Friday, September 15, 2006
nice things dun last..
Its friday nite.... Im at home... the rest are at hark.... =( cant go out now... haiz.. becos of the operation.... cant do anything..!!!!
dun ask me wat operation it is..!!! ask liao u oso cannot do anything...
someone wanna come my hse oso cannot lo... too bad lo... pls help urself if ur bag is full... i cant help..
v sian... been staying at home for the past few days....
1st time having injection on my hand... wah.. v pain lo... its the ma zhui zhen... the doc told me its jus like a v big ant biting lik tat.... i tink its more likely the bee queen bah.... den i tried not to slp for as long as possible... lolz... kinda bo liao... but in the end still fell aslp liao... tink quite fast leh... not bad.... haha.. didnt noe wat they did to me... jus cut open some parts... den sew back...
they woke me up in the end... wah... feel v pain lo... and v cold.... felt v weak... haiz... stand up awhile liao feel v giddy le... tats becos the effect of the ma zhui yao haven .... go away.. (=.=" suddenly cant tink of the correct word to use...) my english getting more and more lousy le.... haha...
these few days didi oso at home... cos he go pluck his teeth... hahaha... his face swollen like shit... lolz....
kinda feeling bad these few days.... dunno whether isit i tink too much or isit i too sensitive or wat la.... im jus not feeling too good.... and im jealous.. =( u got time to go out wif ur colleague... but u always dun have time for me... i wont stop u... u can go to where ever with whoever.... i cannot stop u oso mah... some things u said indirectly means im not ur anyone.. u r not my anyone... this always makes me sad... =(
u make me feel v lonely lo... i nv felt so lonely for such a long time... haiz..
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starting to tink of wat u said to me b4... haiz...
i've been crying myself to slp recently... even b4 the operation....
dunno y la... i've been v sad lately.... just like my job... i got the job... i got u.... i lost the job... i lost u....
not tat i dun wan to look for a job now.... i cant.... v pain.. i cant even go for interview... wats the point of applying for job now... and ppl calling me to go for interview and i tell them i cant...
i still can support myself nw... i wont ask u to yang wo anymore le.... i will look for a job soon... i sld be able to go for interviews soon le bah... wait till there's no pain...
actually there are times when u are v nice to me la.... not tat i onli rem the bad things... but i feel tat nice things sld be kept inside me.... no good de things... jus write out liao den say goodbye to them lo... so dun say i always rem the bad things onli wor....
feeling not too good today... keep having headaches...
nice things onli last for a short period of time... they dun last... thats y they are nice... tats wat i told chewy... haha.. cos he ask me to stay at home and admire my hse.... =.="
kinda bored at home... finally can go out nxt week liao le..!! hehe... going back to hospital to remove the stitches... and have to rush my driving lessons.. hope i can pass my TP.... pls let me pass... pls.. pls.. pls...
nxt week seems fully booked.. baowen bdae somemore.... i going to bai bai nxt week liao le... v long time nv go bai bai liao le... maybe tats y everything so not shun li....
mama and papa going genting tmr liao le... nobody will take care of me le... =(
kk... im going to try and make myself slp nw.... nitez....
REM.. Dun ask anything abt the operation..... Thank you for your coorperation.
sweet dreams;
8:59 PM
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