Tuesday, February 28, 2006
He's a bad guy... but he's soooo sweet..
Im so scared now.... Feeling guilty and happy at the same time....
Dunno y i will send tat sms to him.... wanted to send ah siao de.... Haiz... and somemore the content is smth tat i sldnt let him noe de.... abt wat i did jus now when i met aust...
wah... the minute i saw W**** Sending..... i noe this time siao liao.... haiz... dunno y i will send him oso... haiz.... i so stupid de...
after few minutes.... he called me... he v angry lo.... Super angry.... ask me y i send him that kind of sms.. den now his gf v angry wif him.... =( im sorry lo... my fault... was bathing when he called me.... v scared.... wanted to cry.... im always v scared when he angry wif me de... now i send him tat kind of sms... den his gf mistaken...
he scolded me.... im v sad.... he scold me.... =( he's so fierce.... to me... i feel so bad.... and i tink my tone to him was also v bad... super bad lo... v bu gan yuan.... haiz...
soon... he smsed me... onli one word... sorry... he said sorry to me.... i replied him im sorry too... den he ask me to call him.... i was bathing... cant call him la.... but he wanted me to call him NOW... he is so ba dao..... but i tell him after i bath hao liao will call him de..
i felt so bad.... but i wan to call him.... at least to hear his voice again.... i call him lo.... he said sorry... sorry for shouting at me jus now... i told him im sorry too... i felt so much better.... he can be so fierce... so ba dao... den after tat he can be so sweet... he's always so consoling... feel v an wei when he toks to me...
den jus now we tok awhile.... he asked me izzit got bf liao... i say no... den he ask me who is tat guy im tokking abt in my sms... haiz... its aust.... actually he knows abt wat is going on btwn me and aust... again lo... he say wanna meet us.... 3 of us... haiz... i told him i dun wan... he asked me whether i still wanna go back to him anot... v shocked... happy... but i acutally told him no...
Inside, i really wan to go back to him.... my mouth jus too hard la... i said no... haiz... hw.... i wan la.... miss him so much....
he so bad de.... gf so angry liao yet he still can tok all these to me.... buay tahan..... but i like.. haha...
im jus so fan jian.... he so man..... haha... and he's so ba dao and so bad.... i like.. hahaha..
dunno wats my feeling now la.... i feel so guilty tat his gf mistaken.... lik v bad lo... although i dun like his gf... but still v bad la... i dun wan to harm their relationship oso mah.... im happy jus being his .......
happy tat he's still the same..... so consoling... happy tat he rem every details i told him b4.... so long ago liao.... several mths ago.... he still rem.... i still occupy some space in his mind de... happy lo... hahaha...
i sld tell him i still wan..... keke....
sweet dreams;
10:59 PM
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