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Thursday, December 29, 2005

Its just some stupid makeover pics...

Wat am i tinking abt..??!?!??!! Its jus some makeover pics.... and they are making me so sad.... Y am i getting sad over some damn pics.... haiz.... but they really look v xin fu in the pics... making me jealous... wah lao... becoming more and more useless.... imagine i can even cry after seeing those pics... knowing the fact that they are really v happy tog... haiz.. yes.. im selfish.. tats wat ah siao say me... but who isnt selfish in this kinda situation... dunno y i have fallen so deep.... someone pls save me... pls....
really v sad.... now tink of it onli.. makes me sad... my heart aches.... and it's shrinking... haiz... i noe i sldnt be sad... i sldnt even tink of him... but i cant help it... i miss him alot.. im so "addicted" to him...
Took half day leave on tuesday to see Kaida de audition... hahaha... we went to kbox b4 his audition... for him to open his voice.. haha.. and oso to train on tat song again... hehehe.... wah lao... kbox ah... cheat us money de... so ex sia....we onli sang for abt 2 hrs.... den they charged us $40+... damn ex leh!!! wah lao... den the system there oso not as good.... the mic ah... make our voice all sound v awful.... ok.. not tat i wanna say we all sing good... but not tat bad de lo.. project our voice until kns.... shall nv ever go kbox again... unless bo bian.... hahhaa....
after the lousy "voice opening" session, we went straight to Shenton Way den Party World.. the audition is there.. seems really big... haha... my 2nd time going in there... but nv sang there b4... haha..
Ooo.... not really alot ppl... we all tot is audition at the hall de... but they got one room for audition de.. hahaha... but den outside ppl can hear oso... quite a few really not bad de wor... hehe.. kaida so nervous...so cute.. haha.. went in to the room wif him oso... haha...
Wah... Kai Da.. U R One Step Nearer To Become A Star!!! Hahaha....
aiya.. but he too nervous la... overall he sang really well.. i tink so la.. hehe.. but he really too nervous la... make us nervous oso.. hahaha... he onli sang one verse.... den Ernest lower the vol... everyone sings one verse onli... hehehe... oh.. Ernest is the Judge!! Hahaha... there's another judge... the minute kaida puts down the mic.. he commented tat he covered the surface of the mic... making the voice v blur ah... den the rest is ernest say liao... here flat... there too draggy.. blah blah blah.. haha.. one more thing Ernest said.. which made kai da happy.. haha.. he say if he can get to nxt round muz rem not to make the same mistakes again.. hahaha.. tats the onli good thing he said wor.... for the rest of the contestants.. he oso say those no good de... how come nv praise ppl?? ppl so brave go take part leh.. muz at least praise ppl for being brave mah... hahaha.. =P will tat be too sacarstic? hahaha...
been listening to those songs i recorded... trying to do better on the duet.. ni zhui zhen gui... maybe i sld sing softer... i tink the fault lies wif me... i sing too strong... den doesnt make the song v loving... but i sing soft lik sing v lazily leh.. aiyo... how how how... aiyo.... ma fan.. tats not the way to sing a duet... machiam fighting when i sing too strong.. esp the part where we have to sing tog... i sld sing softer and gentler la.. hehehe.. anyone wanna listen den comment? hahaha...
will the bei feng chui guo de xia tian be better? hahaha cos i sang softer.. hahaha
if anyone wanna listen den tell me lo.... hahaha... i can send u... lolz... abit buay hiao bai hor.. hehe.. =P but wont let ur ears suffer de la... listen once can liao lo.. haha.. dun like den can stop oso de.. hahaha.. aiya.. y i so bo liao.. haha...
tmr is the Bollywood nite le... Shit man... feeling so sian... bollywood... y do we have to dress up in bollywood... so ma fan.. have to get indian clothes... i dun care ah.. im going to wear normal.. will be wearing steph's bangles... will tat be enough? hahaha....
going to slp liao le... hope my heart stop aching.... pls...

sweet dreams;
11:24 PM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

I Miss Him..... I Miss Him....

I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him..... I Miss Him.....

Miss Him Sooooooooo Much.....

Arghhhh..... When can i stop tinking of him.... He's been "torturing" me for almost 2 years.... 46 days to 2 yrs... haha... making me crazy... Remembering every details of wat we did... wat he had done... the things he had done for me are soooo sweet.... will get diabetes.. though there are bad times.... but i jus cant stop tinking of all the good times we had... anyway i dun remember bad things de la... hahahaha... except for tat time which he made me cry... haiz... tats the 1st time i cried over him... its den i noe i cant do without him.... he's in my mind, my heart almost every second....
Miss him sooo much... Haiz... He's evil... He made me addicted to him.... I dun love him... i jus miss him.. cos he's bad... Lolz.... Im crazy... He's bad bad bad....

~*~*~MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~*~*~

Its Christmas today... I dun celebrate christmas usually.... Jus went to dye and cut my hair today.... as usual, looked for Kentson la... Hahaha... My hair stylist... Hehehe.. He's good la... I like him.. haha.... Janet went to cut hair oso.... We went tog... lolz... planning to go K after doing our hair de.... but Kentson told us might not have room le... he ask us to join him and his fren cos they going K oso!! HAhaha... pai seh lah... nv join them oso....
Me and Janet went for early dinner at Pizza Hut.. hehehe... wah.. v full lo... we were discussing abt alot ppl's singing... Lolz... so fun... I wanna be a teacher.. Hahaha... i wanna be a judge oso..hahaha.... so interesting.. Hehehe.. Janet ah.. really noe how to tok.. hahaha... k la.. i noe i really not tat good... but she will always say until im v good at it de.... Lolz... like whenever i tok abt "him".... she will oso tink of stories to make me happy de.. hahha... k la.. i love her sooo much.. hehe..
We sang hall wor... Its her 1st time singing hall... hahhaa... she dun really dare de... but today holiday.. den sing room v ex wor.... bo hua mah.. hehe.. Recorded a few songs for her using my "Powerful" MP3 recorder!! Hahaha... recorded alot ppl's singing alady... haha.. not really alot la... jus mostly me and kaida's.. Lolz.. She complained tat her voice doesnt sound lik her voice when she sings... but i tink its almost there la... hahaha... her 1st time listening to her own singing.. HAhaha...
Wow... i recorded alot songs liao leh... from the 1st time i start recording until now... got 20+ le....
1) Gai bu Gai (by him... Super nice de.. no one can win him liao la... He's the champion in my heart!! Hehehe... Really nice la... not i bias lo.. Hahaha.. )
2) Nan ren bu gai rang nu ren liu lei (By Kai Da)
3) Ni Zhui Zhen Gui (By Kai Da and Mingyan)(2x)(Our all time favourite)
4) Ni Shi Wo Zhui shen Ai de Ren (By Kai Da)(2x)(To see whether there's improvement.. Haha)
5) Chu Ci Zhi Wai ( By Kai Da )
6) Tao Wang ( By Mingyan )
7) Wu Di Dong ( By Sihui )
8) Lan Se Yu ( By Mingyan )
9) Chuang Wai ( By Kai Da and Mingyan )
10) Mei you yan chou de ri zi (By Mingyan )(2x)
11) Ni Zou Le ( By Kai Da )
12) Duo De Ta ( By Sihui )
13) Chao Kuai Gan ( By Janet )
14) Jiang Nan ( By Kai Da )
15) Dong Jie (By Mingyan )
16) Bei Feng Chui Guo De Xia Tian ( By Kai Da and Mingyan )
17) Wo Yao Fei ( By Janet)
18) Ai Wo De Ren He Wo Ai De Ren (By Mingyan)
19) Zhu Wo Shen Ri Kuai Le ( By Mingyan )
20) Li Xiang Lan ( By Sihui )
21) Ai Ni Bu Shi Liang San Tian ( By Janet )
22) Ren Zhen De Nu Ren Zhui Mei Li ( By Mingyan )
23) Wo Hen Wo Ai Ni ( By Mingyan )
24) Ai Qing Kang Ti ( By Janet )
25) Bei Ai De Nu Ren ( By KAI DA!!!!)

Yes.. Kai Da sang "bei ai de bu ren"... hahaha.... i tink is nice leh... got his own wei dao.. hehe.. so many songs by me and oso kai da.... hahaha.... can do all into a CD liao.. hahaha.. k la... kinda bo liao.....
Yeah... tmr going out... to sentosa~~ Hahhaha.. long time nv go sentosa le...
Sentosa!! Here I Come~~
Hahaha....

sweet dreams;
12:47 AM

Monday, December 19, 2005

I Saw Him...!!!! Aaahhhh!!!!!!

I saw him last thurs.... Cuppage Party World... Hehehe... He was wif his gf lo... didnt managed to tok to him... was in a rush to toilet.. hahaha... urgent la.. and somemore his gf keep "diao"ing me... dunno wats wrong wif her.. everytime she see me.. she diao me.. haiz.. tat time at his audition oso.. den at Genting oso... den now.. i see her at the ktv... oso diao me.. dunno izzit her eye see ppl is lik tat one or wat lo... Can dun diao me anot... im not going to snatch ur bf away from u wat... although me and him had an affair... Lolz.. ya.. HAD.. Past Tense...
But im happy i saw him.... yuan lai we so you yuan de... hehehe.. my 2nd time really seeing him there... though there was quite a few times... me and him were at the same place... jus tat we didnt see each other...
I wanted to stop singing for one whole week de.... But whenever ppl ask me go sing.. i will be tempted... Cuppage Party World can be my 3rd home le... 1st is my actual home... 2nd is of cos office... 3rd will be party world le... hahaha... my life is dedicated to singing... but den tat day's singing is one of the worst!! wah... seems lik i've been singing very horribly recently if anyone read my previous blogs.. seldom sing up to standard liao.... haiz... i cant sing anymore... tats y i have to teach singing... Lolz... teach singing doesnt have to sing v nice one mah... hahaha..aiya.. the onli nice song i sang was "ni zhui zhen gui" lo... wif KaiDa... aiya.. y not the other da.. hehe... but kaida is a v good singer... wif v nice voice... jus tat .... he knows wat's wrong la.. haha.. have told him alot times le..But our "ni zhui zhen gui" is "mo tak deng" de wor!! hahaha... tats wat he said... he said other than the original singer and kelly and weilian, he cannot find other ppl who sing nicer than we do le... hahaha!!! not tat i wanna hao lian.. but i tink we really sing not bad wor.... but den... surly will have ppl sing better than us one la.. hehehe..
Tat day v not happy wif her.. jus felt tat she's taking me for granted.. haiz... dunno wat to say abt her la.... jus dun feel like going out wif her le... i always felt neglected.. and always kena scolded for nth... i v wei qu de leh... and always letting her scold.. u tink i like meh..
im always giving in... felt tat in every kind of relationship.. be it love, friendship, family.. im always trying my best to give in.. to satisfy everyone... its v hard one leh... can someone stand in my place and tink for me? esp those who are close to me... not tat we become closer liao den u can take me for granted..
wah... feel so sad.. tink abt few incidents which happened when i gave in too much... im always the one to get hurt in the end... y is it so hard to please everyone.... haiz... im alady trying my best le... dun push me to a limit.. i wont be able to take it de... =(
stupid khim... was wrapping the gifts.. den she came in to ka jiao.. den she say forgot to put a label... =.=" and guess wat i have to do... i have to unwrap ALL of those tat i have wrapped!!! WTF!! gotta do OT lo... sunday went back to office jus to wrap... wah lao..
went shopping wif mama on sat... hehe.. long time nv shop wif her... Mango Sale is On!!!! bought 2 tops and a shoe frm mango.. hehe.. shoe wor.. and its frm Mango!! my 1st ever shoe from mango.. hahhaa... oo.. bought one more top... abit vintage leh.. hehe.. nice and i like... lacy oso.. hehehe.. $60 for tat top.. wah.. abit ex leh.. :P and bought a skirt frm topshop as well.. $66..
hmm spent $200+ tat day.. or even more... went for dinner at PS de Cafe Cartel.. wif baowen, Helen, her bf and her frenz.... to celebrate her bdae... in advance.. hahaha.. i was inside the restaurant... i saw him walk pass outside!! wif his gf again.. haiz... but heng is his gf and not other gals.. wah.. but made my heart beat v fast... i saw him again... twice in the week... muz be a really heng week.. haiz.. really envy his gf...
aiya.. sian!! going back on a sunday to wrap gifts!! WTF.... sian... so sian.... sibei sian... waste my time... haiz.. i wanna claim off!! i dun care.. hmph!!
after work.. went ktv wif kaida... hahaha.. sang hall again.. haha... wanna show off our voice.. lolz.. training for him oso.. hehehe.. i quite like my tat day's standard.. haha... not too bad.. hehe.. but towards the end.. im really tired le.. voice oso v tired le lo... not much strength.. we sang frm 8:00pm to ard 1:45am bah... Lolz.. power ma? hehe..
wah.. reach home alady 2+ in the morning le wor... woke up at 5+ this morning... went to DXO to be extra... =.=" Eta so poor thing... they need extras for the 9 Lives shoot.. haiz.. wah. i 1st time go this kinda thing wor.. sian.. go there gotta wait... waited until almost 9am liao.. gotta go back office.. =.=" im sooo tired nw... buay tahan... had onli 2.5 hrs of slp last nite.. buay dong liao.. going to slp le.. i shall end here.. tats all... nitez all...

sweet dreams;
11:18 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Ah..!!! Gui Ah..!!!

Kaoz... My Singing really sucks!!! Its time i stop singing.... which is very very impossible.... Hahaha... Ask me dun sing = killing me... Love singing too much... I have another ambition... Hehehe... To be a singing teacher... Open a singing school... Hahahaha!!! M i dreaming too far??? Lolz...
My craving for liang cha is not satisfied yet... Im not satisfied!!! I wan liang cha... Lolz... but i wan those for cough de.. though i not coughing... Hehehe.. v nice leh... Hehehehe..
Cant rem whether i toked abt this anot.... but last week... did smth v dangerous... i went to the back to collect alot money!!! Wah... really alot... nv collected so much b4... its advance money for tat stupid China Fast Forward.... Gotta pass the RMB money to Leo.... cos he's going to china for the shoot... China is advanced enough to use credit card le wat... Y still need me take so much cash... aiyo... dangerous for such a cute and innocent gal like me leh... Lolz... Nxt time open an acocunt there la...aiyo...
wah... after collecting the money... i feel so insecure... den got one guy... walking behind me... He keep helloing to me... wah lao... i listening to my mp3... heck care.. den when i walked the escalator.... he was walking towards my direction and he winked at me!! Wah lao... i almost run away.... scary leh... scared he will rob me... Heng i got back to the office safe and sound... Hahaha...
Nth much to update for my past weekend.... went my usual place.... Lolz... den ah siao ah... tsk tsk tsk... force me to go clubbing.... at dbl O.. Haiz... really dun wanna go de leh... but she keep forcing me... den i go there oso sian... not in the mood to club leh... Youjun and Weizhong were there... Youjun v bad... keep saying i short.... =( 1st time see me so short... cos usually see me is at ktv mah... dun feel i so short until i stand beside him... =.=" win liao lo...
Im Not Short... Im Just Not Tall... Hmph!!!
Sunday went shopping wif aunty... Lolz... went her hse for dinner 1st b4 we start our journey... Hehehe... She wanted to get a Christmas Present... I wanna buy mousse for my hair... ma fan hair always need mousse.... spent 30+ at Watson's... Lolz... went to Taka... begin our Bra shopping... Lolz...
I simply love BSC bra!!! They are so nice.... Love the designs... Cuttings... Lolz... Sexy... sweet... Girly.. Lacy... blah blah blah... Its jus beautiful!! and... its always wif no padding!!! Hahaha... I dun like paddings!!! and i dun need them!! Lolz...
I bought 2 sets... hehehehe... one black one purple de... so nice~~ Hehehe... happy happy.. but i spend so much.... 100+ lolz... happy can liao lo... hehehe..
Ytd Monday.... went for lunch wif Ernest.. cos i went to Tanjong Pagar to collect Galen's indian outfit for our Bollywood Christmas Nite.... =.=" so kiasu... tsk tsk tsk... den at nite went to ah min grandma de funeral.. finally leave le.... she wont have to suffer anymore.... which may be better bah... but its v sad to have a close one to leave... felt quite sad... i hate to see funerals.... everytime i walk pass one... i feel v sad... haiz... but everyone will have to leave one day de... depend whether your time is up anot... haiz...
Wah... This morning ah... saw a GHOST on the train... Kaoz!!! Its an UNCLETY(uncle den disguise as aunty = unclety)!!!! Kaoz.... really v scary leh... its not jus disgusting... its scary... really scare me sia... "It" board the train at dobby ghaut... den got off at lavender... which is the same stop as me... wah lao.. "It's" really v horrible!! It had v thick make up on... den machiam those Jap de "109 la mei" but tat one is not la mei... hair "setto" so kua zhang!! "Her" black lacy top, almost transparent, short to reveal "her" stomach.. looks so ugly on "her"... and with the "help" of "her" v tight skirt... (heng not mini skirt) "push up" "her" big and saggy stomach.... wah lao... oh no... Such a terrible sight for ppl... i admit i almost vommitted.... Hiaz... now tink abt it oso scared ah... aiyo.... Nightmare!!!! Oh no.....
9 Lives looking for extras.... Hehehe... I asked alot ppl la.... asked him as well... hehehe... den he call me straight away le... Hehehe.. its not abt being extra for 9 Lives, he jus sounded v happy.. im sooooo happy... Hehehe.... so long nv receive call from him le... Hehehe... didnt expect him to call me de... jus hope he reply my sms abt the extra thingy... Hehhee.... Maybe he misses me.. I miss him too.... Alot... hehehe... feel like seeing him... doing nth.... jus be beside him... looking at him... hehehe.... Can I?? Can I??? Hehehe...
Im a Happy Little Gal~~~
Yeah!!

sweet dreams;
10:22 PM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

1st experience singing hall... haha

Lolz.. Tat day went KTV wif Kaida... Hee.. wanted to sing hall but stupid us went there at 7+ den they dun let us sing.... went down to have a drink 1st... hahaha... 8pm den start... ok.. its the 1st time we singing hall!! Lolz.. cos everytime come wif ah siao, she wont wanna sing hall de.. This time is jus me and kaida.. decided to try but went in too early.. Lolz.. Shit..
by the time we went up there again, there's alady another couple sitting in the hall singing le... Hahaha.. they muz have hated us cos we went to snatch the time frm them.. Lolz.. Their singing not bad wor... i so stress... den he ask me to sing 1st... Lolz.. My opening is Gao hui Jun - Ren Zhen De Nu Ren Zhui Mei Li.. Hahaha... ok i noe this song is quite old.. i recently like to sing this song. Nv sing this b4 last time.. but kaida and ah siao got say i sing not bad... tats y my opening is this song... Lolz... not much ppl hear me sing this song la..
Original singer - Gao Hui jun... Her voice is strong and thick... not like mine.. Haiz.. She can reach v high notes... v stable oso... but i cant... haiz.. anyway she's jus better than i m la.. Hahaha..
Recorded some of the songs that we sang... Used my mp3 player to record.. definitely clearer than using my phone to record.. hahaha...

Songs I recorded :
(1) Ni zhui zhen gui - the duet we are best at!! Lolz...
(2) Nan ren bu gai rang nu ren liu lei - the song which i tink he sang nice...
(3) Chu chi zhi wai - this is nicer than the previous one... Hahaha..
(4) Lan se yu - the song tat he always wan me to sing.. hahaha.. He say nice leh... =.=" Hmm.. dunno..
(5) Chuang Wai - Lolz... i spoil this version... hahaha.. the front verse.. haiz.. cant hear my own key la.. sorry..
(6) Ni shi wo zhui shen ai de ren - the song that he like... hahaha..

Ok.. tats all i recorded.. Haha... listening to it... wah... suddenly feel tat my singing sucks... Its not as good as b4 liao.. haha though last time oso not v good.... normal... not my standard..
Benny came over quite late... ard 11+.. haha den we sang until ard 2am... POWER!! Benny is another v good singer.. I like him singing Jacky Cheung's songs... His voice is good la!!
K... Main purpose of singing in hall tat day is to train kaida's courage.. hahaha.. Kai Da!! Jia You!! hahaha...
Tink Ernest will be one of the judge for this competition... Wah... come hao lian to me... he say he is "Somebody" wor... as in big shot la.. haha... ok lo.. good lo.. U r still Ernest wat.. haha.. Muz be fair okie... cannot becos he's my fren den fail him la... hahaha... i nv take part.. so u cant pass me.. too bad la.. hahaha.. i too shy le.. hehe.. and i see his face i will laugh... hahaha.. he ask me laugh finish liao den sing.. wah.. lik tat dunno when i can stop leh.. sure fail de lo.. haha =P ok la... all these joking de la... i noe u will be a fair judge.. jia you ah.. i noe alot ppl audition so u will be busy.. take care den...
sorry to trouble Ernest oso... cos Kaida wanted me to let Ernest listen to his song.. Is this consider unfair? anyway its jus comments mah hor.. haha.. last time he oso commented on my singing mah... jus a passing remark nia wor... Hahaha.. i oso always give comments on ppl singing de mah.. hehehe.. =P but i wan ppl comment on my singing la.... i need more comments to improve.. hahaha
now i tink i got another interest.. haha... to hear ppl sing den give comment... im so good... lik tat den they can improve mah... haha.. though my comments are not professional, but at least i tell them wat i noe.. haha.. frm an ordinary listener point of view.. haha.. if u wan comments den i will give la.. haha..
Back to work the next day... wah seh.. super sian... last min ask me make flight arrangment.. always lik tat one leh.. hiaz.... y is khim not flying.... hope she flies la... went back to office den see so many emails.... regarding smoking breaks.. si bei bo liao.... dunno whose decision.. lola send out the email to cut down ppl's smoking breaks... this is not sch liao leh... they got the freedom to do so one mah.. jus like going toilet... when u feel like going to the toilet, u will have to go de mah... same for the smokers.... and they had a meeting to discuss abt this... haiz.. nth better to do...
Went home straight after work.. haiz.. no one ask me out... how come.. sian... nvm la.. go home save money.. haha
today's work is as usual... jus now he chatted wif me... Hehehe.. so happy... seems like a v long time since we chatted lik tat... he saw me at Genting.. i told him i saw his gf.. in the lift... wif a kid... its his nephew...
Haha.. i si bei bo liao... i told him i now learning to hear ppl's singing.. he laugh at me.. i ask him whether he wanted to be a singer izzit... cos he take part so many competitions.. he told me is jus for the interest, money and experience!! hahaha.. tats wat i like abt him.. he's so honest!! Hahaha.. Money!! Hahaha...
den he asked me "You upgrade liao?", "not ordinary singer?", " wat singer r u?" hahaha... cos my msn message i put "I upgrade liao... not an ordinary singer le.. hahaha" told him i m singer cum trainer.. Lolz... training my fren..
he say my fren is stupid to get me as a teacher.. Lolz... den i told him i got standard one lo.. haha.. he ask me take part in competitions!! Lolz.. but my principle is not to take part in competitions.. hahaha... trying to hao lian to me... say my standard is still far frm his... he got 5 yrs exp le... haha. so wat.. bleahz.. Good luck to me he said.. hehehe... =P
Im so happy he tok normal things wif me... Hehehe..
Btw ah siao is back frm Thailand le!!! hahaha i miss her.... Lolz...

sweet dreams;
10:46 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005

Genting

2 weeks nv update le.... forgotten wat i have done in the 1st week le.. Hahaha...
jus rem tat i went to ktv last thurs... wif Kaida, Janet and ah niu... hahaha.. ah niu jus came back frm australia... hehe.. so good hor.. so envy him.. hahaha.. =P

haha.. kaida got an sms frm the talentquest organiser to ask him to go to register for this competition... TalentQuest 2006.. Hahaha... he show us the msg... haha.. see his face so excited.. and look nervous oso... Lolz.. oo.. His audition is on the 27th Dec.. Hahaha.. Let's go support him at PartyWorld(Shenton)!!! Jia you!! hahaha... ok la... i will train him de... been going K wif him recently.. not bad la.. (although lose "him"... Hahaha.. kidding la) hopefully he can pass the audition lo.. Lolz... but i not professional trainer.. Go train ur qi ok, Tuck.. Haha..

wah... we went until v late den go home wor... cos went for supper.. Lolz... 2+ den go home.. tired tired... gotta wake up v early in the morning wor... which is onli few hrs later... cos im going Genting le... the bus is at 7am. gotta gather outside newton mrt at 630am.. wah.. so early.. i work oso no need wake up so early de.. Lolz.. but for him... i can do anything de... Haha.... i noe im crazy..

went wif Liyan... so kind of her to acc me go cos ah siao lo... she cant make it. haiz.. wah... the journey damn long ah... i so long nv go to Genting le.. now go there again... like still the same la... nth much lo... lolz.. we 1st day went to walk ard.. haha.. had Kenny Rogers for dinner... =.=" Lolz.. nth to do leh... we went to watch movie... Hahaha.. harry Potter... wah... RM17 nia... still got drink, popcorn and a snake.. Lolz.. consider quite cheap la... compared to watching it in SG... Hahaha..

the next day is the big day..... His competition tat nite.. 3rd Dec.. i so excited cos can get to see him at nite le.. Hehehe... me and yan woke up late.. didnt managed to wake up in time for the free bkf.. Lolz.. we went to eat dim sum... wah... tats the most horrible dim sum i ever eaten... ok lo... is cheap... but den the quality no need tat bad bah... Horrible!! Yucks.. heng onli RM18 nia.. hahaha..
Went to the outdoor theme park... wah... so cold... and so foggy.. hahaa cannot see anything far leh... aiyo... lolz.. we ride the flying elephant.. the cup and the merry go round.. lolz... kiddish rite... Lolz.. aiya... jus as we were abt to go to the merry go round... i saw a familiar back... haiz.. he wif his gf... they sitting down on a bench... wif another person... i didnt notice who is it. is a female... haiz...
i scared he will see me... i ran away... haiz... now tink abt it... y did i wan to run... if he see den see lo... he knows im in Genting mah.. Haiz... so suay... met his gf in the lift... WTF!! diao me.. i nv do anything lo... is ur bf come find me in the 1st place de hor... so shitty... and i oso not intending to snatch ur bf away frm u wat... dun give me tat face!! dunno izzit her way of looking at ppl or wat... btw.. she doesnt noe me at all.. dunno me still can diao me... power lo.... 2nd time diao me le.. WTF..
dun care la... had the worst meals tat day... lunch was horrible as well... i see the bowl of noodle... so oily... den i dun dare eat le.. haiz... the best was the dinner liao.. though not really as good as those in SG hotels de... haha.. nvm la... get to see his performance.. wah... v grand leh... 1000 over ppl i tink got abt 140 tables lo... haha... i oso wan a mini concert like this.. haha..
the opening was a dance by the 12 individuals and 5 groups... hahaha... i onli see him.. Lolz.. his dancing cannot make it la... so cute.. haha.. see liao wanna hug him... lolz.. too cute le.. :P
the group started 1st.... 5 grps in total... got 2 grps sang the duet tat me and tuck always sing de... ni zhui zhen gui and ai he cheng nuo. hahahaha... Tuck, i tink we win them le... hahaha... no wonder they nv win... the winner is 2 brothers. wah.. they really v power la... they voice damn good de.. they sang dong li huo che de song... really v nice... hahahaha...
after the grp, follow by the solo... he is no7. haha... there were 7 gals and 5 guys.. among the guys.. i tink he is the best le... he sang Gai bu gai... lolz.. i got record down.. Hehehe.. got one more guy oso not bad... he sang hen xiang ni.. haha.. ok... the thing is.. he nv win.. ya.. i didnt expect him to win... though he really v good... but there are still better ones out there de.. the top 3 are all females... i lose le.. haha.. they good la..
i miss him.... feel like going up to him and give him a hug... but i cant... shit.. im jus like a mistress.. cannot let other ppl noe... haiz..
he got consolation prize la... better than nth... at least he is the top 12... among so many ppl who took part in this competition. im still v proud of him....
he this time sing i feel tat its better than the other audition leh... this time got alot feeling.... but even Ernest say his cry voice too much... ya i oso agree... but i tink his voice v stable leh... v thick oso... nice... lolz... mic frenly... a new term i heard of... hehe..
Hahaha... kk... i gtg bath liao... going KTV wif the future SuperStar... Lolz... Tay Kai Tuck...
tata... will update again... Tata..

sweet dreams;
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