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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Cold today.... Oooo...

Its v cold today... my room onli 26 degree celcius onli..
Haiz... have been trying to find ppl who can go genting wif me... alady book liao den ah siao say she cant make it.. haiz... so disappointed leh... dun wan to go alone oso wat.. i dun dare leh.. wah lao.. still tot i'll be able to go see his performance.. nw gone le.. Haiz... wan to sell the tickets nw....

Lelong lelong~~~ Who wanna go genting??
$148 per ticket.. (I have 2 Tix)
2 - 4 Dec 2005

Jus saw his new pic in frenster... Wah... Machiam really like singer lik tat sia... Posing wif a "White Gold" CD.... Hahaha...
Sunday i went Ktv again... Lolz... wif Janet, Kaida and Weide.... Lolz... Weide + Kaida = Nice Singer... Lolz.. Wah... tat day my pitch v high leh... dunno y oso... tried to lower my key... but cannot leh... Tsk tsk tsk... i not professional de... so lousy... Haiz.. But den hor... although v high pitch... std still there wor... Hahaha... can reach all the high high notes... den zhuan ying oso quite smooth la.... but den i still prefer me singing my normal pitch... Hehehe...
Ooo... There's a TalentQuest '06... Showed Kaida.... Lolz... he wan to be Superstar liao.. Love singing so much... Lolz.. i tink he love singing more than i do ah... he wan to make it his profession... aiyo... not tat i dun wan to go learn la.... Juz tat.. i scared if i go learn liao... den i wont like singing again le... Dun wan better la... Lolz...
Hahaha... Feel like going into a recording studio to record my own song.... Haiz... dun dare... so timid de... Jus surf the Discovery Studio webby.... ya... can go for recording there... but one song $38.... =.=" so ex... Lolz.. This is onli trial recording... siao bo... Can onli tink la.... so ex... wait nxt time i got chance to go for recording den go until dun wan to go ah... Lolz...
K.. im tired alady... going to slp liao... Hahaha... nite nite...


sweet dreams;
10:59 PM



Thursday, November 17, 2005

Happy Happy.... I met him... But pain pain.. hehe..

Ouch.... Painful day.... I cant laugh... cant cough... cant even walk... so pain.... =( PaIn.......... PaIn.... PaIn........
But today is an enjoyable day... Lolz... Didnt go work today... ah siao lo.. tempt me.. Hehehe...But good la... nv go work... can enjoy enjoy... Hee... told lola i having fever and i going to take MC.. but actually is bluff de la.. hahaha.... die le.. .tmr no mc to show her leh... "si liao la..." Lolz... Her kou tou chan... Hehehee...
Was tokking to ah siao on the phone.... den he msn msg me... Hahaha... so happy.. hehe... my msn de msg put "wont be so suay de la..." he asked me wat so suay... dun dare to tell him the truth... i lie to him... Haiz... so guilty.. Actually tat day me tat day met aust... den smth happen lo.. Haiz.. jus hope wont be so suay lo... tats y i put tat.... but of coz i dare not tell him la... Haiz... bo bian have to lie to him de... Sorry...
Hee... He said he miss smth frm me.. he wanted to come over.. but same as usual... nv come.... Haiz... disappointed lo... who can take his place in my heart?? pls come faster... lolz.... but im still v happy tat he called... hahaha... so long nv hear his voice liao... ppl going to be an idol liao wor... hahaha.. listen to his voice oso not bad la... Hehehe... i v easily satisfied de.... Hehehe...
Alex came over leh... hahaha... he 1st time come in... last time always outside nia... lolz.. now finally come in le... hw? my hse really v messy bah... hahaha... power hor? Hehehe... come my hse nv buy lunch for me... =( so hungry... aiyo... hahaha.. i showed him jonathan.... my bf.... Hehehe... he say he nv see b4 mah... den show him lo... haiz... he and i did smth le.... v mild onli de la... Haiz... sorry...
Was preparing to go out liao le... Hehehe.. he msg me... say he coming over le... in the cab liao... Hehee... asked alex to leave... pai seh ah.. Hehe... waited for him to come over lo... hehehe.. wah... he so cute.. Hehe... i miss him soooooo much... hahaha... he really v li hai leh... let him listen to a fren de song.... ya.. my fren wrote de la.... let him listen.. he really v li hai leh.. hehe... listen one time den noe how it goes liao... Hehehe... admire him leh... hehe... heard him humming some of the songs... so nice.. haha... my idol~~ haha... we tok awhile... hehe... not so distant as tat time i saw him at the ktv tat time... hehe... normal lo...
he wanted to see Jonathan oso... so i showed him... we used it le.... wah... super scary... and painful.... tats y until now... haiz.. he v man leh... plus abit of cuteness in him.. and the gentleness in his eyes.... haiz.. i tink im mesmerize by him.... lolz... tat i can do almost anything for him... but muz be to my advantage la... hahaha.. he was here quite some time.... Hehee... so happy... happy although pain... Hahaha...
soon after he left i oso go out le... wah... went ktv.... they were there alady... waiting for me... hehe.... i sang v few songs onli... but nvm la... i today happy... hehehe.... dun wanna sing oso... suddenly cough.. dunno y oso... but today standard not too bad.. hehe maybe is becos few songs onli... but the last song... Zhen Shi... haiz... buang la.... too high.. haha.. den i keep coughing oso.. muz master it... hehehe...
aiya... went for driving lesson straight after ktv.... wanted to try sell de... but nobody buy frm me... bo bian have to go lo... haiz...
jus come back.... pain, tired and hungry.... haven eat anything today... haha... jus drank half a glass of milk.... tink i going to slp le bah....
hehehe... nite nite.... today is a happy day.. Lolz...


sweet dreams;
11:37 PM



Saturday, November 12, 2005

Who wants to work at TMVC????

Today Lola tok to me abt my work... my job in TMVC.... They jus had a management meeting.. She told me.... they intend to look for another admin... den wanna move me to a wat facilities coordinator... Have to arrange the avid schedule la.... book crew la... help sausage lipped boss update the webby la... blah blah blah.... cant rem wat else now...
Dunno whether good anot leh... Haiz... To leave or to stay now? If i leave, i will miss all the rest of the people... the PAs... they are good ppl leh... Dunno how much i will be getting also..

Trying to look for another admin~~ Who wans to work at TMVC~~??? lelong lelong~~ Lolz....

Took half day leave on tuesday.... went to SSDC to convert my license to auto de... Papa ask me to do so de leh... though alot ppl ask me not to do so... almost all say manual de better.. but he ask me convert leh... den i listen lo... Also i got my PDL le... alot ppl ask me wats tat... Lolz... Provisional Driving License.. Hehehe.... Went back to NYP to meet Yeehui for lunch wor... hahaha... so long nv go back liao.... so far... Lolz...
Met Alex after sch.... abit bo liao... Hahaha.... walk all the way to his hse.... den walk back to mine... Lolz... v fun hor... tat day Justin was v fierce to me... =( so fierce for wat sia... i onli nv ans his call nia mah.... den he so angry... haiz... I not ur gf leh.. sai la... den at nite so sweet again... maybe its becos of my voice... i was slpy.. he tot i was doing smth.... =.=""" lik tat den swt to me.. haiz..
Had my 1st auto driving lesson on Wed... Hahaha... not much difference la... jus tat no clutch.. no need keep changing gear lo... but tat instructor v serious lik tat one leh... not so good... not too bad la....
Went KTV wif ah siao on Thurs... Jus the 2 of us... Hehehe... Standard not too bad leh... But no audience!! Haiz.. y always lik tat one ah... Sing good den no audience.... but Don got come in the later part.... Hahaha.. He so angry.. keep complaining to us... Lolz..
Went for dinner at NYDC wif Limin and Dion (Company intern).. Haha... It was Min's bdae on Mon... but no time to meet up until today...
Lolz... i stopped writing and today is alady sunday time 2231 liao... continuing today... Hehehe...
Ytd went to book the Genting tix... Im really going there... to support him... Didnt noe i will really be so crazy over him... Ya.. i used to dislike him... haiz.. Idiot.. will be going wif ah siao onli... jus the 2 of us... hahaha... hope will be fun... Hahaha.. so happy... Hehehe... after tat go Ktv wif Kaida and Benny... Lolz... Standard de lo... no where to go den go ktv de... Hahaha...
My singing really getting from bad to worse liao... Losing my confident le.. How?? so sad... Wanted to leave earlier go home de... cos Papa Mama going overseas le... wanna see them b4 they leave.. Den they all psycho me to stay... Aiyo.. Hahaha.. den i stay lo... after the singing session went for dinner lo... Tuck and benny eat onli... haha.. we bought movie tix... The Exorcism of Emily Rose... Haiz... Didnt wan to watch.. cos i scared... Ahh.. The show start at 230am... Still got so long... Went back to cuppage to play pool.. Hahaha.. Me and ah siao really dunno hw to play lo.. hahaha... we one game dunno play how long ah... Lolz... we cant get the balls in.. Hahaha.. v funny cos kaida keep moving the balls so tat we can hit it in.. but we still cant.. hahaha.. lousy la.. haha.. play liao den go back to catch the movie lo...
Wah... i really dunno hw to appreciate the show... maybe i too tired liao.... some parts are quite slow and boring... some are so scary... Lolz... kinda stupid cos i got frightened by birds flying.. =.="kena laughed by Tuck.. haha.. wah.. watch until 4+ den 5+ reach home lo... Tsk tsk tsk.. damn tired le... got home den see papa mama preparing to go out le... :P miss them now le...
so tired.... another Ktv session today.. Lolz... 1st time sing wif Dion and OLC... company de interns lai de.. hahaha.. olc v ke lian cos kena kicked and beaten by dion alot times.. hahaha.. they so funny de... kaida came today as well... wah... he really wan to train his singing wor... Good!! hehee... can become superstar liao.. haha.. after dinner wif him at far east we go home liao... super tired sia.. Lolz...
ya... i tink i going to slp liao... tmr driving again....


sweet dreams;
12:45 AM



Sunday, November 06, 2005

1st Appearance in Blog... Hahaha...

Jus did my resume again.... Have to add de mah... Cos worked at TMVC for 5 mths le... its my full time job leh.... Jun 2005 to Current.... Tsk tsk tsk... 5 mths...

Added a new photo.... Lolz.... K la... I nv take those passport photo... Always look v old when i take tat kinda pic... Put this pic in my resume... Hahaha... I noe its not suitable... But at least show my face rite?
Lolz... Wait till i go and take a nice photo... Den i put la... But tat kinda pic always look v ku ku de leh... Hahaha...

This pic is taken at Forum de Mac.... Wow... My memory IS GOOD!!! Hahaha.... B4 going to Devils Bar de... Hahaha.... I tink is wif XiaoJun, Ning & Zhiwen... Lolz... but go in wif Jun and Ning lo.... Dunno who else inside.... Lolz... I go Devils so many times i nv pay entry b4 leh... Lolz... Always got ppl bring me in de.. Hehehe.. Arigatou..
Long time nv go Devils le.. but dun really like there la.. The age group v old leh... Hahaha... I 1st time go there is go wif Alex and his frenz de... Lolz... Try try mah.. Hahaha.. Heng no need pay.... If need to pay i tink i will choose somewhere else to club bah... hahaha...
Wow... I was at home the whole of ytd... Surprising neh... Heheh... Im at home today as well... Seldom hear me NOT complaining staying at home de... Hahaha... I shall be nice and not complain spending the whole of my weekend at home bah... Hehe... Maybe tonite meeting Alex... He's slping now... Hehe...
Papa ask me to change my driving lessons to Auto de... i now learning Manual de... Haiz... have to pay additional $40 to change leh.... Planning to take off on Tuesday... to get my PDL.. Dunno whether Lola allow anot... Dunno wat i sld tell her... Do i have to take leave on the 2nd Dec as well? I may not even be working there anymore.... Wats the point... See how bah... Try to take tuesday leave liao den say lo... If can take leave on tues, i wanna go SSDC change frm manual driving to auto de lo... and oso get my PDL, and if possible, book one lesson on the same day lo... Hahaha.... Who wanna go KTV oso?? Lolz...
I sld save money le.... since im going to quit soon... i tink i will become v broke.... Haven found a job yet... Jus start sending my resume out onli... Hehehe... Wanna apply for NIE oso difficult.. dun have much working experience... I onli can put those job experience which i worked for at least 6 mths.... Haiz... so ma fan de.. Hahaha... I wanna be a Baby sitter... Lolz.. now dun have ppl yang wo liao.... Have to earn money myself le... Hahaha...
This mth haven spend alot on shopping... feel like going to straighten my hair.... Curls are good lo... But troublesome leh.... Everymorning have to do my hair... Thou i do v fast onli.. Lolz.. Less than 5 min!! Pro bah... Hahaha... But still v ma fan la.. den have to buy moosse... Ex neh.... No money le.... Can save de muz save mah.... Straight hair no need put so much things... Lolz... Easier to maintain oso... Hahaha... and i can comb!! Hahaha.. Now cannot even comb.... Tsk tsk tsk...

See me in Straight Hair!!

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Straight better? or Curls?? Hahaha...
The last time i saw him.. he said curls are better leh.... Dunno if he really mean it anot... hahaha... Nvm la... I decided to straighted my hair alady.... But not now la... Hahaha... Soon bah...
Tmr gotta work again le.... Sian... tmr have to submit my leave form le.... >.<"
I worked on a Sat... Whole Day!! Which i cannot claim.... Y lik tat!!! Sat cannot claim de sia... Shit u!! I dun like...
tink i going to bath now le.... Hehehe.... If no one is going den i shall not go le..... more ppl go den good mah.... Not necessary have to go see him la... But if really wanna go... den go during tat period lo... At least can see him... got smth to do wat.... Hahaha....
K la... Really go liao... Tata....
My 1st appearance in Blog~~ Lolz...


sweet dreams;
4:18 PM



Thursday, November 03, 2005

Im a Crazy Fan... Lolz


Tutu say my Blog so boring de... nv put pic... Lolz... cos always use the other comp.. den cannot put leh... Hahaha... lai.. show u guys smth... hahaha...
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My Personal Mic..... Lolz....

Nice ma?? Hahaha.... Wish i have a personal mic la... this one taken frm Party World de... Lolz.. i tink is Civic Centre there de Party World... Used to go there every week.... Few times a week... My highest record onli 4 times in one week... Haven broke that record yet.. Hahaha.... Recently nv go wlds sing oso le.... Ppl there all change liao... Cute guy no longer there... the nice nice Manager oso not there le...
Now always go Cuppage liao.. Hahaha... There better... Service better... And got chance to see my Idol as he's always there... We are so near and yet so far.... Onli bumped into him once... Though i noe we got go there at the same time quite a lot of times le... But jus not fated to meet bah... Forget it.... We are drifting further and further apart liao... Ppl going to become a star soon le.... He is so near to it liao... Even if he doesnt gets the champion, he and i will still be v far apart.... But still, i wish he can win la... He's alady the champion in my heart liao... Though i haven heard the other contestants sing... Lolz... He's my Superstar!! My Idol!! Hahaha.... Im going back to those days where i always v crazy over my idol de... Lolz... He was on The NewPaper!!! Yeah!! Yeah!!
Hahaha... Ytd jus told Janet and Xiaojun, if he really become a star liao.. I wont forget abt them de... Lolz... den they say me... he become star is none of my business... Hahaha... Ya la... True la... But still v excited de mah... Me and my Idol were once tog.... So close... Hahaha... Makes me excited jus by tinking of it... Hahaha... He's gonna be so busy wif all the training now.. Feel like going to support him at the Grand Finals... Hahaha... Still tinking... dunno who wanna go wif me leh... Hahaha.... Who wanna go??? Lai Bao Ming.... Hehehe...
Ytd went to Zouk.... Wah Lao.... So many ppl lo.... Many Kids... Hahaha... 1st time queue until so behind lo.... Almost reaching the bridge liao lo.... i 9+ reach alady lo... den alady so many ppl... Tsk tsk tsk... Queue v long time lo... More than 1 hr le... Wah... Cut Benny's Q... Lolz... But the Q is not moving at all!!! OMG.... In the end its Full House!!!! Wah.... Win liao lo... So many frenz alady inside liao... Haiz... Decided to give up in the end... Change of plans... KTV~~ Lolz... Expected de rite?? Hahaha... Told Ah Siao and Ning tat i going KTV... If they wan den can come join us lo... Hahaha... Met Lee Sheng Jie outside Grand Copthorne... Hahaha.. Den wif him, Janet and Jun, we headed Cuppage lo... to meet his fren there... Lolz... Sing 12am to 4am... Wah... Yuan lai my face got use de.... Lolz... We didnt have the VIP card... The Mgr there saw me... He tell me nvm... he can give us the discount... wah.... Good rite... Hahaha...
Ytd my standard is really HORRIBLE lo~~ Cannot make it.... Late liao my voice oso slping liao... Haiz... The moment i open my mouth and let my voice out... i noe cannot make it liao... The voice come out frm throat de lo... Haiz... Lose all my powers... Hahaha... Sad... Depressed....
Aust coming back soon le.... Wanna meet me for fun.... Lolz... So fun meh? Quite long nv meet him oso le... I so guai for quite long oso le... Hahaha.... Break record le bah... But actually i oso v guai de mah.... Lolz... Im a good gal.. since born... Hahaha... Look at my face!! Hahaha... So cute... so guai.. Rite?? Hehehe...
Yeah!! Im a Good Gal.... Good gal today come home v early.....
Good gal wanna start newspaper cutting liao... Lolz... He was on it... I wanna become thouse Crazy Fans!!! Hahaha.... Start collecting his newspaper cuttings.... Den nxt time collect alot... Lolz.... Crazy fan oso wanna go his hse wait for him... Hahaha... Kidding de la... Lolz... Wait he tink i siao de... Hahaha..




sweet dreams;
12:46 PM



Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Happy Bdae Janet..

Went for Janet's bdae ytd... at Yishun Emerald.... She told us Yishun Sapphire... =.=" 2 different places lo... she v power de lo... nv even bother to tell ppl she say wrong.... tsk tsk tsk... is until i call Jingpei den i noe is the wrong place lo.... Blur queen.... blurer than me.. Champion liao lo... Hahaha.. Bluff her in the afternoon saying i not going to her bdae party le... cos its ah siao de actual bdae... Hahaha... she so angry... i abit pai seh de.. but i still carry on bluffing her... Hahaha.... Felt bad... but fun... haha..
Wow... bought alot things for her.... a Mango top - sweet... a Jacket frm Forever21 - sporty... a bag - casual + abit of class... Lolz... and oso earrings.... Bought her a bouquet of flowers oso... Hehehe... nice and swt... Looks pretty ah.. Hehehe.. Saw a few ex classmates whom i haven seen for a v long time... Siok Ching, ShaoKai, Irene, Shihan, blah blah blah... Siok Ching into Prudential now... Lolz... haha... told her i will go to her 1st if i wanna buy insurance... hahaha...
This morning suddenly tot thru le... Its time i leave TMVC liao... Y m i staying there picking up ppl's shit? helping Lola to do things that she sld do.... WTF!! cannot jus pass everything to me like that one lo... have to at least tell me in advance or wat de mah... ppl pass work oso muz pass properly de mah... Sai... Been there 5 mths liao... This is the longest job i have stayed. 5 mths.... Contract says probation 3 mths... now im still not confirmed yet... Have tok to Lola liao lo.... 1st time say she forgot and i nv remind her... say she will write me a confirmation letter straight away... den until now where is it?? =.=" ok lo.... 1 mth pass liao... i forget it... i asked her again recently... she jus say.. oh khim busy lately.. haven had a chance to tok to her regarding this... WTF!! this is v unfair to me lo.... she busy now den y tat time dun tok to her...
Ya.. i sld jus find a new job liao.... Im giving them one more mth.... still waiting... giving them another chance... if not i shall jus leave and find another job... no point wasting my time there if they wanna treat me this way... Haiz... sian over this....
Saw him online today... i made the 1st move... i msged him a halo... Hee... he replied hi... Hahaha... i asked whether he's working anot... Today is his last day of work... He's leaving becos the mgmt is fucked up... Lolz... Tats exactly wat he said de...told me he's gonna be busy this mth... He got into the Party World Singing Competition de FINALS!!!!! have to prep for it... Hahaha... im so proud of him!!! Tats my boy!!! Lalala~~ im v happy for him....Hahaha... become happy for the rest of the day liao... He so li hai... aiyo.... Jia You!!!
Went KTV again today... Lolz.... today didnt sing much... today's std is normal... tink the best song tat i sang today is ni zhui zhen gui le.... wif Kaida.. Lolz...waiter keep coming in and out... cos we v ma fan.. Lolz... den i heard a v familiar voice... singing a familiar song... shouted the name... but ah siao say no la... is Jacky Cheung singing.... its really v familiar lo... Lolz... went toilet... i wanna pee.. Lolz... den ah siao say.. eh really familiar leh... den she go out see... ITS HIM!!!! wah lao... i so nervous... wah... tat song... his voice... i can recognise lo.... Hahahaha.. so happy... went outside de toilet... I saw him... He wif one of his guy fren... Singing hall sia.. He saw me... Waved to me... Hahhaaha... i became a Happy Little Gal~~~
When me and ah siao came back frm outside de toilet... ah siao asked me to go tok to him since he's alone... i so scared... v nervous... Lolz... Useless la... but in the end i oso go... hahaha... I finally see him le!! and tok to him face to face!! Lolz... felt so weak... y did i ask such bo liao qns... jus chatted wif him in the afternoon and i still ask him how is he... aiyo... Glad to see he's good... but he's sick... aiyo... i nv asked him to take care... mind too blank to tink of anything liao... He's learning music now... wah... tats good...
Lolz... i went out a few times.... kay kay go toilet again... Lolz.. saw him looking at the computer screen dian ge... Hehee.. when i came back.. he's tokking to his fren... Hehehe... Kaida say i become another person when i see him... Lolz... u dun understand de la.. hahaha... one more time is i bring Don out.. Lolz.. but we go toilet la.. HAhaha... purposely walk outside... Hehehe.. He's taking pic.. Hahaha... aiya... ppl's going to be a star liao le... hehe... good luck to him bah... i dun wish for anything nw... though i really become v siao when i see him... but i alady noe le.. he dun belong to me.. and he nv will belong to me de... so i will control de.... jus treat it as fans liking idol lik tat lo... yeah.. He is my SuperStar!!! Hahaha...
Happy Little Gal going to slp liao le.... Hehehee...Sweet dreams to myself and him... and whoever reads this... Hahaha... Cos im happy....
Nitey ^_^


sweet dreams;
1:18 AM