Friday, January 27, 2006
Gong Xi Fa Cai
Oooo Yeahhh... 1 week no sing le..!! Break record le wor... lolz... the staff there muz be surprised not to see us there for 1 week le bah.. wonder whether they gossip abt us anot... esp me and kaida... Lolz.. cos we every week go... every week twice bah... den everytime hall.. Lolz... Scarly we sing too awful... or they listen until super sian liao... Hahaha...
Today is Chu Xi's Eve.... New Year Eve Eve.... Working v hard.... Haiz... was so busy...
Pasting Galen and Khim's receipt... didnt have time to do tat the past few mths!! Few mths!! can u imagine how occupied i m... cant stay at my seat for 30 mins.... always have to help lola clear rubbish... login to those emails... fix door... print stuffs... blah blah blah.... some of the things she can do it herself de lo... like logging in to emails... jus to change some properties... kns...
today so bz.... ask me print the CVs... den dun give me time to print... kaoz... 150 over de CVs leh... application for Directors/Producers, Application for Video Editor, Application for Supervising Producer...
they post ads for these position... but y they nv tink tat we lack of PAs.... no PAs how the producers work... who's going to help them... Poor Mellissa.... I pity her... She will be the onli PA left... Ke lian... onli the interns can help her le...
By 2006 mid year, AT LEAST 5 ppl frm TMVC would have left.... wats wrong with this company?!?!? The mgmt have to tink abt it la.... Dont they know y ppl are leaving? Haiz... I oso tot of leaving de... haiz... but i like the young ppl here... and i oso like peter lamb.. haha.. he so cute... though he is old le.. haha...
After the CNY holiday, there will be a new admin gal coming to take over my position le... I will be doing more of the coordinating work liao... more to production... taking over Laura's work for the "yellow book".. scheduling the edit slots.. i scared i cant do a good job... Haiz... den have to be incharge of Master Tape Room liao lo.... will still be doing my current job as well... like booking crew... den check tape stocks la.. balh blah blah... will still be helping the admin la...
Hmm.... Wonder wat Laura will be doing.... Haiz....
Singing makes me feel good.... But it also makes me broke... now bank onli left with $10.62!! my pay is not in yet.... Haiz.... no money for CNY.... but i got an ang bao today..!! frm Danny!! hahaha... He's the freelance cameraman.. So nice of him... Boss nv give ang bao oso leh... hahaha...Thank you thank you....
anyway... wont be writing for the nxt few days... so i wish everyone Happy Lunar New Year in advance....
Xin Nian Kuai Le..!! Gong Xi Fa Cai..!! Wan Shi Ru Yi..!! Nian Nian You Yu..!! Shi Shi Shun Li..!! Kuai Gao Zhang Da..!! Xue Ye Jing Bu..!! Cai Yuan Guang Jing..!!
Got alot more... cant tink of anymore now... tired oso le... Hahaha....
*** Gong Xi Fa Cai ***
sweet dreams;
10:49 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Happy Bdae Kaida..!!
Keep singing singing and singing... Lolz... sing until i bankrupt le... all my money go to ktv le... Hahaha...
sing until i sick le... maybe until my last breath.. i'll still be singing... lolz.... wah.. last week went ktv 3 times wor... in a week... still haven break my record la... my highest record is onli 4 times in a week. this week same... will be going 3 times.. cos im going again later.. hahaha... tonight... which is our superstar de bdae. superstar of cos have to sing de la.... Lolz
actually kai da v easy to make him happy de.. lolz.. praise him abit den he happy le.. hahaha... i oso v easy happy de mah.... see him once i can happy few weeks... v long time... sometimes even if i tink of wat we done tog... wat he did onli i will be happy le... Lolz... im the easiest to be happy!! Yeah!! Im the champion..!!
Lolz... ok.. im abit crazy.. Hehehe...
wah... i pon teng on tue leh!! Lolz... so long nv pon teng liao... nv use this term for dunno how long oso le.. Lolz... saw aunty on the way to mrt.. she forgot to bring her wallet... no Ez link card oso... borrow money frm me to buy card.... den i suggest go orchard... heehee... she oso dun feel like going work.. Lolz... den we went back... go to 848 drink le milo.. she drank teh.. hehe... den we plan wat we sld do.. Hehe... go see doc.. take mc... den go gai gai....
so i went to see the doc.. cos actually i oso abit sick de... flu and sore throat.. haha... den shun bian take one day MC... Hehe... so happy to pon teng.. Hehe...
went home to make a few phone calls... work la.. see i so good.. mc still work.. haha... after the phone calls and a few emails i sent.. i go meet aunty le.. den we begin our shopping spree again... Lolz... actually is onli her la.. she buy.. i nv buy.... so good....
den she go meet her ah lai lo... leave me.. :( lolz... i went to meet kaida la.. where else can we go... party world again lo... hahaha.. onli we 2... wah.. and hall oso no one else lo... we sing until siao... Lolz... but tat day de standard really lousy... my voice cannot come out at all... i listen liao oso sian... tsk tsk tsk... really v awful... kns... heng onli we 2 at the hall lo... and the staff there la.. haha.. dun care la.. 1st time we nv sing until 2am... abt 1am we leave le.. haha.. really cannot make it... we played the superstars' concert.. haha... nv sing... listen to them sing.. machiam see show lik tat lo.. hahaha...
my bank onli left $100 for me until the end of mth le... haiz... how? cannot sing anymore le la... today sing i tink at least $30 gone le... plus cab mah... left $70.. cant sing nxt week le... tsk tsk tsk.. i got no savings at all.. haiz..
this week is shopping and singing week... went shopping on my "pon teng" day.. HEhe.. den went shopping wif yeehui twice this week.. Heehehe... brought her to bugis villiage to shop.. lolz... wif limin oso.. hehe.. shop until v late wor... 10+ le.. wah.. go home alady 11+ didnt noe so late le.. den keep walking walking walking.. hahah.. den the following day oso shop wif her.. hehe.. far east this time... hehe...
ytd is singing day again... wif angela, kaida and baowen.. Yeah... i like singing wif angela.. she really good singer leh... and the way she tok v funny... hahaha... so cute de... wah.. hall was full ytd wor.... b4 me and angela reach, alady got 2 tables occupied le.. den we faster book 2 tables lo.. cos baowen and kaida both not here yet.. haha... v soon.. the last table was occupied oso.. wah.. ytd de singer all v good de leh... li hai...
there's a guy... suddenly appear behind me and angela... lolz... he ask us whether he can join us anot... haha... muz be see us 2 gals.. den occupy 2 tables... tsk tsk tsk... den we told him got other frenz coming oso... he said he dun mind... =.=" look kinda scary la... we didnt let him join us in the end.... but lik v ke lian hor... we abit bad oso... haha... but v weird if he join us la... weird....
ytd sing until v xin ku wor... cos we sitting at front row... wah.. see the screen so near... buay tahan leh... tsk tsk tsk....
its kaida's bdae... Happy birthday KAI DA... hahaha... i nv say wrongly le.. Lolz... tat time so pai seh.. hahaha... this time wont get it wrong again le... nv ever.. haha.. so pai seh.. hahaha...
k la.. gtg pom pom le... going ah ma hse for reunion dinner later... hahaha.. den to singing AGAIN!!
tata~~
sweet dreams;
3:09 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
I saw him.....
Dunno to be happy or sad.... Ya im happy i finally see him again.... finally... got abt 1 mth nv see him le lo.... finally see him.... b4 the KTV i still ask ah siao whether i will see him there anot.... haha... but she said... "today is sat.. u tink he'll be there?" i jus kept quiet... I dun really tink he'd be there....
Angela reached there 1st.. wif her colleague, Yvonne. Haha.. They booked 2 tables le.. den me, ah siao, kaida and baowen go there... we take another 2 tables.. wah... 4 tables in total... we wanted to take 3 tables onli de... but the ppl there make things so messy... den in the end we jus stick wif 4 tables lo... hahaha... we 7 ppl la... got me, angela, yvonne, ah siao, baowen, kaida and oso another angela.. haha..
Singing hall is really addicting... ytd's my std... hmm... kaida say is same as normal... i tink not too bad la.. hahaha... cos not so hard to sing... sometimes sing until v hard ah... voice difficult to come out... Lolz.. so ytd de voice still can come out quite easily la... jus tat few minutes.... Lolz... too "high" to sing liao... hahaha..
Ard 9pm bah.. i tink... jus so qiao... i jus happen to turn back... i saw him.... wif his frenz... and of cos... tat woman... kaoz... make me so excited.... my heart beat v fast lo... machiam jumping out le... Have you ever had the feeling of ur heart beating so fast that ur heart is going to jump out? Lolz... tats the feeling... We are so near and yet so far... I was unable to sing for tat moment... too high liao.... my heartbeat too fast... i cant tink of anything... my brain is empty except tinking abt him... Hahaha...
I tink they wanted to sing hall de lo... they stand there.. looking at us... we 7 ppl occupying 4 tables... his fren commented tat we 7 ppl occupying 4 tables... den he like buay song us lo... =.=" in the end they sing room lo... they got 5 ppl... there's still one more available table... if they ask us, we might still give up one of our table to them de lo.... cos its him... ok.. even if its not him... jus someone we noe... fren or wat.. we oso will let them share de lo... but he nv ask me... haiz...
maybe if we take 3 tables... they will sing hall too... but i wont be able to sing le... i tink i will jus sit there and "admire" him bah... hahaha...
Its really him i saw.... Hahaha... Machiam see gold lik tat... I v happy.... so high... heart beat so fast... Lolz... Silly.. Too bad leh... he cant sing hall wif us... Haiz... abit wasted.. if not i can hear him sing alot songs le... Haiz.. Very wasted la..
He onli came out twice.. the 1st time is kaida tell me de... den i see him walk back to Room 2. Hahah.. i still rem which room.. Lolz... onli saw his backview... 2nd time... i saw him and tat woman walk to the toilet... oso backview... I was singing tat time... omg!! dunno hw i sang wor... was singing Sammi Cheng de "duo de ta".. Kaida said normal onli... But angela said she like... Hmm.. i oso dunno whether its nice or awful.. Haiz.. wat if he tinks not nice... OMG!! Im dying...
He sang until 1am lo... den they jus walk out... leaving.... He and i dun even have eye contact... How sad.... Is he purposely avoiding eye contact with me? dunno... but he nv turn back to look at me... or jus to say hi and bye to me.. sad lo... y muz he do tat... haiz... nvm la... forget it... maybe becos tat woman is there bah....
really wanted to hear him sing again... so wonderful... hehe... so nice.. touch ppl's heart de...
i tink the worst song i sang ytd was yang qian hua de xiao chen da shi bah... haha.. sang wif ah siao.. cant match her key.. lolz.. den in the end i cant find a suitable key le... onli towards the end... den i found it... haiz.. finally... tsk tsk tsk...
this week sang 3 times le... tsk tsk tsk... m i singing too much? Lolz... yes i tink i m... my money all go to Party world... they are earning alot frm ppl like me... Hahaha.. im getting very broke.... how to control? aiyo... singing is my life... i jus cant stop singing.... but im singing worse and worse le... and i muz learn new songs... cant sing those songs for life... hahaha.. ppl will listen until sian de.. hahaha... but now i got limit to songs i choose liao... i cannot sing male singers de songs!! Kaida dun allow.... =( so sad rite... muz put alot feelings into my singing.... my voice... the songs i sang ah... all no feeling de... haiz... cannot touch ppl.... how... how can i touch ppl... how can i touch him... when can i do that?
i muz learn... definitely muz learn... hahaha....
sweet dreams;
9:33 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
I cant stop singing..Hahaha
I jus cant stop singing.... Hahaha... Tats my life... accept me and my life....
Pics of my home... haha... my 3rd home...
My hse always v crowded de... so many ppl.. haha.. but i like.. the more the merrier.. HEhehe....
Went singing on hari raya haji eve.. hehe... of cos sing hall again la.. hehe.. wif baowen, ning, kaida, benny, sihui and jack... Lolz.. we onli got 2 tables.... fully occupied wor... so many ppl... so many audiences... ahh... maybe tats y i cant sing as well as b4.... too many audiences le... hahaha... last time me and sihui onli... i sing better leh... tsk tsk tsk... even kaida oso agree tat my singing more and mroe lousy le... everyone is improving except me... so sad...
Yeah... I have pics of me and my singer frens.. but not taken on hari hara eve de la.. Hahaha...
Both v dark wor.... cos taken in the room.... is lik tat la... my flash not so power.. Hahaha...
Aiya.... feeling sian nw leh... been raining for so many days le... weather cold cold.... feel like hugging someone.... tat someone.... hmm... hahahaha... i muz be sick le...
nice weather to slp.... nice weather to do certain things too.. hahaha... since the weather is so nice... i shall slp early... cover myself wif blanket... wah... shiok.. hahaha...
sweet dreams;
10:20 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
So sweet...
Saw him online jus nw... feeling abit excited... haha... but there's no more feeling le... haha... silly me... always lik tat one.... now i say no feeling... but when i dun see him... i miss him like mad... crazy me..
Its raining the whole day.... went to do facial downstairs... normal lo.. den went aunty de hse... hehehe.... nth to do la... watch her paint her nails... den i draw a flower for her... haha...
Ultraman so sweet to me.... dunno he's jus joking de or wat leh... was joking wif him at 1st de... den tot he's oso playing wif me de... but sounds abit real.. hmm.... he's a nice guy... wah... jus now make me xin dong awhile.. hahaha... he's really v sweet la.. feel like hugging him... Hahaha...
Song Recommended - Wang Li Hong - Kiss Goodbye
Hee... Not bad la...
sweet dreams;
11:32 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
wat do i wan?? i dunno.. haiz..
how come the beginning of 2006 is so bad for me....
i feel so sad...
kinda lonely...
dunno wat to do....
hate this kinda feeling... dun wish to have this kinda feeling anymore... but cant really help it...
tinking tat they will be so happy tog... im sad alady... im so bad... i wan them to be tog.. but i dun wan them to be happy...
wat m i tinking abt!!??!?!?
sweet dreams;
10:09 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Happy 2006
+*+* Happy 2006 *+*+
1st day of the year... spend the end of 2005 and beginning of 2006 at my 3rd home... hahaha.. 1st being my real home where i slp... hahaha... 2nd home of cos office... cos i spend most of my time there... 3rd... of cos is Cuppage Party World la.. hahaha..
last day of 2005... watched a movie... chinese tall story... =.=" the show v stupid lo... but funny la... but den i dun recommend la... watching on a public holiday... not worth la.. hahaha.. i asked janet to plan tmr de lo.... but ah... tsk tsk tsk... she always dunno dunno.... haiz... dunno wat to say abt this gal ah... always so crazy oso... haha... spend the whole day wif janet, joyce, baowen, and kaida... ah siao join us at nite onli...
after the movie dunno where to go oso... raining so heavily outside... can go anywhere but to stay at cineleisure... so we went to friends cafe... lolz... recommended by joyce lim.. haha... sat there tok cok... but really getting bored le... so i asked kaida go play pool lo..... we all went... no pool table... so he and baowen played billiard instead.. hahaha.. den we 3 gals jus sat there and tok... tok abt guys... tok abt love... aiya.. jus gossips la... hahaha...
went ktv after tat.... sang hall lo... they v bad.. dun let us have 3 tables... we 6 ppl leh... not tat we are not paying...they onli let us have 2 tables... so we share lo... but we still sit tog.. hahaha... we are so loving.. hahaha.. hall was full wor...
=.=" i was singing lan se yu.... someone walk pass... she cover her ears lo.. wah lao... really tat bad meh... kaoz.. i so sad wor... although my singing isnt really v good... but it isnt tat bad either oso mah... sad leh...
wah lao... "his" fren was there wor.... make me so excited... i tot "he" is coming oso... but no la.. he nv came... but i was really v excited lo... hahaha tink too much... when it was midnite le... kaida kept saying Happy New Year!! Hahaha... he said too many times liao... i oso wanted to say happy new year to him... but i called the wrong name..!!! wah lao... so pai seh.... and i was using the mic wor... "his" fren muz have heard it... oh no... die le.... die le... dunno whether he will go tell "him" anot... haiz... so pai seh.... den the 2nd thing which make me v pai seh was... i was singing... den i suddenly sing off key!!!!
are all these indications a sign for me... asking me not to sing hall anymore?? or even not to sing anymore!! haiz... sad leh.... see.. i so ke lian.. new yr leh... den so many things happen... aiyo...
sad la sad la....
v scared his fren will tell him leh...wait i v pai seh.. haiz.....
sweet dreams;
4:01 PM
