... cos im shifu.... v stressed lo...
ppl is professional de teacher neh.. haiz.... no face liao le la...
bo bian... i alady up on stage liao le... have to sing... i chose bai se hun li... den amos ask me sing rock version =.="
cannot la... i cannot catch the tempo... wah seh.. den even more pai seh lo... haiz... my reputation spoil liao le...
den amos say i sing original de better bah... hahaha...
ya it was better.... cos after i sing, amos got say he admire my voice, zhuan ying and jia ying hen piao liang..!! hahahaa... yeah..!!! v happy my idol got praise me neh.. keke... but overall still v pai seh la... haiz...
angela say i v cute.. keep looking at amos.... hahahaha... wah lao... i feel v helpless lo... dun look at him look at who... lolz..
btw ytd they had their halloween... weicai act as a dracula.... hahaha.. when they 1st came in, its abit scary la.... but see weicai.. den noe.. hahaha... chey...
den at the last part of the show... got one gal... she oso go and sing bai se hun li.... =.=" i tink she purposely wan to tiao zhan me de lo.... ppl jus sing at the previous segment liao.... she still go and choose this song.... lolz... weicai and amos oso say wanna compare... lolz...
heng mine was better... hahahaha.. heng ah... keke...
but she oso sing not bad la... dun compare wif others lo... everyone got different voice de mah... the way they sing will be different de mah... sing liao den ppl like can le lo....
like angela ytd oso sang the same song wif another gal... so qiao.. they chose the same song at the same segment... den each of them sing half lo.. haha
both got different wei dao lo.... one is got feel, the other one is rnb... so cannot compare de la...
different ppl prefer different kind de mah.... hehe...
haha... do guys get high when they see 2 gals touching each other?? lolz.. dunno y angela keep touching me.... hahaha in front of kaida and baowen... hahaha... make me so shy... keke..
kay kay touch my hair... den touch my ..... lolz...
kaida oso kan bu xia qu le... siao...
went home still chat on the phone.... tired le... haiz... dun like ppl asking me for phones*x la... in the end u'll oso be DIY mah... i jus dun understand la....
ytd jus happened to see kero's blog... hmmm.. he's the cute gay... hahahaha... colin and kero... so famous.... ooo.. they jus broke up... tsk tsk tsk....
hmm.. no comments... dun wanna comment anything oso... hehehe... but they not bad le... still can be tog for so long...
我依然是你的情人忘了昨夜我的泪 过了今天我是谁
镜子里的那张脸 会不会拥有明天
你的心总是善变 爱上你始终危险
一成不变的谎言 愿不愿给我明天
真假的瞬间 梦幻的边缘
再多痴心也不能画成一个圆
我依然是你的情人 我依然爱你最深
别再紧闭你的唇 不哭不笑也不问
我依然是你的情人 我依然爱你最深
你的眼神太伤人 不看不听也不问 我的真
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this is a v old song by coco lee... wo yi ran shi ni de qing ren....
nice and touching... dun have the shi ting... cos i cant find it at souting.. hahaha..
actually honestly, i did feel abit jealous lo.... i noe i sldnt compare... but as long as u happy can le... i dunno y i wan u to be happy so much... but when u tell me u v xin ku... i v xin tong....
i really hope i can do smth for u... but i noe i cant do anything... i onli noe how to smile...
haha...
i wan u to be happy... tats all..
sweet dreams;
11:32 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006
....
came back after dinner and movie wif hui..... went to amk.... actually onli wanna have dinner.... but dunno y we end up catching a movie b4 going home.... watched DOA... its a super lousy show...
the "te ji" is so lousy... and so fake.... and there's no chinese subtitles..!!!! dun really understand wat they are protraitting lo.. hahaha..
lolz... i need subtitles to understand a show..!! English shows, i need chinese subtitles.. Chinese shows, i need english subtitles.. Other language shows, i need english and chinese subtitles... hahaha....
lousy cinema oso... the seat is so close to the front.... imagine... my leg so short liao... my knee can touch the front seat lo.... wah... if those long legs de.. how to sit??? hahaha....
i saw a pic of him... wif his gf and his 2 buddies.... looks fresh... haha.. suddenly felt tat he look v young neh... although he's a yr older than me.... hmm... or izzit im getting old???
haiz.... feeling v sian... v complexed...
there are some things i dunno how to express out.... but its troubling me....
dunno wat i wan oso....
i dun wan to go out wif ivan and terry... but how sld i reject them.... i've been rejecting them for quite some time le... reject until i pai seh oso.... but i really dun wanna go out wif them.... i dun wan to go out wif new ppl... its jus so sian....
haiz... forgot to tell baowen tat we are not going Hark tonite... v pai seh... haiya... i nv go u all can go de mah.... haiz....
i dun wan to spend money.... but everything i do needs money.... i jus wan to keep myself occupied....
now im at home.... im free to tink abt things.... things tat make me so troubled...
tat is y i dun like staying at home.... i tink im going crazy....
one fine day i'll really break down.... dunno who can help me.....
jus hope everything will turn out fine....
i jus changed my song..... Chi Lam de Zhu Jun Hao.....
sweet dreams;
11:10 PM
Sick??
haha.... tink going to fall sick soon le... alady not feeling well past few days.... finally its getting worse liao... haha...
feeling giddy, wanna vomit, sore throat, nose block, gastric pain... lolz... so many problem wif me... hehe...
since tat day.... hmm... last fri... lolz... went hark, den go eat, den go watch movie... morning den go home.. tink not enough slp.... den i everyday oso go out... after tat day went out wif weihang they all mah, monday go ktv, tue go gai gai, wed hark, last nite ktv... tonite hark... tmr hark.. sunday hark again... lolz...
my 2nd home is now Hark..!! lolz.. last time is cuppage de party world... now change liao.. keke...
btw... wed de Hark was kaida de competition... wah.. he got into finals..!!! lolz... heng heng de lo... sang nan dao... 1st part was ok wor... 2nd chorus.. wah seh... totally off key leh.... abt 2-3 sentence lo... jialat... dunno y everytime he competition will go off de leh... cannot catch the right key... haiz...
tat day de contestants are really good lo.... hmm.. but i dun really like the 1st one... mr cai hong tian tang... dunno wat name la... he sang zhang dong liang song tat day.... the 2nd one is a xiao di di wor... Project Superstar 2006 de top 40.... good wor... look abit like jielun but sang zhang dong liang song oso... he wear school uniform to the competition lo... =.=" den vynson lend him his jacket... lolz... his frenz ah.. v noisy lo... scream de wor.... kids... tsk tsk tsk...
den a guy sing zhui jing... lsj de song... not nice.. no comment... den a gal sang mei li ben nu ren... the onli female singer tat nite.. not bad wor... v strong... den the taiwan guy.. sang kiss goodbye.. the other time he sang love story de.... hmm... maybe kiss goodbye is a wrong choice of song... not suitable....
last one is our anthony le... lik tat lo... hahaha.. weicai specially came down to support him de wor.. gan dong neh..
results out le.. the host announced that onli 2 contestant got positive points.. hahaha... we guess surely cant be kaida de lo.... but na li zhi dao.... tsk tsk tsk... he got one of the positive points lo... hahahaha.... the other one is the gal... the others all negative points wor... hahahaha...
got 4 ppl get into the finals.... kaida, the gal, the xiao didi and the 1st one..
kaida heng lo... hahaha....
wah seh... weicai noe abt yan yan music sch wor... hahaha... wah... yan yan music sch famous liao... lolz...!!!
keke... i tell him the sch is established liao le... lolz.. he wanna join lo... wahahahaha...
lai lai lai... who wanna learn singing can come to yan yan music sch... lolz... i charge cheap cheap can liao....
beginner - $120/mth
advance - $180/mth
Cheap rite..!!! go check wif other music sch... hahah... where got so cheap de... hahaha..
lai bao ming bah...!!!
my advance fees is other sch de beginner fees liao leh... frenz will have 20% discount.. hehehe....
hahaha... im abit crazy la... :P
ytd went ktv wif joyce... hahaha... so long nv see her liao le.... hehehe... oso wif shermaine.... den i asked kaida and baowen along oso... shermaine oso got ask her frenz.... wah.. alot ppl neh.. we 7 ppl.. singing room... abit not enough lo...
den got one of shermaine de fren... i tink is nic bah... hahaha... he looks so familiar lo... yuan lai his bro took part in Hark de competition last mth..!!!! so qiao...
and no wonder i find nic de bro so familiar... he is joyce de ex bf..!!!! wah lao... so qiao lo.... hahahaha.... sg is so small... lolz...
today go hark.... hmm.... maybe im not going... but feel abit bad... cos kaida haven choose his song for sunday de finals.... and tonite is vynson de last day of hosting....
tmr they oso wanna go.... cos weicai come back le.... den he'll be hosting on sat... wah.. good ah.. at least now sat can go hark liao... cos the previous host on sat is really lousy.. haha..
haiz.... but tink im not going too la.... if i really got nth to do le.. den maybe i'll go bah...
been trying to keep myself occupied and bz... and trying to make myself sick too... hahaha...
dunno la... its onli when im sick.. den i'll rest at home...
wah.. justin de colleague wan me to bring him ard nyp walk walk wor... lolz.... cos he goin to study there liao le... lolz... NYP so small... no need me to bring de la.... onli got north and south lo... nth much to walk de mah... haha....
he keep saying his colleague v se... i tink he more se lo.... tsk tsk tsk....
haiz... den i everyday kena scolded.... v ke lian lo... v wu gu lo.... everyday call me to quarrel wif me.... =.=" he quarrel wif me.... i onli keep quiet nia... lolz.. cos i dunno how to quarrel wif ppl... haha....
over stupid things la.... say y i always go out wif kaida and baowen....
wah lao.. fren fren cannot go out meh... >.<"
so many small little things happened past few days... v sian lo... haiz... hahaha... i everyday sian de hor.. keke..
mama say i got hei yan quan liao le... haha....
not enough slp is lik tat one mah...
When u love someone, its abt giving him happiness, letting him go and sacrificing ur feelings for him..... love can be complicated... u noe it may hurt but yet u r willing to get hurt... there is no reason for tat...
sweet dreams;
10:45 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Y is everything so ex now..!!!!
jus came back frm shoppin..... hahaha....
but i didnt buy anything at all..!!!!! i got $200+ voucher... but i didnt managed to buy anything.... haiz...
the yellow jacket tat i wanted to buy frm topshop... now see not nice le leh... hahaha... cos i saw smth nicer..!!!! keke... but more ex..
yellow de now got discount onli $109.... original is $159 wor... hahaha... plus i got voucher now... i can no need spend a single cent..!!! lolz...
but but but..... i saw another one... at Mango... hahaha... nicer wor price oso nicer lo... $175.. haiz... dunno y i see de things all so ex de.... its nicer wor... jun oso tink so... hahaha...
i took photos of it.. lolz.. mama oso say nicer.... hee...
but mng buy 3 items got 20% off neh... haiz.. y cannot 50% or more... haiz... so ex how to buy... i onli got $30 voucher for tat nia lo....
den i wanted to buy a pair of shoes frm mphosis.... so cheap lo... $13 nia lo... hahaha... oso can use voucher wor.... BUT... haiz... no size.... left onli size 8.... =.=" den walk frm scotts to taka... jus to see whether they got size anot.... reach there they close liao.... =.="
really fated not to buy lo...
haiz...
saw another thing v nice too.... a v big bag... hahaha... super big de... keke... i like..!! somemroe its hello kitty brand..!!!! Lolz.... beri nice lo... hahahaha....
but oso... haiz... ex lo.... usual price at $199.95.... now $129.95... still so ex..!!!!
Y is everything so ex...!!!!!!
i cant buy anything..!!!!!
came home empty handed.... =.="
sian la.....
sweet dreams;
10:59 PM
Yeah..!!! KTV~~
haha finally went KTV again... lolz... v happy... cos got new songs.. hehe..
but there were onli 3 of us... cos angela go back to msia.... left me wif kaida and baowen... hehe.... took the hall... so qiao.. saw kaiwen frm hark... lolz... he oso one of the regular at Hark.. tats y we recognise him... hehe....
lolz... the waiter v cute neh... saw us liao lik v surprised lik tat... lolz... ya la.. we too long nv go liao le... suddenly go... so long nv see us lo.. hahaha.. got new staff... blur blur de... hahaha... so cute.... cos i go take jacket frm him.. den he dunno wat to do lik tat... give me tat blur face... hahahaha.....
wah seh... super long nv sing liao lo... esp at hall.. hahaha.. so shiok..!! lolz..
yeah..!! ytd nv go off key... hahahaha... i managed to sing ai xiao de yan jing..!!!!
wah seh... tat part >> wo~ yi ding rang zi ji~~
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super high de... hahaha... yeah yeah yeah.. i managed to reach tat note.. la la la..
and i oso managed to sing I Still Believe..!! the song playing on my blog... hehe... yeah.. kaida say i noe how to he ying... lolz...
BUT.. who can sing Cao Ge part!??!?!?!?!? haiz... no one can sing his part neh.... so high.. i sang wif baowen... he almost died....
dun tink my weida can sing oso.... his voice so man... hahaha... not high pitch de neh...
i tink i can onli get Cao Ge to sing his part wif me le... hahaha... maybe can ask JJ oso.. haha...
wah yu cai mistaken me and kaida.... lolz... although both got "da".. but they are 2 different person wor... dun get mixed up wor.... hahahahaha.... wah lao.. still ask me whether got any progress anot... anyhow say... lolz...
tink im getting sick le.... sore throat, nose block, giddy..... haiz...
wah... ytd kena stalked.... scary sia... actually he wanna come fetch me home frm ktv de... i tell him dun wan... still kena scolded.. wah lao... my fault meh..... den waited for me at my hse downstairs.... =.=" this kinda ppl make me wanna avoid them more lo....
i hate stalkers..!!!! haiz....
tmr is kaida de semi le..... jia you lo... hahahaha... anyone free can come to Hark to support Anthony..!! an de ne~
hehe.. Jia You!! Jia You!! Jia You!!
sweet dreams;
10:50 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Hong Kong Cafe
Here are a few pics we took tat nite b4 our movie tat day... at the Hong Kong Cafe... hahaha... onli a few nia la.... cos all v tired liao le..
Yan Yan Music Academy..!!!! the onli 4 members.... lolz... pathetic..
Yeah..!! the 2 pretty gals... keke...
the 2 ACT SHUAI guys.... Lolz...
our food at the Hong Kong Cafe... Hehehe...
sweet dreams;
6:29 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Didnt went home last nite.!! weihang back frm australia..!!
wah... im finally home.... hahaha....
but today is a sat... im now at home le...
wah... ytd nv came home... lolz... until this morning... haha...
went to Hark ytd... sld be the last time seeing vynson le bah... he'll onli be back in dec.... so long.... hahaha...
but there's still amos..!!! hehe.... ytd he nv wear specs... look abit weird... haha... not used to it... hahaha....
dunno y baowen is always the last to sing everytime... lolz.... he sang ling chen san dian zhong... live band de... den amos say he sing so many times le.. muz sing different version... den he ask baowen to qing chang... lolz... they all left the stage... leaving baowen alone on the stage... lolz....
v notti lo.... lolz...
den ytd hor... wah seh.... got this auntie... v high leh... her bdae... den she dedicate song ask ppl frm other table to sing.... den got one guy... uncle lai de.... wah... i tink he abit like aust.... 'se bei bei' lo.... he went up to sing the song tat auntie dedicated.....
he sang nan ren bu gai rang nu ren liu lei.... v nan ting..!!!! halfway thru the song, vynson stopped the song and change to another song..!!! alex to de 'tuo diao'... hahaha... lolz... vynson so playful lo.... wan him to tuo diao... den whole of Hark v spontaneous lo... all wan him to tuo diao... lolz....
tink he abit drunk.... his face and chest red red de.... den he pai seh pai seh lik tat... say dun wan.... den vynson say muz give face to the bdae gal.... muz tuo diao... vynson still say he strip wif him... lolz... he take off 1 pc, den tat uncle oso take off 1 pc... lolz... vynson wear so much lo... lolz....
in the end the uncle say if the bdae gal come on stage den he strip lo... hahaha.. wah seh... tink tat auntie oso v high lo.... she take off her jacket and went up on stage wor.... den she helped tat uncle to strip..!!!!! they dunno each other at all..!!! OMG..!!!!
both v high lo.... i oso dun dare to see..... wah seh...
strip liao den went off stage la... hahaha... den dunno where they go... lolz.... wah lao.... so...... dunno wat to say oso... tsk tsk tsk.... both uncle and auntie so high....
see liao i oso feel er xin... hahaha....
after Hark we wanted to go sing.... hahaha.... but everyone's hungry... tot of going to eat liao den go sing... dunno where to eat... ahhaha.... vynson jio us to go eat wif them... but v pai seh oso la... dunno wat will other ppl tink....
den we go paradiz centre de kbox ask... wah.. they close at 4am lo.... so early... den dunno who suggest go 7eleven buy cup noodles and squat at the roadside to eat lo... lolz... so lomantic....
actually we didnt wan to go home... wanna catch the morning train... hahaha... but hark closes at 1+am....
we saw many tibits... keke.. den someone suggest we go watch movie..!!!! hahahaha.. so li hai... y didnt we tink of tat..!!! lolz.....
den we go all the way to cine... they ALL say wanna watch Death Note... den i oso bo bian mah... i tot its a scary show... hahaha... heng its not...
our show is at 415am... haha... we went to eat breakfast.... wah.. eat liao super tired liao le lo... lolz.... but alady tahan until so late le.... and alady buy tickets le.. haha... bo bian..
wah... b4 the show my heartbeat v fast lo... hahaha.. i really tink its a scary show... hahaha.. cos got the ghost... but heng la... not v scary... onli kena scared abt 2-3 times bah... lolz.... den ah... angela and baowen fell aslp..!!! lolz... onli me and kaida watched finish the whole show.. hahaha.. angela go in den soon fell aslp liao le... den she dunno wat the show is tokking abt.. lolz... waste money...
dunno y she keep holding my hand oso... we really machiam les... lolz... sat couple seat... den she hold my hand throughout the show.... lolz... even when we're jus walking she will hold my hand de... i cannot adjust my top, my dear..!!!! hahaha.... my bra is showing off liao le la... hahahaha... she still say v nice... i wan to faint liao lo.. hahaha...
baowen and kaida took antoher couple seat... hahaha... dunno whether they got hold hand anot hor.. keke..
wah... the show got 2 hrs lo... not bad... 6+ when the show finish... its alady morning liao le.... got train oso liao le.. hahahaha... faster go home slp....
i went to bed ard 8+ in the morning.... den 1+ wake up le.... went out wif aunty, minmin and weihang.... weihang jus came back from australia.. after 1 yr.... hahahaha... he's a pilot wor... mai siao siao...
went to eat steamboat at bugis.... den go walk walk... walk to suntec.... shop ard awhile... den they say wanna go drink kopi.. =.=" i so tired le... hahaa....
wah.. i v envy minmin... she is a teacher now... hahaha... but this teacher ah... tok crap wif students de lo... i tink the students oso buay tahan lo.... they ask her dun tok crap... lolz... so cute... student ask teacher dun tok crap.... lolz... den this teacher ah.. lolz.. watch students fight de lo.... punk rock vs metal.... lolz.... she say she support rock de... hahahaha...
students wan to go her hse.. she ask them to bring cookies... no cookies cannot come... /*faint..
minmin so small... students ask her y nv grow taller.... hahaha.... everytime i stand beside her.. i feel v tall... keke....
i like this kind of teacher neh... so good de lo... fren fren wif students... can play wif them oso.. hahaha...
i tink i goin to slp liao le.... b4 someone ask me for more of my pics... lolz... crazy.... i noe i pretty... but wan so many for wat... haha... jus hope he doesnt use them for anything bad.....
tata~~ nite nite...
sweet dreams;
11:52 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Disgusting..!!!
Soooo disgusting.... hate ppl asking me do this kind of thing... its so disrespectful lo... i look lik tat kind meh...
haiz....
angry... not the 1st time i say dun wan liao mah.... can keep asking de lo....
dunno wat they tinking de lo... so fun meh....
since so fun den find other ppl lo... dun find me....
and no need to ask me..!!! its none of my business....!!!!
make me angry...
still say like me.... like ur head lo... >.<" like shit la..
disgusting... er xin..!!!!
sweet dreams;
10:01 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Fri - Sing/Hark????
i jus noticed that last fri was fri the 13th..!!! hahaha... heng nth really suay happened... jus tat found out amos lao shi is married, den vynson cut off my song while i was singing halfway, missing my ..... for a few days.. hahaha... tats abt it lo..... hahahaha... so quite heng la...
sian... not quite used to these few days.... hmm.. is super not used to it la.... but bo bian.... LL lo... jus not used to everything la.... but im like being forced to accept the way how things turn to be... haiz...
hahaha... feeling v empty lo....
wonder wat im going to do this weekend..... sian.... i dun wan to stay at home...!!!!!! who wanna take me in??? jus for 2 days... hahaha....
Arghh..!!!
wah seh... saw Donn de company hiring wor.... kns.. nv tell me... have to wait for me to ask him lo.... hahaha...
didi come back frm taiwan le.... hahaha...
wah... ask him help me the thing for pimple de... he onli buy 1 pkt lo..!!!! =.=" nv buy more... haiz... but so little things... but so big box... hahaha... bring so many boxes home.... lolz....
he going brunei nxt week le.... haha... brunei nth to buy... hahaha...
i wanna go sentosa chui chui feng..... ShuVei van go??? i noe u always got peep at my blog de.... hahaha...
so long nv go....
feel like going to sing ktv oso.... anybody?????
fri - cuppage - hall
anybody????
if not Hark oso can... hahaha....
sat go Balcony~~
lai lai lai~
sweet dreams;
9:21 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
no more JB le.... =(
trying v hard not to cry le la... dun worry.. ultraman, i wont call u and cry le.... hahahaha.... wait scare u... lolz....
but bo bian la.... i cannot control not being sad.... hahaha.... i oso dun wan de... :P
wah seh... jus now watched vivian and cao ge at vivian de concert..... cao ge sing live so li hai..!!!! so powerful wor..... doesnt sound like live de lo... hahaha...
ytd went out wif cindy... haha... she oso haven found a job... we both left the company at the same time... haha.. now both of us haven found a job... so ke lian.. haiz... sian le...
who got lobang muz tell us wor...!!! hahaha...
we went to bugis.... jus chit chat onli... keke..
den we walked to marina sq..... wah.. nobody de lo.... maybe weekday.... its so empty.... but we nv gai gai la... cos i suddenly feel like cutting my hair... den we go amk..!! hahaha...
saw youwei at city link..!!! haha.. almost cldnt recognise him.... cos usually i see him at Hark, he wear uniform de mah.... ytd saw him in civilian clothes.. hahaa... den i cant recognise him.... i saw this guy keep looking at me.... den smile to me.... hahaha.. den i suddenly find him familiar lo.. den i wave to him lo... hahaha... i so frenly wor.. keke... so qiao....
haha... she acc me go amk look for kentson... hehe... i onli wanna cut my fringe... its tooooo long le... hahaha..
hee... kentson so good wor... see me no working den nv charge me... keke... he so nice hor... everytime i go cut fringe he oso nv charge me de.... dunno lugi how many $6 le.... hahaha...
Thanks...!!!
wah... cindy ask me to let aust "yang" wor.... at least for the time being... den no need to worry abt money le... hahaha.... i cannot chu mai my body la.... and i see him i faint liao lo...
lolz... she still ask me close my eye can le... for the sake of money....
aiyo... cannot cannot cannot......
somemore he too HSD liao le.... everyday and trice a day..!!! hahaha... tats wat he said de... i tink he will die lo....
he nv die i oso die lo... i not as HSD as some ppl tink de lo....
haiz.....
dunno y all these guys so li hai de lo... suddenly all come and find me.... so li hai wor.... how they noe im available de... i nv even tell them anything lo... but so qiao all suddenly come find me tog...
pei fu pei fu....
today meet cindy again... haha... for lunch onli.... 2 jobless ppl v free lo... haha..
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this song is too long le... so nv paste...
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this song is from Mars.... taiwan ou xiang ju...
nice la... i mean the song... hahaha...
this is another song... vivian hsu - qin ai de.... its the bridge....
i like this sentence.... dunno y... i jus like this sentence... means alot oso mah.... haiz....
如果能重来一次
(ru guo neng chong lai yi ci)
请别再这样宠爱我
(qing bie zai zhe yang chong ai wo)
我太幸福就会忘了
(wo tai xing fu jiu hui wang le)
爱总有慢慢变化时候.....
(ai zhong you man man bian hua shi hou)
haiz... sian.... not goin JB liao le la.... haiz.... planning to go this fri den come back on sun de.... now cannot go le....
all kaida fault..!!!! his company fault..!!!! ask him go do dunno wat body check up... =(
wah lao... nan de sat is holiday leh.... den everyone oso free....
haiz.... den baowen oso dun wanna go le... all dun wan to go liao le... sad....
nvm.... no JB i go other place..!!!! hahaha... go drink..!! lolz... who wanna go drink??? keke...
wah seh.... my savings is not even enough for airport tax to Hokkaido lo.... airport tax onli neh... so ex... haiz....
sweet dreams;
9:55 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
Special dedication to Vang ShuVei~~
im back again..!!! hohoho...
ShuVei~~ this blog is a special dedication to u onli~~ cos u van de.. hohoho...
u van me to teach ppl how to speak ur kind of proper english rite.. haha... alvays van to spoil my reputation...
i can ol~so teach ppl how to sing~~ hahaha...
Can~~
Come~~
ol~k~
English 1st bah...
1) words starting wif "w", change all the pronounciation to "v"... Eg, velcome(welcome), vhy(why), vhere(where)....
2) when u speak, u sld shake ur head abit... tilt left and rite slightly and abit fast...
3) in some words, you have to pronounce the "t" and "l" stronger... Eg, compaTibllllle~~, suiTabllle~~
4) if you are typing... u sld use alot "~"... it means a slang....
5) the way u speak sld be different from ppl~ it is creativity... Eg, dun say u r giddy... say u feelll like faint~~
tats abt the basic la... jus need more practise...
practise hard and u vill master the language as vell as ShuVei does... hohoho....
Singing....
1) go to a field... wif trees...
2) get ur frenz to go wif u.... a bunch of frenz.... prepare alot of clothes too..!!
3) shake ur shoulder... warm up....
4) start singing.....
5) get ur frenz to "suddenly" appear out of no where....
6) they will start dancing.. and their clothes change too....
7) u, the main lead, will have to hide behind a tree... left rite left rite...
if u can do all these... u can sing..!!!!
hahahaha....
for those who dun understand wat im tokking abt... nvm.... can get consultation from ShuVei... she is PRO de lo.... hahaha....
Spread the language..!!!!
sweet dreams;
8:48 PM
i wanna get drunk..!!!!!
Jus came back from a jog..... so long nv go exercise liao le....
today is hazy.... but i still can see the sun/moon.... dunno whether its the sun or moon... hahaha... i tink its the sun... cos its orange color....
den v bo liao.... find a corner at the stadium there and cry.... lolz....
so sorry to ultraman... cos ytd need him to comfort me until v late.... :P
i've been trying hard to treat him as a fren le..... tats wat he said b4 mah... if not bgf still can be fren de mah.... but the attitude i receive.... dunno how to say... totally different... different until i couldnt recognise him le....
i wont treat a fren this way de lo..... maybe the way u treat a fren is different frm how i treat a fren.....
nvm.... dun worry... i wont bother u anymore.. unless u wan to tok to me.... but if u bu shuang me... den no need to call le.... everytime ur "bu shuang"ness jus scare me.... scare me until i dunno wat to say oso....
anyway... happy "pak tor"ing wif ur gal bah..... u happy can le....
i dun wan to cry everyday le..... i wan to be loved, be wanted, be protected...
被爱是幸福的.......
i wanna get drunk again..!!! hahaha...
sweet dreams;
9:30 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
So High~~!! Hahaha
ytd met jun after her sch.... den we went for our dinner at Village... its exactly same as Marche mah... jus tat name is changed le... hahahahaha... we had waffles..!!!! its nice... hehe.. look at the strawberries..!!! hehehe..
after the dinner den we walked ard at Heeren awhile lo.... need to digest... hahaha... den saw simon again lo.... Choy Pi Chi Choy..!!!(onli some ppl noe wat it stands for..) lolz... so ke lian.. he alone in shop... hahahaha... kns.. sa jiao to me somemore.. hahaha.. so er xin...
he say the other time i nv buy anything den go liao... hahaha... not i dun wan to buy la... jus tat not suitable lo... haha... bo bian.. free den go ka jiao him again lo... hahaha...
jun say he dun look lik 23 yr old..!!! hahaha.. he looks like he's been thru alot...
ya... true la.. he's been thru alot... now oso grow up le....
hahaha.. den we go inside HMV.. cos bo liao la... wear the headphone and take photos..!!!! lolz.... kawaii neh...
dunno y i always do so cute de things... hahaha.. buay tahan.....
walk finish Heeren liao le... den we go to the Balcony... wa kao... one for one housepour end at 9pm..!!!! it was 915pm..!!!! we missed tat.... >.<" bo hua le...
but we still went in la.... we 2 onli... hehe.. ordered vodka red bull..!!! 1 Jug... hehe... den we jus sat there... drink and chit chat.... the place not bad.... cos its not as smoky... compared to clubbing la.... or izzit maybe not alot ppl beside us smoke... hahaha..
den we finish tat jug le... ordered another jug of whiskey... hehe... we were there until 12+ or 1am.. i cant rem le.... wah... den i v giddy liao le.... abit drunk... v high.. hahaha... v long time dun have this kind of feeling liao le.... this is onli the 2nd time i got this drunk feeling... the 1st time was at coco latte... fren de ex-bf made me drunk... keep giving me drinks... non-stop de.... =.="
but now i v long time nv drink liao le.... so our 2 jugs make me drunk le... haha...
jun even go vomit... lolz... me onli cant walk straight nia lo... v nua lo... hahaha... v high....
we went to cine de toilet.... walk abit lik wan to fall down.. walk abit wan to fall down lik tat lo... lolz.... so fun...
hahaha... den inside the toilet i keep taking pics... lolz... i like the natural blush after the drinks leh... took ALOT pics lo... lolz....
den we went home le... so qiao saw ah boy downstairs....
den reach home liao i still keep taking pics... lolz... ytd really took alot lo... jus 1 day... took more than 100 pics..!!!! hahahaha.... li hai bah... hee....
hmm.. i need a haircut.... goin to look for kentson le... haha.... cos he always help me cut free de... lolz... and i onli dare let him touch my hair... hahaha...
wah... these few days wake up really early.... i slept at 2+ last nite... den woke up at 5+... haha... not enough slp le....
jus now chatting to aust.... hahaha.. old ppl finally using msn... aiyo... he wan to yang wo... hahaha...
sometimes he's jus so weird.... i really tink he's crazy... asking those weird weird qn... always dun go to the main point.... alady noe wat's his main point liao... he still kay kay wan to hide... lolz...
how come old ppl are so weird de.... always huan xiang ppl like him....
hahaha....
Vivian Hsu new album is nice... i nv listen to all... onli listen to slow de nia....
wah... den her duet wif Cao Ge.... nice neh... "I Still Believe.."
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（Vivian） 卸下美丽的外壳
透明的我们还剩下什么
爱情就像水晶球
坚固而脆弱
（Gary） 一个人也许自由
两个人的感动大过天空
喜怒哀乐共同拥有
不让遗憾留
（合）Baby I still believe
爱可以走过乱
流紧紧握住双手
一秒就够不孤单寂寞
Baby I still believe
爱要有你才会快乐
就算未来的路不同
你在我心中
到永久
感觉寒冷时候
我抱你在我胸口
当你泪流的时候
我在这里不走 No
爱散发的温柔
在此刻用心感受
我想和你一起
让幸福转动
紧紧握住双手一秒钟
爱有你才快乐
就算未来的路都不同
你和我
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wah seh... who can sing Cao Ge part.... so difficult.....
today is hazy again.... worried abt my face.... Hahaha...
wo shi kao lian chi fan de..!! hehe....
sweet dreams;
1:18 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
amos is married..!!!!
I changed my blogskin again..!! hahaha... no tagboard yet....
anyway oso no one tag me de la....
see hwo.... if i shuang den i go put the tagboard lo... lolz...
ytd went Hark.. found out smth..!!!! disappointing sia....
amos is married..!!!! for 5 yrs alady..!!! he looks so young....
wah... such a good guy... hard to find neh... so talented... and rich... hahaha... he is Hark de lao ban..!!!! li hai lo.... Hark sure earn alot money de.... so li hai do business.....
we jus tot tat lady is maybe some teacher or staff @ Hark... cos she jus sat there... den until amos ask her to go on stage to sing.... its live band mah... amos play guitar... den tat lady sing.... hmm still got other la... pianist, drumer and play bass de... hahaha... wah she sing like professional lo...
den our anthony go and ask vynson who is tat lady... izzit teacher anot... vynson say is lao ban niang..!!! amos de wife..!!! married for 5 yrs le....
wah seh... amos is married..!!! hahahaha
but they look v compatible.... both look stern stern de lo... serious serious tat kind... hahaha...
so good.. husband and wife on stage... wife sing and husband play the guitar... haha... so sweet.... keke....
vynson dun like me.... i sang halfway.. he stopped my song.. >.<" i wan to sing bai se hun li they say dun have.... last time i sang b4 de lo...
hahaha.... dunno wats wrong...
he v bad lo... purposely wanna make fun of us de... make fun of kaida oso... haha
nov he wont be hosting le.... cos going reservist.... dec den come back.... wah.. lik v long hor.... now is weicai go reservist... tats y ytd he nv came.....
wah... the other hosts cannot make it la.... look pretty no use neh.... ahhaha... dun really noe how to tok neh... but nvm la.. there's still amos..!!! hahaha.. he is the lao ban.. so he will be there de... hahaha...
tonite sld be going to Balcony le.... last week wanted to go de... den kaida ask us go Hark... end up nv go Balcony.... feel like opening a bottle of chivas neh... sld be quite ex.... maybe nxt time bah...
wah... our chivas.... that time we open a bottle of Chivas at a ktv pub... we onli drank abit of it.... left alot lo.... more than 3/4 leh... den the ktv pub close down..!!!! so suay de.... cant rem how much le... tink $160 bah.. haiz....
nxt week is deepavali.... anyone wanna go JB?????????
go over the weekend...
who wan go??? hee...
sweet dreams;
3:11 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
im being spied..!!!!
m i being spied by someone?
how come aust always noe when is the "right" time to look for me de...
he ask me go his hse stay le... said he will take care of me....
but his care is not wat i wan.... he dun even noe how to take care of me.... he onli noe how to take care of himself... haiz... sld i let him take care of me?
ytd told hui aust nv use msn de... cos old ppl dunno hw to use msn de.. haha... den.. so qiao jus now he ask me go where login if he nv dl msn le.....
everything is so qiao.... he spying on me??? or izzit really so qiao?
haiz... actually he everything oso got le... got career, got car, got hse, blah blah blah.... he onli lack of a wife....
he said he wanna settle down nxt yr le... but dunno how true.... can he resist the temptation of freedom?
furthermore he so horny.... so flirt... dun tink he can settle down so soon.... and dun tink any gal will feel secure wif this kind of guy bah.....
tonite he's coming to find me again le... haiz...
last nite went to men's nite.... but gals seems to be more than guys... how come ah??
we were tokking abt relationships.... although angela seems to be v blur abt everything, she still can suddenly come out wif smth v meaningful.... but ppl tend to become stupid when they are in love.... they are blind to everything.... deaf to the outside world oso...
when ppl love until v xin ku... it will turn into a burden.... for both parties.. love is to enjoy being wif each other...
have u ever enjoy being wif me? r u happy tat u once have me?
i miss u....
but im really tired le.. my heart oso dead le....
anyway it doesnt matter le.... i'll take watever comes by... jus shun qi zi ran lo...
ytd went home wif kaida... hahaha... we were on the bus... chatting la.. den i suddenly hear some noise at the window there... dunno wat noise la... i jus turn and see lo... den stupid kaida scare me somemore... >.<" wah lao.. i wanted to get out of the bus lo... but i dunno where i was lo... =.=" stupid kaida....
den b4 i got up the cab... he still ask me xiao xin of... wah lao... keep scaring me... =.="
haiz... v sian...
sweet dreams;
3:42 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Amos is so Shuai..!!!!
haiz... i tink its the medicine causing the pimples... and now the air is so dirty... become more and more jialat liao lo.... haiz.... im disfigured...!!!! OMG..!!!!
v sad lo.... my face..... =(
low morale liao le.... dun feel like going out.... dun dare let ppl see me liao le... going to be a zi bi kid liao le lo....
haiz.... SAD..!!!!!
maybe oso affected by mood... haiz... haiz... haiz.... sian.... my face.... =(
tat nite went out wif alex.... he came ard 11pm lo.... cos he studying mah... haha.... so long nv come le... still rem where i stay... lolz..
we went to sembawang park....
passed by ah po de old hse there... its no longer there le... demolished liao le.... used to play blk catching there.... some places were really v scary.... i got trapped in the lift b4... we open ppl's letterbox and took out ppl's letters... some were jus rubbish la... den we fold into paper aeroplane... haha.. my PAP was not there oso liao le... no more ah ji shop oso.. no more playground... the playground where we played wif fire... den jiu jiu come and spoil everything.. haha.. wah....used to be my childhood memories de.... the onli thing i saw is the CC....
always go CC buy sweet... 3 for 10cents... hahaha... den there's a staircase to upstairs... den old ppl go there sing karaoke.... i learned drawing there.... there's a hall... some ppl have their wedding dinner/lunch there... there's a basketball court... i was hit by a basketball right in my face..!! hahaha... we went there one lantern festival... at the basketball court.. we were carrying lanterns....
it was really v hazy.... couldnt see the road in front.... seems v scary.... machiam those horror movies lik tat... in front v foggy de....
we reached sembawang park... wah seh... alot ppl lo... it was the mooncake festival... xiao di di and xiao mei mei were carrying lanterns... hahaha... i prefer those made of paper de... hehe... so late alady lo... those kids are still outside... haven slp.... and there were still some ppl who jus came lo... hee.....
the air is really dirty... we didnt get out of the car.... jus sat inside the car and chit chat.... v long time nv meet liao mah... like got alot things to chat... den i tink he sensed that i have to go home alady.... den send me home lo....
he's quite sensitive.... he can sense that i not v happy tat day... the min i got into his car den he asked me le...
den ytd.... i went out wif jun.... jus walk walk ard orchard.... actually tot of going heeren de balcony at nite... den mr tay asked me go Hark... den we ended up at Hark lo... wif his frenz and Baowen la....
i tink amos getting more and more shuai le.... amos is the guitarist.... he is sooo talented..!!! he plays to ppl de key de lo.... v li hai.... the way he plays the guitar... wah... v serious... v shuai....
he noes how to sing... he noes how to help ppl to "he ying".... he noes how to play the drum... he noes how to make effect wif his mouth... he noes how to rap.... he noes how to change songs... Eg, a slow song, he can change it to a fast one... got rock version, dance, techno, accoustic, blah blah blah... i tink he has alot of other talent which we have not seen b4.... he is jus soooo shuai..!!!!
hahaha... the onli thing i dun like abt him is... he looks v fierce... hahaha... make me abit scared.... there was one time he helped me play the guitar... i sing la... wah seh... i sooo scared lo.... scared i sing no good den he angry.... he nv gave me time to prepare... jus start playing the guitar when i went up.... sooo scary.. haha...
dun like sat de host.... becos they dunno how to tok de.... their jokes are sooooo cold.... they dun have technique to suan ppl.... suan ppl need technique de mah... the way they suan ppl jus makes ppl bu shuang.... they got no interaction wif customers.... jus sit there onli... haiz....
prefer vynson and weicai... haha...
ytd kaida asked amos whether he noe how to play nan dao anot.. JY song... tink they nv hear JY song b4 la... den dunno lo... den within 15 mins... he came back wif the scores and the lyrics lo... he is so sweet.... and he's fast..!!!! nv even hear the song b4... den within 15 mins he noe how to play le.... so talented....
im impressed.... hahaha...
sweet dreams;
11:18 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006
Sian...
wah... mr anthony tay got into semi finals..!!! hahaha.... its all becos of the "shen shui" i made for him.... honey water.... from korea - jeju...hahahaha.... actually its going to expire soon... lolz.. actually not so soon oso la.. nxt yr... keke....
vynson say he surprised he got into semi.. haha... actually kaida sing v nice la.... ytd he got 2nd lo.... 2nd highest number of votes... wah seh... actually ytd de contestant all quite strong lo... 1st got 28 votes... kaida got 21 votes... and 3rd got 4 votes onli... hahaha.. the difference quite big hor... hahaha... wah... like got quite alot ppl vote for kaida neh... cos onli angela, baowen and me went.... hahaha he got no supporters de.. lolz....
but ah siao got come awhile.... den lsj and his fren.... and the small angela lo....but they all come awhile onli... hmm... lsj say i got see his fren b4... haha... i dun rem la... i see lsj oso see a few times den can recognise him.... wah seh.. den his fren still can say when saw me b4.... lolz... li hai..
kaida went up the stage and sang... lolz... he's so humble on stage..!!! hahahaha... onli on stage.. when off stage... he super bhb... hahaha...
but lucky he got into the semi... haha... he super happy lo... lolz...
We all love you..!!! Hahaha...
haha... sometimes i tink i super fake.... not happy oso muz act until machiam v happy lik tat.. alot ppl muz have dislike me..... cos so fake....
anyway i oso dun like fake ppl...
haiz.. im so unwanted.... nobody will notice if i suddenly disappear.... they will onli notice my disappearance when they find no spare... haiz...
so tired of this kind of feeling le....
its so nice being a kid... dun have to worry abt anything.. maybe the onli things tat kids worry abt is nv do homework den scared teacher call parents, or scared miss out tat certain cartoon.. smth lik tat bah....
i used to think that there are no huai ren in the world.... used to... becos i was too innocent and naive in the past.... i tot tat no matter how bad the person is.... there will still be smth good abt him/her.... so he/she couldnt be tat bad..... i could onli see hao ren... there was no huai ren...
as time goes by.... i start to discover that there is no 100% hao ren..... the truth is... no matter how nice the person is.... there's still smth bad in him/her de... i really nv used to tink tis way.... in my world... there's onli hao ren... no huai ren... tats the past la....
its quite sad lo... i dunno y i write all these.. but i find that ppl have their ugly sides.... no matter how pretty or how handsome the person looks.... if he/she has a v ugly heart... tat makes them ugly liao le...
tired of seeing ugly ppl..... can i see some beautiful ppl..???
haiz.... y cant ppl lead a simple life and all be hao ren... so difficult meh.... lik tat will be happier oso mah....
sweet dreams;
3:18 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
How sld i be feeling now? Can anyone tell me??
my heart and soul have been seperated from my body... onli myself to be blamed for being so stupid....
once again.. im alone... but nvm....
serious speaking... im v sad la.. i forgot how to be happy.... but i'll be fine soon...
i should have guessed it... woman's instinct is v accurate de.... but i chose not to believe it...
got nth to say.... im jus sad...
suddenly felt that i dunno how to protect myself le... suddenly felt that i lost the sense of security...
or maybe i sld be happy? cos nw tat i noe im no longer in his heart.. i can let go completely le bah...
haiz... dunno la... so fan... so lost again...
dun have to feel guilty or sorry for me...
and i really hate to cry... it jus spoils everything.. i used to be a gal who nv cry in front of anyone.... or maybe seldom.... hate to let anyone noe tat im sad... but its jus so uncontrollable nowadays....
i'll jus keep things to myself... unless anyone of u read my blog...
btw if anyone of u reads this.... i jus wan to let u all noe la... if u send me an sms... pls do not add a "Hi" in front... unless we r bu shou.... the Hi sounds so mo sheng... like i dunno u izzit.. tats wat i feel la.... but if u all got the habit of "Hi"ing... den by all means lo....
再见电话还在响 我有些心慌
熟悉的号码 在挣扎
故作的坚强 虚伪的力量
撑过这一刻 更悲伤
没接的电话 是一种惩罚
不该想 却割舍不下
如果再见我 你能说什么
说爱我 或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠 选择不联络
因为我 担心你会听见我
还那么难过
短讯声在响 凌晨两点半
惊醒的房里 更孤单
一句睡了吗 像你的习惯
这夜晚 为你而混乱
因为对你我连再见都
说不出口
我想你能懂 爱还在心中
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http://www.jiuai.com/Lyrics.asp?eac39a40]
cant remember whether i pasted this song b4 anot.... its a song by Nicky Lee... Zai Jian.. lyrics v touching as well... not a v new song... but not too old as well la..
here can shi ting - [
http://www.souting.com/play.asp?id=91568&art=2110]
tonite is our mr anthony de competition at Hark... the song he going to sing is fan yi cheng de "pang seh"... its fang sheng for those who dunno...
he better get into semi ah.... still ask me make honey water for him.... so good of me... if dun get in... den will gu fu wo leh....
Jia you bah...
sweet dreams;
1:44 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
Can we do it again?? hehehe
sooo tired and giddy.... tink i pin xue bah... lolz....
hahah.. last fri went to chinatown agian... lolz... becoming more and more auntie liao le... hehe... went there wif hui... eat the porridge again... haha.. so nice.. actually we wanted to go to OG to get smth for lashanne de... keke... cos hui got discount card for OG... lolz.. she's the real auntie... haha...
we went chinatown cos she wanna buy vcd for her parents... hahaha... wah.. we find v long lo... cos i oso dunno wat kind of vcd she wanna buy... hahaha... walk v long heng in the end found it... hahaha.. soooo cheap lo... 1 for $1.90 nia... 3 for $5... hahahaha... in the end she bought 21..!!!! li hai bah.. lolz.... cos nxt time no need come back and buy again mah.. haha..
wah... so heavy lo... and my bag is heavy too...
den by the time we went OG... see see look look awhile den they wanna close liao le.. =.=" wah.. she walk until her leg pain.. den i still change shoes wif her wor.. haha.. see i so good.. lolz....
was going to spend the nite at her hse.... den we search high and low for 7eleven... lolz... bo liao lo... cos we wanna buy tibits and alcohol to her hse... hahaha... heng we finally found 1 7eleven... hahaha....
den we bought a bottle of jack daniels and a bottle of jim beam... ahhaha.... actually its almost the same... dunno y she copy me lo... lolz... jus tat my alcohol is 1% higher than hers... hahahaha...
and bought a pkt of lays... lolz... we going to picnic... hahhaa....
wah seh.. den reach her hse.. i tink alady 10+ le bah.. if im not wrong... den we both v tired liao leh... hahaha.. buy so many things den in the end so tired... lolz..
but bath liao den still ok lo.... she go open the vcd tat i borrowed her... full hse... haha.. den we watched tat show... den eat den drink... den i helped her to paint nails..!!!! hahaha...
i so good... she jus have to give me her hand den i paint for her wor.. she still complain tired... wah lao.. win liao lo... hahaha... den in the end we noticed we both ben ben de... can rest out hands on the coffee table mah... lolz.... blur blur de... hahaha..
wah... den do and watch until 3+ den go slp lo.... abt 4+ den slp bah... tired..!!! early in the morning her phone ring liao... wah.. her msg tone so noisy.. lolz... wake me up... den still tok on the phone somemroe.... slp beside tok..!! wake me up... tired neh... lolz...
den sue come back... we oso abt to go out le... go cwp to buy shanne de present.. keke.. finally bought le.. haha... den go home liao...
wah.. super tired... but nv go slp... online awhile.. den watch tv awhile... buay tahan liao.. den go slp...hahaha.. slp awhile onli.. den got call liao.. lolz... y cant i slp..!!! lolz...
sun was angela de finals at Hark... hehehe... afternoon we went ktv... haha... cos she need to "kai sheng"... lolz.. her msian accent sooo strong..!!! "YU bei ai shang le yi bian..." & "wo yao kuai le.. wo yao neng SUIII de an wen..." lolz...
wah.. at nite so jing zhang... jing zhang for angela la... keke.. got 8 contestant... btw angela was in hark de blog...!!! hahahaa....
wah the 1st guy.... tsk tsk tsk.. he's good neh... sang ye ye ye ye... good vocal... 2nd is jack.. sang david tao de 22.. wah seh.. his jia ying ah.... v beautiful lo... nice..!!! tink 3rd one is ding lu... mr chua de fren.. sang qiang wei... hmm... i tink normal... maybe tat song cannot really express anything bah... even i oso can sing..!! lolz... den 4th one is ting hai... erm... eh.. not nice... hahaha... hmm.. 5th and 6th de i forget who is which num liao le la... but 1 is sing ke xi bu shi ni... wah seh.. she ask amos to change the key in they middle of the song... spoil liao lo.. hw can lik tat de... at 1st sing is ok de lo.. dunno y change.. den change liao become not nice liao le... haiz.. wasted la... den the other one is the guy who sang nan ren bu gai rang nu ren liu lei... wah seh.. easy to sing lo... tink kaida sing better than him lo... and his facial expression ah.. wah seh.. cannot make it la.. sad song sing until machiam wan to fight lik tat... hahaha... our angela the 7th to go up to sing... haha... needless to say.. i tink she's good la.. but look abit tense.. haiz.. nvm la... den the last one... sang zhui jing... the voice ok lo... but the way he sang the song.. is not smooth.. like one word one word lik tat pronounce de... maybe wrong choice of song...
at 1st all sang the normal version of the song... haha.. den nxt part... they have to chou qian... and sing antoher version of the song..wah seh.. the nan ren bu gai rang nu ren liu lei tat one ah... he picked dance.. but he die die wanna sing rock de... den ask amos they all play rock de for him... unfair leh.. angela picked dance de... haha not bad la... nobody picked techno de... hahaha...
wah.. when announcing the results... we all were so nervous.. hahaha.. there were other prizes too.... other than the top 3... there was best vocal, best hosting, and best appearance...
yeyeyeye got the best vocal.. he's really good.. so its shi zhi ming gui... zhui jing got best appearance... hmm ok la.. he quite cute.. nobody got best hosting... hahaha.. everyone's hosting were not up to standard... hahaha..
den top 3... hahaha... Jack got the 3rd..!!! yeah.. i voted him too.. hahaha... cos bo bian.. have to vote for at least 2 ppl... ding lu got 2nd.. and nan ren bu gai rang nu ren liu lei.. he got 1st..!!! wah kaoz... ding lu i got nth to say la... but tat 1st... i dun like him neh... look v hao lian lo.. and most of all he didnt sing v good lo... even the judge say he didnt wan him to win.. lolz.. the judge v honest hor... hahaha.. but bo bian la... 50% of the points come frm num of votes... they got highest num of votes mah...
haiz.. angela nv win... tink she kinda sad and disappointed.... but she say nvm la... aiya.. jus treat it as experience lo... she's always the champion among us... haha our idol..!!
wahahaha... heng andrew got come.. den can send us home.. keke... kidding la... so kind of him to send us home lo.. hehe...
thank u for this morning... i love the hugs and kisses.. hehe....
wah... i saw piggy de fling..!! looks matured neh... hahaha...
today my blog like v long hor.. hahaha... going to slp soon le...
nitez~
thurs anthony going to take part in the competition..!!! wah seh... lik tat every week go there.. v chor leh... heng baowen got discount le... haha... go there see kenn... he so cute... everytime look blur blur de.. keke...
kk i go le... ciao~
sweet dreams;
8:12 PM
