Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Demoralised....
Haiz.... Feeling down.... Demoralised.....
Im going to be jobless... AGAIN..!!!
going back to the finding job life again le... sian la.... hate going for interviews and beginning of work... have to adapt to the working environment again...
HAIZ..!!! hate doing this all over again...
wah.. den jus now sarah called me... told me tat woman ask her abt me and cindy... still say us wor... ask sarah dun mix ard wif us too much... wait we influence her.. ask her mingle wif other aunties.... wah kao... tiao po li jian lo... this kind of ppl v bad... hw can lik tat ask ppl not to fren us de... anyway sarah can choose who she wan to be wif de mah....
tat woman v scared ppl tok bad behind her lo.... the other time cindy and sarah tok abt some senior in the toilet... den let HR heard... wah seh.. den she keep asking cindy and sarah who they tokking abt.... v xin xu lo... haiz...
dun wish to say abt anything le... anyway im going to submit tmr le...
i made the wrong choice 3 mths ago.... when i 1st saw her face i didnt like her le... sldnt have take up this job... but tat time bo bian.. no money le.... den chin cai lo... haiz....
now muz choose properly...
hahaha... maybe i sld look for a sugar daddy.... keke... den no work oso not scared will die.... bored den go work work lo... lolz...
nobody wan to yang wo mah.... =( so ke lian....
Haiz....
Anyway.... Hahaha... i'll be going to Hark's Music Cafe this fri..... the place wif alot memories de...
the place where i went crazy.... the place where i was totally mesmerized by ..... someone..
was his audition mah... den i went there to see him... den ah... he sang xiang shuo... machiam sing to me lik tat lo.... hahaha... den whoever sing this song i tink abt him... lolz.. the song is playing in my player now... hahaha.... den ah siao always sing to me.... hahaha but that was the past.... he oso sang gai bu gai....
tat was the 1st time i saw or heard him singing "live"....
Its all the past.... Haiz.... Beautiful and Sad past..... all can just be memories....
now..... haiz... oso same lo.... everything can just be memories.... sometimes i jus hope tat i can turn back the time... and stop at those wonderful period.... but its impossible de lo... bo bian... have to look fwd lo.... =( sometimes the things u say really touched me.... but sometimes.. dunno la... hurt v bad lo.... haiz...
Anyway... haha.. i like to use anyway.. keke... okie.. anyway this morning met cindy and sarah for bkf... hahaha.. went to the bus stop to wait for them.. den saw the party world staff there.. lolz.. dunno wat's his name la... so i jus tok to him lo... so qiao he stay at hougang... den he tell me he going for his driving test at ubi... wah... v far hor.. and so early in the morning!!!! its ard 8am in the morning when i saw him there.... haha... he waiting for bus la...
den cindy come le.. his bus oso come le... lolz... he so cute.. inside bus oso wave happily to me... haha... den cindy ask me who lai de... den i say i dunno... lolz.. dunno his name... onli noe he work at party world de... hahaha...
cindy say i anyhow tok to stranger.... hahaha.... aiya.. i onli dunno his name mah.... hahaha...
going slp le....
nitez... tata~
sweet dreams;
9:29 PM
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