Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Sianz.... Chinese char cannot be seen leh..
aiya... i jus tot of smth to write de... but i forgot le.. hahaha....
boring day at work.... work is getting more and more boring le... always nth to do... v sian lo...
haiz...
now i tink they wanna give me smth to do.. cos the sally there is leaving soon le... hahaha...
i realise tat those call sally de are good ppl... keke... i like sally.. hahaha..
i tink cindy going to leave soon oso le... cos she today complain to me... saying her "boss" this one tat one lo... haiz.... wah.. hope she dun leave wor... ah bo i sian liao le...
she is my smoking khaki... lolz.... actually i dun smoke de la.... i jus accompany go outside smoke lo... cos i oso nth to do.. den sit there whole day v sian de.... haiz... den i become 2nd hand smoker le.... haha... she's one of the few i can tok to in the office.... =.=" cos the rest are jus too..... serious... boring leh...
aiya.... soon we will be moving to another office liao mah... hope she can stay till then la...
hahhaa.... wondering how come i can blog everyday??? lolz... cos no money to go out le.. so come home everyday after work lo... hahaha... sian oso... nth to do...
so long nv see ah siao le... she nv miss me de... =( she dun love me liao le.... =( nobody love me de.... =( haiz... really scared i will go back to wat i used to be... haiz....
答案云很淡 才显得天那么蓝
因为爱 没有答案
才会在心中余波荡漾
于是你 终于明白
爱和拥有本无关
曾经在 交会刹那
那份感动是一生的宝藏
爱 活在心上
不是时间可轻易打断
就算交会时短
记忆 会超越岁月边疆
爱 活在心上
不受谁的决定改变方向
你真爱过 这就是答案
Lolz... can anyone see wat im typing??? if cannot den too bad lo.... Its a song by Coco Lee - Da An(Answer)
i was listening to dear's version of da an... wah seh... dunno whether izzit i was sad oso or she sang until so gan dong... tears at my eyes le.... but cannot cry la... cos i was on the bus... wait ppl see... den pai seh.. haiz... recently always wanna cry.. so useless.. i wont cry when tokking to u le... try la.. haha.. u dun make me cry lo... :P
but really v touching.... a pity dear didnt take part in the competition le... she didnt have time to commit.. haiz...
but she'll always be be idol.. keke... my dear angela... lolz... so rou ma hor... keke...
wah... Tong En got a few songs i can put in my blog de wor... describe my feelings de.... good wor.. jus tat.. cannot see chinese char leh... last time can de... but after i change the blogskin.. den cannot liao..!! =(
aiya... i so bad... i dun feel like tokking to lily de fren... den i block him in msn... lolz... v bad hor... i seldom will block ppl de wor... hahaha... but i unblock him le la... i not so bad de la.... keke...
haha... so happy... mama bought the Fancl thingy for me... muz try muz try le.... but fri sld be going to facial le... nxt time den use.... hee.... :D
One more thing... hahaha.. those using those unknown num(6*** ****/9*** ****/8*** ***) to call me de ah... dun anyhow call me yan ah.... i dunno who u r de lo.... unless i always hear ur voice... hahaha...
kaoz... tat day someone called me.. "halo yan ah...." den he began tokking tokking tokking... without telling me who he is.... =.=" i have to wait for him to tok until the main point liao den i noe who he is... lolz... tell me who u r mah... so mysterious meh... chey...
i not angry la... jus feel v mo ming qi miao lo.... =.=" i dunno who i tokking to lik tat lo... wahahaha.... mama say cannot tok to strangers oh..!! Hahhaa...
sweet dreams;
8:58 PM
Monday, June 26, 2006
JJ..!!! JJ...!!!
keke.... my blog v sweet hor... so niceee.....
wah seh... i saw the photos of JJ concert..!!!! wah.... how i wish i was there....
wah.... i wanna go nxt yr le.....
and... i guess wrongly le... JY wasnt the guest... he was there thou.. haha... ah du and jin sha were the guests... lalala....
a pity la.. i missed it..
oooo... Lily intro her bro to me... lolz... i noe lily when i was working at tmvc la... she's the travel agent i always call... haha... v nice to tok to de... den she gave me her msn... lolz... den oso her hp num... haha.. now she wan to intro her bro to me....
v weird tokking to him.... nth to tok oso...
i still prefer tokking to .......
keke....
but y u kup my phone.... =(
sweet dreams;
9:25 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
My new template nice ma??? keke...
I jus change my blog de pattern... lolz... cute hor...
so kawaii....
actually didnt wan to pick such a cute template de... i wanted a black bkgrd de... but den hor.. dunno y la... ma fan to change again.....
but nvm la.. this one so kawaii... i see the colors i oso shu fu.. hahaha.... so girly.. and so childish... lolz...
but den hor... the bad thing is... i change liao den those chinese words cannot be view..!!! my html v lousy lo... dunno how to edit la.... anyone noe how to enable the chinese wordings den tell me hor... hahaha....
thank u for your support... Lolx...
sweet dreams;
9:24 PM
JJ has his concert ytd... I had mine too... Hahaha...
Wah.... JJ had his concert last nite wor..... a pity i missed it.... wah seh... sld be v power de lo.... JJ leh... aiya.. i oso wanna watch... too bad its over le...
cindy went leh... dunno whether she managed to take some pics anot.... haha.... den she can show me on mon le... jus got to noe he went oso.... cos his msn nick put mah... dunno who else went leh... envy....
dunno who's the guest hor.... i guess JY got go bah...
aiya... wasted neh.... i like JJ de wor.... he v talented mah...
too bad..... haiz.....
but i oso went to have my concert... hahaha... finally went to cuppage hall after 9475415838763189 yrs leh.... finally i was allowed to go ktv for once... keke.. :P
saw alot familiar faces... the couple who sing v good de.... the guy sing xiang shuo v nice .... lolz... den the gal sing alot elva songs de.... she sing v nice oso...
den oso saw zhou jie lun tat gang... saw the waiter who worked there.. but he was singing la.. and den oso the 10min guy... super irritating de....
the most irritating guy i ever seen.... he sing hor... he can walk the whole hall de lo.. machiam really his concert lo...
den see his face ah... wan to beat him le... cos really v irritating.... but actually his singing not bad de... jus tat his pattern v irritating... so old liao still so irritating..
ytd... kaida singing not v good... hahaha... den he dunno sing wat song... i keep looking at him.. den he beat me... =( hahaha... cos he really sing until v xing ku... i scared he faint ah... lolz....
Love story... front part not v nice... cos music too soft liao le... lolz.... but 2nd part nice la.. hahaha..
overall.. i didnt sing much wor... onli sang 1 duet wif kaida, 2 duets wif baowen... den the rest solo le.. my usual partner is kaida mah... lolz... but tink he going to die soon le... lolz... dunno y his singing ytd lik tat... hahaha...
sing until i v tired... almost fell aslp there.. haha... but suddenly hear the irritating guy sing.... wah seh... really v irritating.... lolz...
aiya.... v wasted lo... nv go JJ concert.... nxt time muz go.... i onli went to Daniel Chan during sec sch time.... its free de..!!! lolz.. den i went Jay Chou concert oso.... hehe... so happy...
muz go again... keke....
sweet dreams;
12:19 PM
Friday, June 23, 2006
Some things are not within my control.... Such a bad week..
my blue black become yellowish le... how come ah???? weird neh...
This week is really a bad week....... haiz...
since monday....
i didnt wan to cry de.... but i cannot control de.... i oso dun like to cry de.... not i wan de... haiz...
tat nite... not i wan to cry de lo... u said those things... made me really sad... i cry le den u still scold me so hard... scared me le... hang up phone le u still call back and scold me.... =(
v sad lo... now tink back oso feel v sad la.... den i called ah siao... she nv pick up my call... den i called him lo... but we didnt say much la... cos i ask him to go slp le.... oh.. i jus rem smth he said... he got ask me whether i wan to go and find him anot.... tat nite... but i said no lo... tats all le....
tats y the nxt day... i got ask u smth... will u mind if i still keep in contact wif the previous guys and if i do anything wif anyone.... and i got such a big reaction again... haiz... becos i called him...
and tat whole day u still can act machiam nth happened lik tat... i feel so la... haiz... tat is the most hurting de lo....
now u noe le... i not blaming u la.... i jus didnt noe wat u r tinking... and wat u wan... i dunno wat we are alady....
den i told u i wanna go ktv.... u v not happy abt it lo... cos i noe i promised u i wont go le... den i was tinking... if u wan to treat me as normal fren... u sldnt stop me frm doing wat i wan.... and tats y i sent u tat sms....
i noe tat sms is v lousy.... haiz.... i regretted after sending it lo... den u reply saying u wont disturb me anymore.... i really didnt mean it de..... den u wont ans my call... wont reply my sms... there's nth i can do le... i dunno wat to do....
i noe u care de... and dun wan me to spend so much.... tats y u not happy when i tell u i going ktv.... im really sorry for wat i said....
finally when u called me... haiz.... i so useless... cry again... cos u finally called me le.... =(
haiz... u dun like me to cry.... i oso dun wan to cry de... i tried to control le.... but its hard... tears still roll down...
things were okie for awhile..... up till now....
he called me this morning.... saying he's at home... asking me whether wanna go over his hse anot.... but i told him i working..... i dun get so excited as b4 le... jus feel abit surprised y he will call lo... tats all...
today didi bdae... i no where to go oso... den my fren ask me go meet him at nite lo.... he nv say go where.. but he ask me go jurong meet him mah.... he oso nv ask me go his hse lo... haiz... maybe im jus making things worse for wanting to meet him so late at nite bah....
but there's one thing u cannot ask me to do de... u cannot ask me to forget u de... u cannot do tat.... i cant do it lo....
i will try not to cry anymore le....
now tat i cannot give u wat u wan.... as in wat i ask my pa.... u can treat me as fren lo....
i will not hinder ur xing fu.... u can go pursue ur xing fu frm other ppl....
anyway... im still v glad to noe u...
The choice is up to u.... take care my dear..
sweet dreams;
10:55 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
本来
cant help be feel lost again.....
an aimless gal finding her way out....
本来下雨了 站在玻璃门里头
并没有 总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了 只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去 雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了手写的留言对象
已经不会是我
停雨了 不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了 只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去 雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去 雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉 让你白费了这么多
sweet dreams;
7:47 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
Yeah..!!! I got a blue black..!!! Hahaha....
Hahhaa..... So happy i got a blue black... longing for a blue black.... keke....
im not the onli weird person who likes blue black hor... ppl say i weird... my bro oso like mah... hahahaha....
i like the feeling of the blue black pain... lolz... saddist rite... hahaha.... but its really v "shuang" mah... hahaha.... abit pain abit shuang... hahaha... so good....
but den this blue black i have... its at somewhere i cant massage.... i prefer it to be on my hand or on my leg... lolz....
there's smth wrong wif my brain... lolz... sometimes i will pinch myself to get blue blacks... hahahaha.... but always dun have la... cos i the pinching v pain... hahaha....
haha... so happy got blueblack... lalala
i showed to some frenz... haha... ya i v hao lian tat i got blue black... hahaha... den they said quite serious wor.... hahaha... ya.. told them i got into a fight.. hahaha.... lolz.... u believe meh.. hahaha..
today monday blues.... super sian.... ultimate liao leh....
today so blur... hahaha... was supposed to meet hui at the mrt station de... den i reached my doorstep le den she called me.... oh oh... hahaha... i forgot tat im meeting her.. hahaha... cos she wanna pass me back my vcd... keke....
i was alady at my doorstep liao lo... den have to go back to the mrt station... if not ah.. she will keep nagging.... i tink tmr she will oso nag de lo... say i forget to meet her.. den always put her aeroplane... hahaha.... pai seh la.... i really forgot mah... and i nv always put u aeroplane hor... onli a few times... haha... but i got reason de hor.. hahaha....
feel like singing leh.... like v long time nv sing le wor....
too long nv sing... my singing will deteriorate de wor.... recently sing room de.... nv sing hall... dun have the bao fa li... hahaha.... nxt thurs going ktv wif company... lolz... its a company gathering.... at ktv... haha... i nv go ktv wif so many ppl b4 lo... sure cannot sing de.. so many ppl there... hw to sing... and somemore i pai seh... lolz...
im a shy gal wor.. haha...
aiya.. someone wont be meeting me for 1 mth le... okie lo.... 1 mth den 1 mth lo..... i tink it'll be more than 1 mth bah.... watever la.... sian.....
let u noe my schedule for this week 1st....
tmr meeting aunty.... wed maybe meeting scott... always say meet him but in the end nv meet.. thurs meet ex colleagues.... fri meet hui.. den stayover at her place till the nxt day.... den go look for kentson cut hair....
tats abt it lo....
his bdae coming le... 23 yr old this yr le.... haiz....
and my bdae coming le... hahaha... less than 2 mths... sld i celebrate it? wah lao... so old liao... kinda scary... haiz.... but den... i dun mind getting presents..!!!! hahaha....
i wanted a crystal mic... lolz... who's going to give it to me??? Hahaha... Mr chua say it'll cost abt $3K and above bah.... hahaha.... cos have to custom make de mah... hahaha...
hahaha... v happy i got blue black... hahaha... lalala~~~
sweet dreams;
9:15 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Are they really your frenz????
was having a chat wif chris... okie... its the 1st time i mention his name... cos everytime call him lee sheng jie.. lolz... cos he looks like lee sheng jie mah.. haha...
okie... wat were we chatting abt?
we were chatting abt frenz ard us.... actually i got to noe him thru a v good fren of mine.... he and my good fren are oso v good... tats y we got to noe each other... haha... i cant recognise him the 1st few times i see him... tats y he rem me.. lolz... i tink im the onli one who take so long to recognise him bah... hahaha... everytime we meet... i will always tink its the 1st time we meet.. haha...
dunno until when den i recognise him.... haha... lolz... tat time v pai seh lo..
aiya... im getting out of point le.. lolz....
he attended a wedding this morning..... a wedding breakfast... =.=" 1st time hear of it...
he was saying the bride... onli had 2 tables of frenz.... 2 tables... abit too little le bah... maybe its budget prob bah... but den.. wedding wor... if really wan to treat... den treat more mah... if not den dun treat le lo...
but the main thing is.... some ppl.... esp gals... once they have bf... they wont keep in contact wif frenz...all of their time will be dedicated to their bfs....
i noe a few frenz who are lik tat de..... once they got bf.... u totally can hear frm them... once they break up wif their bf... they will always be gathering ard u..
are they really ur frenz? or are they jus some passerbys in ur life? i really dun like these kind of ppl.... wat do they treat u as? they take us for granted.... i feel tat they are jus using us.... to get over their sad moments....
haiz.... okie... as a fren... i'll always be there for her when she needs me... but i dun like it when she isnt there for me when i needed her... haiz...
i noe its useless to look for this kind of frenz when there's emergency de.... haiz...
chris oso have these kind of frenz.... den he was complaining to me...
dunno since when we click so good de.. haha... he's always complaining to me... lolz... no gals... den frenz lik tat... blah blah blah....
he's a complain king.... everytime complain sianz de...lolz...
haiz... tats the bad thing abt some of my gal frenz.....
as for guys.....
alot of them have alot of dirty thots in their head.... frenz seldom do those kind of things bah... or i sld say never... but how come i have frenz asking me for tat?
do they really treat me as frenz? or smth else? haiz...
sometimes v sian de....
i wonder.... are these ppl really my frenz...???
sweet dreams;
9:34 PM
Schedule Packed.....
Its a busy saturday.... hahaha...
its papa's bdae.... i tot we'll be having dinner tog.... but end up we went for a lunch without yang... cos he cannot come out... tsk tsk tsk...
den after lunch... we went home le.. hahaha... but i went out again.... went to meet ah siao at cuppage... party world la... haha.. she go sing wif her colleagues... lolz.. i dunno her colleagues... except for wendy ah siao... lolz... but i nv sing much... i onli sang 2 songs wif ah siao... duo de ta(cantonese version of superwoman) and ben lai... haha... tats all le... but heng i no need pay... i 3+ den reach there wor... den i ard 4+ leaving le mah... haha... i nv order drink oso mah.... keke....
den after tat i was supposed to meet dion for movie.... she said she'll be late... so i went to buy the tickets 1st... den she not here... den i go walk walk by myself lo... so sian... heng she reach b4 the show starts... show starts at 630....
we watched silent hill.... =.=" dunno y i watch tat show oso... scary... but not as scary as wat i expected lo... hahaha.....
after meeting dion.. went to meet "dear" le.... ard 10+ liao le.... haha...... had a happy time... keke... did u? nxt time i wanna go ktv or theatre le leh.... keke... :P
actually still wanna meet scott to go play pool de.... but den tink tink... dunno wat time i can meet him oso... if really meet... den is after 1am liao wor... where can play pool??? i dunno where wor.... den i tell him nxt time la... haha... he always ask me go play pool.. but i always reject him... :P
anyway so late alady... den nv meet lo... sunday morning still gotta work....
haiz... sian.... 1st time doing stock taking....
wah... sian...
heng we finish early... finish everything at 11+.... hahaha... so tired....
tink going to slp soon le.... hahaha..
nitez...
sweet dreams;
2:00 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
WhAt U GiVe Is WhAt U GeT
Haha... i finally called kentson... haha... he noe me wor... surprisingly... lolz... yeah... now i noe where he's working le... nxt time can go find him le.. so near hui's hse oso... i tink so la... hahaha...
lolz... he still ask me this sunday go find him... cos his shop there got buffet.... lolz.... so weird... den sun cannot la... working sia...
sian.... tink of having to go work this sunday i sian liao... somemore so early in the morning neh... have to reach at 830am... dear i wan to move in to ur hse can? keke...
today fri nite leh... i nv go singing.... i cut down quite alot le leh... cos no money... =(
jus now went to chinatown again wif ah siao... to book her tix to HK... good hor... enjoy life lo.... envy leh.... but if can go overseas... i wanna go hokkaido..!!! or australia...!!! hehehe..
oh... den i saw michael..!! the soundman frm TMVC.. haha.... aiyo... miss mv ppl so much leh... except the bosses.... had so much fun there.... now no more fun le.... haiz...
aiya... sian... fri nite come home so early... dear dun wan meet me... go meet other gal.... watch midnite movie somemore... okie lo.... i jealous le... =( hmph... den nxt time i oso go out wif other guys lo... :P
i see him online.... but i nv tok to him le.... good hor.... i can control myself le... his bdae coming oso le... since his bdae 2 yrs ago... life has been different.....
but now... life has been better than the past 2 yrs... cos i have u.... hee....
now is past midnite le.... its papa's bdae..!!!!
Happy Birthday Papa.... I Love You..!!! Hahaha..
sweet dreams;
11:33 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Broke le...
Its thurs nite le..... time flies.... middle of the mth... and im broke... i left $200 to last me until the 5th.. cos im onli getting my pay on the 5th... haiz... $200 to last me 20 days... $10 per day.... hmm.. tink still okie bah... at most no more shopping... no more ktv.... no more movies.... buy bread to work for lunch... 1 loaf of bread can last me abt a week bah... if it doesnt expire.. lolz... everyday go home have dinner.... dun go out... save on transport oso... haha...
but lik no life le.... =(
wait till i get my pay... haiz...
wont be getting a full mth pay this mth... haiz... cos i took 1 day MC... 1/2 day leave for my advance theory test... and another day leave for smth else... so they will deduct 2.5 days off frm my salary... so sad... pay so little le... still wan to deduct... v ke lian leh...
mon was the leave tat i took.... actually was alady on the way to office le.... alady almost reaching doorstep liao lo.... den ah siao called me... she say she take leave tat day.... cos chewy grandma go hospital... so ke lian... den i oso took leave lo.... v tempting to see ppl not working de.. den i dun wanna work too... lolz... muz change this bad habit...
den i called my colleague say i wanna take leave cos got smth urgent cropped up... den i went to meet ah siao.... haha... we v en ai hor... we went to have bkf tog.... den we went for a movie... wah... early in the morning we go watch movie le... keke... we watched over the hedge... a cartoon... keke... v cute neh...
i m becoming more and more timid le... lolz... i can get frightened by a cartoon..!! =.=" the bear suddenly come out... den scare me... tao yan.. i tink the kids oso not scared lo... =(
after the movie... ah siao say she have to go meet her chewy liao le... =( pang seh me lo... but bo bian... let her go acc him la... den i go home lo... anyway she say she will meet me later in the afternoon de...
den ard 3+ i meet her again.. hahaha... and wif kaida... no where else to go le... den we go singing again lo... lolz... wlds alot new songs leh.. even cuppage oso dun have wor.. anyway v long time nv go cuppage le... haiz..
after ktv ah siao go ProTrim cut fringe.. by kenny.. its free..!! cos kenny say i regular cust..!! hahaha.. but not i cut neh... lolz... den ah siao oso always go there de mah... i tink he dun rem her lo... yeah.. kenny gave me kentson's hp num.. ask me call him to find out his exact location... but i paiseh call leh... dunno say wat oso...
i went home but papa mama haven come back... they went genting.. bro oso haven come back frm work.. dun like going back to an empty hse at nite... haiz....
tue have to go to work le.... sianz... tired tired... tat nite got driving lesson.. but is at 850pm..!! wah... v late lo... den after work... me and cindy went to bishan for dinner and den walk walk awhile...
i brought her to see the haha crab... its actually hermit crab... but they call it haha crab... its really v nice lo... v kawaii neh... i m tinking of buying it den put office... hehe.. see liao will happy mah.. cos so nice.... but so ex... cannot spend money la... haiz... nxt time if strike lottery den buy... lolz... but v hard.. cos i nv buy lottery de... nv buy 4D... nv buy toto... haha... dunno how to buy... lolz.....
den i went for my driving lesson... last lesson b4 i can book my TP wor... its all revision... try few test routes... tats all lo....
wed i went to chinatown... hahaha... i reach there.. but i cannot find ah siao... den she nv call me oso... i tink i spent half an hr den see her lo... we went to chinatown cos she wanna ask abt the airfares to HK... so good.. she going HK wif jiaxi they all..
den we went to eat the frogleg porriage.... wah.. so long nv eat tat le... v nice... hehe... but den... the table in front of us was a grp of black man... no indian... is black man... not tat i racist or wat la... but im jus scared of them.. i oso dunno y... den i dun even dare walk near them lo..but bo bian ah siao ask me go buy a pkt of tissue paper.. den have to walk pass them... ......
i come back den ah siao tell me they keep looking at me.... scary.... den they were tokking in dunno wat language... i tell ah siao they plotting to rape us or kill us le... haha..jus joking la... heng they leave quite soon... den i can eat my porriage peacefully le... heng..... haha
today i met yeehui.. hahaha.... den we went bugis for dinner.... den walk walk awhile onli den i go home le... guai hor.. keke...
jus bath le... now waiting for my hair to dry while blogging.. haha...
tats abt it le... going to orr orr liao le... nitez....
sweet dreams;
11:32 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Who can help me find my way home....
Boring sat.... lik wasted whole day... haiz.... sian..... SUPER SIAN..... had nth to do at nite... usually my sat nites are for ktv.... but this sat nv go.... HAIZ.... baby not in sg.. i tink... and world cup is on.... guys are bz watching it.... no more ppl to sing ktv wif le....
went to slp early.... 11+ i fell aslp liao... doing nth makes me more tired.... den i switch my phone to silent mode.... prevent anyone disturb me frm my slp... haha..
i woke up real early de... abt 7+ in the morning... 1st thing i do in the morning is to check my hp... i saw 10 missed calls.... den quite shocked la... who will call me 10 times in the middle of the nite.. den i go see the name... its..... HIM...
he called me 10 times and sent me 1 sms.... he called me from 12+ to 2+ am.... i saw so many missed calls frm him... i suddenly dunno wat to do le... stared in the air for abt an hr... still dunno wat to do... haiz... den i smsed him... asking him y look for me so urgently...telling him i fell aslp alady when he called me.... haiz... my head is all abt him... was wondering y he was looking for me... y izzit tat i wanna switch my phone to silent mode... y everything so bu qiao.... haiz...
afternoon i went out wif jun.... den i tried not to tink of anything... jus enjoy... yeah..!! im good at doing this... not so happy things... later den tink... haha...
was raining v heavily lo... super heavy de lo.... we went to watch The Omen 666... wah lao... someone told me the show is not scary de lo.... bluff me... scared me till death ah... haha... dunno whether izzit im the onli one who scream inside the cinema... lolz... so pai seh.. haha.. den i cover myself wif my jacket... lolz... den i nv watch most of the show le...
we went shopping awhile... den we went to far east to have korean food... the waiter had v good customer service.. he's korean.. haha.... wah.. the dinner was good... but ex wor.... total $80+... we 2 ppl onli wor... haiz... spend so much money....
den we went home.... haiz.... den i start tinking again... i dunno wat i really wan le... i tink i lost my way le.... who can help me find my way home?? felt so lost and helpless... v scared....
so ke lian.....
im really lost le.... =(
sweet dreams;
10:51 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Yeah..!! I passed my advance theory le..!!
Where did i go on monday??? cant rem le.... but i tink mon i chatted wif him awhile.... i asked him whether he's taking part in the BAS 2006 anot... he said no... den he asked me go and try... den i told him i dun wan.... blah blah blah......
tue went out wif Scott for ktv... 1st time go ktv wif him.... haha... we went wlds de party world... the mgr wasnt there... aiya.. den no discount le... cos he v nice de... i got no vip card... he still will give me discount de...
wah.. he sing the huo yuan jia v nice neh... my usual ktv khakis dunno how to sing this kind of songs de... hahaa...
slept v late tat nite.... tokking to christopher on the phone... we tok everynite lo.. haha... den after tat sms wif scott... tats y so late den slp.... he rated me 75% for my singing.. hahahaha.... 1st time got ppl give me points leh.. keke.... last time mr chua oso nv rate me de.. haha.... he say he off work le.. so dun rate me... lolz..
morning wake up den no voice le... super jialat.... actually tue ktv oso abit shi sheng le... but still okie lo... i still managed to sing thru.. haha... voice super tired lo...
den tat day after work... i still went ktv wif ah siao and kaida... they went there 1st mah.... den i go meet them... both not working tat day... so good... wah... i really no voice le... onli sang 2.5 songs i tink.. haha... the .5 is duet mah.. so consider 1/2 song lo.. hahaha...
after tat chewy came awhile... wah.. den ah siao had to go wif him liao.... left me and kaida onli lo... pang seh... den i took cab wif him back lo.. hahaha.. 1st time i get to alight 1st... keke... on the cab i told him i wanna stop singing few awhile le.. hahaha.. really no voice le... cannot lik tat... haiz....
thurs i took half day off frm work.... cos i had to go for my advance theory test at SSDC.. haha... den i met hui 1st in sch.. keke... i v good hor... always go back to sch de.. keke... den went for break wif other DTs...
den i went for my test le.... wah seh.. i finally pass my advance theory le..!!! hahaha... thanks to aunty de book.. hahaha... wah.. the test v stress lo... cannot pass den i cannot take my test date le.. hahaha.... finishing my driving lessons soon le lo... den soon can take test date liao... excited.. hahaha.... den aunty oso say if i dun pass den dun face her le... so stress... hahaha...
but heng i pass le... hahaha... so happy... keke... den i tell alot ppl.. hahaha... christopher, aunty, ah siao, hui, scott, ultraman, piggy, blah blah blah... many ppl happy for me oso... arigatou.... xie xie da jia de zhi chi.. although its onli advance theory test... hahaha...
recently ultraman treat me nice nice again... hehe...... *shy....
its been raining these few days... got caught in abit of rain on the way to work... sian... den feel sick le.. hahaha... hui ask me take panadol... but i dun like.. lolz... managed to tahan until 530.. den knock off le... hahaha.. cindy bought a tamagochi... lik v cute hor... so fun... can play wif it.. keke...
its piggy's bachelor's nite... haha.... ppl getting married le.... so happy for him... v xing fu hor... keke... got to noe him thru frenster de... haha... den got to noe mr chua thru him.. haha.. a v nice guy who always treat gals v nice de.. hahaha... always treat me watch movie.. haha.. thank u wor.. and v nice to tok to lo... sad or happy oso can tok to him de.. v nice hor.. nw getting married le... be nice to ur wife wor.. congrats to u... all the best..!!!!
its aust's bdae too... happy bdae.... =.=" actually i dun even noe its his bdae leh... he called me and tell me its his bdae... lolz... buay pai seh hor... hahaha... he said i rem his bdae last yr how come this yr forgot... haha.. did i rem his bdae last yr? lolz... he asked for present... wah... really buay pai seh leh.. so old liao still wan present ah.... haha... he nv bdae i oso give him present... so greedy de... lolz....
den i met christopher last nite oso... haha... wat u wan me to write?? i cannot write anything leh....
went home v tired lo... but i still online awhile... hahaha... wah... ppl seemed to be v distracted wor... reply v slow oso... hahaha... watching World Cup... tsk tsk tsk.. hahahaha.... den i went to slp at 2+....
tired tired... now waiting for aunty to call me.... =.=" aunty aunty aunty~~~~ where r u?
dun call me i go play pool wif scott le wor.... den dun say i pang seh u ah.... blehz....
sweet dreams;
11:37 AM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Great Singing... Great Shopping...
last fri i pon teng frm work.... took mc for the day... stomach not well and i having abit of sore throat... wah... cost me $35... so ex... $35 for a mc.... haiz.... i got 4 packets of med.... dunno wat they are for... i onli took med for 1 day.... ma fan to take med la.. haha....
afternoon went gai gai wif ah siao... xiaojun told me mphosis de shoes got cheap neh.. onli $10 wor... but i went there den dun have neh.... but ah siao still bought a pair of slippers... haha... she buy alot things lo.. hahaha.... we went to zara.... she bought a top and 2 skirts.... wah... i nv buy anything lo...
den we met angela, benny and chewy for dinner... went to lucky plaza for the chicken rice... haha.. the chicken rice there was nto bad wor... benny intro us de... haha.. but chewy say nth special wor... den angela say wanna bring us to msia try the chicken rice.. hahaha....
i wanna go msia wif angela.....
malaysia~~ truly asia~~
yeah... wait till angela baby get a car.. den she can bring us ard msia le... hehe... so nice hor... i'll be waiting....
hehe... sometimes tink tat me and angela dear are so close.. haha... hope ppl wont mistaken us as lesbians.. we hold hands... we kiss... opps.. haha.. but we like guys..!! hahaha...
i love her so much... she take care of me alot.. haha... a v nice fren to have.... im so lucky to have her.. hahaha... i tink i sound abit les... lolz...
benny went back to work... ah siao and chewy went for movie... me angela and janet went ktv... hehe..
last fri's session was GREAT..!! so many ppl came... got me, janet, angela, carino, andrew, baowen, kaida and weide.... hahaha... we took 3 tables onli.... cos 2 tables were occupied....
one couple which we nv seen b4.... the other one is the gou nan nu... hahahaha.. its them again... v funny lo... action pac one neh... he's so famous for singing so many ppl's songs.... got luo zhixiang, zhang zheng yue, wang li hong.. and now.. ZHANG HUI MEI..!!!! Hahaha....
love to sing wif so many ppl.. hahaha... the feeling is better than singing in room.. hahaha..
wah.. and i sang alot... hahaha... despite i was having sore throat... hahaha... i like to sing aLin songs... hahaha... cos baby say i v shi he sing aLin songs... hahaha... hui jia and si ji... hahaha... wei zhi is nice too... but harder to sing...
i like baby's singing... so nice lo..
the session was great.... jus tat i saw his fren AGAIN.... he came in and he "wave to me"... lolz... they ask me he noe me izzit... how come wave to me.... hahaha... how i noe... i dun tink he waving to me la... seems like almost everytime i go ktv... he'll be there.... nvm... i dun care le... angela say he stalk me... hahaha... cos i can see him even when im at amk... lolz.... so qiao lo... its jus pure coincidence la... hahaha...
and i saw one of the campus superstar contestant.... wah.. he like v dao lik tat lo... so hao lian... he walk pass.. den keep looking at us.. see whether we got see him anot.... chey... so hao lian de... but baby noe him.. so they got tok awhile lo....
ytd went shopping wif jun... haha... my shopping partner... always tend to spend alot when im wif her... dunno y... hahaha... ytd's spending was okie onli la... avg lo... i spend $100+++... haha...
i bought 2 tops frm isetan.... both white... haha... i like white... ah siao and someone said i look better in white... haha...
i wanna buy a yellow top and another white top frm mango de... waiting for the sale.... faster come... lai bah... lai bah... haha...
den we walk to far east..... hee.. jun bought a black top... nice nice... den i bought a pair of shoe... wah... oso nice nice... white covered shoes... covered with black lace.... nice nice lo.... i love lace... haha....
den i bought a white hairband and a pouch.... den walk walk abit.. saw someone buy a golden de hairband neh.. nice leh.. den i oso wanna buy... 3 for $10 onli... i bought 2... cos i always wear hairband de.. keke.. den jun bought 1... yeah yeah...
actually i was not happy wif someone ytd.... u sld noe im tokking abt u when u read this... cos u were not happy... den make me not happy oso... u told me u cannot wait so long.... actually i got the urge to tell u not to wait anymore... haiz...
i tried not to be unhappy when u called me... but u kept telling me u not happy... i didnt noe wat to do... den u kept calling.. even my fren say i v bz hor.... den i told her ya... i doing big biz mah.. :P im really sorry i made u unhappy....
anyway its over alady... so dun tok abt this anymore....
spending money makes me happier.... we went to have dinner at ajisen.. i tried the new ramen... the wat crayfish de.... wah.... its really horrible... smells horrible and taste horrible... i onli had abt 3 mouthfuls den i dun wan le... hahaha... i finish tat 3 mouthfuls the same time as jun finish her whole bowl of ramen... lolz.. can u imagine how horrible it is... waste my money... hahaha... den we went to wisma le.... saw ling again.. hahaha... she's working there again... so nxt time go wisma can see her again le.. hehe... but she always look at ppl's cleavege... aiyo... hahaha... so notti hor...
den i went to forever 21... yeah.. bought 2 tops frm there.... 1 is white base wif blue polka dots.. hahaha... nw hai jun feng(navy) v "in" mah... haha... so white and blue v in... lolz... den the other top is green and white de... lolz... my clothes all got white inside.... hehe...
wah... someone say my hair and my face v balance leh... dunno wat he meant... but he said i look like doll and princess... hahaha... all thanks to kentson for my hair... hahaha...
sweet dreams;
12:44 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Im a VSR... Hee..
Been working for 2 weeks le... everything still alrite... my position is Vendor Service Representative(VSR).. haha... sounds better than ALL my previous positions... admin... lolz... i was a facilities coordinator too... lolz... but that jobscope was #$!^%@#... nth to say abt tat...
i tink i quite like my current job... hehe... good hor... cos every morning, i dun have to drag myself to work... hahaha... though its tiring to get up so early... i start work at 830am..!! but the job is not bad la... i doing SAP.. ya i said b4 le.. hehe..
maybe its jus the beginning.. tats y i still tink the job is not bad... lolz... but hope i will stay longer than my previous job la... haha... turnover rate in tat company is quite high too... kinda sian abt tat... but nvm la... the colleagues there are nice ppl... =)
my office moving to another place soon le... i tink in oct bah... dunno how... hope its not v far...
wah... i got to meet janet twice this week alady.. hehe... mon and tue... v rare to get to meet this gal de lo... and i got the honour to meet her twice this week... maybe trice..!! haha... hope she come ktv this fri lo.. haha...
mon we went to eat crystal jade la mian.. keke... wif ah siao oso... she waiting for her chewy.. so she meet us for dinner 1st.. haha... den after dinner me and janet go gai gai lo.. keke.. i bought a pair of shoe.. hehee.... she wanted to buy shoes de... but end up she didnt buy shoes.. keke... den we went to subway to sit... haha.. have a short chat lo... so long nv chat lik tat... hahaha...
we 2 are simply lazy... haha... lazy to walk to the mrt station to take a train home... den take cab lo... hahaha.. i told her i'll be watching davinci code the nxt day... she oso wanna watch.. haha...
so on tue... we watched da vinci code.. actually im watching it onli wif xiaojun... lolz... tat day aunty say she wanna watch.. den i ask her come wif us lo... keke.. den janet oso say she wanna watch.. den i oso ask her come... hahaha.. den aunty bring 2 fren oso... got 1 i see b4 de... but i forgot his name le... lolz.. the sexy guy... wear jacket inside nv wear anything de... lolz..
actually i tink the show was okie onli... not as exciting and interesting as wat i tot... =.="
i watch until my back ache, neck ache... the auntie sitting in front of me sit so high... wah lao... lik tat how to see.. den i have to keep stretching my waist and my neck to watch the movie lo... throughout the whole movie leh..!!! in the middle of the show she still sit higher lo.... =.=" buay tahan...
aust had a test tat day... for his promotion de.. he got 2nd leh.. wah.. quite li hai hor... den got $400 increment..!!! good neh... keke... but not my money oso... lolz..
i dreamt tat "he" called me... told me he broke up wif her alady.... tats all.. haha... v siao hor..
i met ah siao ytd... i told her the dream.. haha.. she say i siao de... lolz...
actually i wanted to go home after work de.. haha... den she say wanna go sing... aiyo.. tempted lo... in the end i oso go... hahaha....
we had thai food for dinner... wah seh.. v hot lo.. i eat until my stomach v hot lo... and we ordered too much... we 2 gals wor... eat $50+++ wor... ex hor... wah.. i broke liao lo... 3 nites eat good de..
ah siao still da bao the mango thingy to ktv... hahaha... i cannot eat anymore lo... so full le.. hahaha...
after dinner we go straight to party world le... dun waste time.. haha... the mgr was there.. keke... i like him at the counter... cos he is a nice guy... he v polite de lo.. always smile smile de... den the other gal always give tat smelly face... i dun like..
ah siao go toilet.. den he asked me whether i wanna take part in Be a Star... Lolz... i cannot la... i smile smile said my singing not nice... hehe.. pai seh lo.. den the gal say i sing v nice ah... but she said in a v mian qiang tone... =.=" den i jus smile smile..
wah.. the mgr bring me to the room wor... usually is the waiter bring customer de mah... he bring me... keke.. so nice hor... den in the room, he ask me the lights ok anot? wan darker ma? cold anot? wan jacket ma? so nice of him hor... haha...
wah... full until i cannot sing... my voice doesnt come out frm my dan tian... no energy... tat nite's singing simply sucks... i cant even sing 'I Believe'... can u imagine how bad i sang.. 'I Believe' is one of the easiest song le.. i mean among the songs i sing.. yet i sang until so awful... haiz...
today super tired at work... old liao is lik tat de... cannot always stay up too late.... get tired easily... haiz... came home straight after work... super tiring....
tmr going singing again le... muz rest well... ah bo tmr sing hall v xia suay... haha...
yeah... tmr going wif angela baobei le... nono oso coming... hehee... and of cos those regular ppl.. hahaha... so happy... baby still go change lesson to tue so tat she can come ktv wif us.. hee... love her so much...
no updates on colin and kero blog.... hmm... wat happened to them?? haha... i v kpo.... i tink they v cute neh... hehe...
tats all for today... hahaa.... im going singing tmr... lalala....
Love singing...
sweet dreams;
7:42 PM
