Wednesday, September 28, 2005
I wanna have blue black... lolz
I wan to have Blue Black!!!!! I WAN!!!! I WAN!!! I WAN!!!!
so envy u, Rachael~~~
Hahaha...
ur blue black is nice and big.... Hehehe...
sweet dreams;
11:03 PM
1st meeting wif Ernest... Ooo...
Wah... tat day write one v long de... click publish... den dunno go where... WTF!!!
Hahaha... nvm la... i v good de... oso forgot wat i wrote liao... onli rem tat he called me tat day... Hehehe and he sounded real sweet de... melting me liao... so long nv hear his voice... still sound as good as b4.. Hahaha... so long nv hear him sing oso... miss it... Hehehe... but my phone inside got his recordings... Hehehe... so nice... once in a while take out listen.. hahaha... 2 songs onli... 1st song...wah... hehehe... listen liao will tink abt tat audition day... Hahaha... He kept looking at me when he sang tat song... Machiam singing to me onli... hahaha... So sweet.. hehehe... den when he sang the 2nd song... got "feeling" wor... Hehehe... wah... now tink abt it onli... making me excited liao... Hehehe...
So happy... Hee Hee...
Ytd went ktv.... Hahaha.. Actually hope he wld go there oso de.... but he not there... haiz.. nvm la... ytd's session i tink is good... up to my standard la... hahaha... cos i tink i sing nv "zou ying" la.. Hahaha... dunno y ytd v high... hahaha... maybe i keep tinking of him... hahaha...
but ytd ktv is Ernest jio de... hahaha... 1st time meet him oso... wah... 1st time den go ktv liao... actually i really shy de leh... but he always say i not shy de.... den laugh so loud... hahaha... his laughter really make ppl happy de... if u sad den jus ask him to laugh can le... Hahaha... i tink Stef's de laughter oso can fight wif his... Hahaha...
Back to ytd's ktv... actually he onli ask me bring 2 fren... hahaha... He brought one... Shyan.. Hahaha.. den my side got 4 ppl(Ah Siao, Ning, Kaida and Don)... excluding me.. :P didnt noe ning, kaida and don will be coming de.. den i book small small rm onli lo... Hehehe... Yu Cai helped me booked de... Hahaha.. Hmm... The both seemed to be professional de lo... Both sing so good.. i oso pai seh to "xian chou" le.. Hahaha...
Today asked Ernest abt my singing... Hahaha.. ok la... he nv really gave v bad comments la... Pitching, Control, Power, Rhythm.. all ok la... BUT NO FEEL... tats wat he said... hahaha... nxt time muz cry liao den maybe sld have feel le bah... Hehehe.. But i ask him whether i pass anot... he say he nv grade me... meaning?? Give me more comments la!! hahaha... got comments den got improvement mah... hehe.. aiya... but i dun wan to learn serious leh... its better to sing jus for fun... No Stress!! Hahaha... Wat for make my own interest so stressful... hahaha... Rite? hee...
aiya... jus let me go sing wif him one time can liao la.... jus one time... i will be satisfied le... im easily man zhu de... wah... if really can go wif him de good ah... hehehe... i tink i will faint bah... Hahaha... or vomit until siao.. Hahaha... Lalala~~~ So crazy abt him... Hahaha..
Today suddenly felt tat someone v irritating leh... small small things oso come and tell me. no wonder ah siao oso dun like tat person... Zou Huo Ru Mo liao la... told her b4 liao... but she doesnt seem to change leh... and become even more and more jialat... Haiz... she machiam tink she Queen ah.. everyone will like her... Pui!! Pls wake up!! Dun Huan Xiang liao... More serious than me... Haiz... its really time to wake up liao la... the more you go into it, the harder you will get out of it... i dunno wat motive you have for doing all these.. but i dun wan u to get hurt... haiz... dunno wat to say liao.. was really quite angry jus now de... but we frenz so long liao... i cant leave u alone jus lik tat... i wan u to be back to ur usual self mah..
k la... i oso dun have zi ge to say ppl... cos i oso crazy de... hahaha... wan to slp liao...
also, i jus found out tat there's still some ppl who reads my blog.. Alvin, Dominic, Steven... Hahaha.. (Dun u guys tink its abit bo liao? cos i always tok abt him.. Hahaha... Sorry to some ppl...)
sweet dreams;
8:50 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Triggered my craziness again..
Lalala~~
Hehehe... Once.. He's Gone... =( Now.. He's Back!!! =D Missed him so much... Hehehe... He smsed me ytd morning... Hehehe... Early in the morning receive his sms le... hahahaha... so happy leh... hehehe... aiya... but den i working... so he nv come.. wasted leh.. aiya... dun feel like working leh... Hahahaha...
But he wanted to come de... hahaha... make me so happy... hehehehe... tat day's mood v happy... lalala~~ Hehehe...
chatted wif piggy... He introduced me his fren... wah.. say until so talented lik tat leh... lik v li hai wor... hehehe... his v good fren.. introducing.. My BB de godpa de fren, Ernest... hahaha..
heng tat day i good mood... super good mood.. hehehe... den i chat wif him oso happy la.. Hehehe...
Went dinner wif ah siao and ning oso... hahaha... den i oso keep laughing.. keep smiling to myself... HAhaha... they oso buay tahan me... hahaha.. but i long time nv been so happy liao leh... Hehehe...
He triggered my Craziness for him... Hehehe... Activated my ....... Hehehee... I WAN HIM AGAIN!!!! Hahahaha... i onli wan him this time and no one else... hehehe..
Austin called me... den i told him some things lo... He tell me guys are lik tat de la... will do this do tat... jus to "test"... Hahaha... den i ask if he is oso lik tat de... he say he is not lik tat de... he jus understand wat guys r tinking... Hahaha.. lik real leh... but at least he sound concern la.. even though maybe he act de... but he's still good la.. hahaha... Wah.. i can say a huai ren good.. Hahaha.. He say i gentle gentle kinda gal... Hehehe...
See~~ got ppl say i gentle wor... HEhehe... maybe i too gentle wif him liao... den tats y will happen... hahaha... nxt time have to be fierce liao.. hahaha.. today he oso call me... say he worry for me.. Hahaha... Wat can happen to me... i'll be fine~~ dun worry la.. but thanks anyway.. =D
Im still v happy leh... i tink i will be lik this for few days bah... Hehehe... Tot of so many things abt him.. hehehe... happy happy... Hehehe...
Lalala~~
sweet dreams;
11:07 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
疯了 想你想得疯了 忘了如何再让自己快乐 忘了从今以后要如何如何...
He said wanted to come de... but he nv come in the end... 你带我上天堂 又推我下去... now 'you shou hao xian' liao mah.. y dun come... :( miss him so much... who knows... haiz...
Ytd saw him online when i was in office.. hehehe... he msg me wor... He had been working the past mth... tats y so long nv see him online le... He say i so long nv find him le.. ask me y... hehehe... den whether izzit got other fren liao... hehehe.. wat is he tinking abt? haha...
Tat time he said he tink we sldnt meet anymore... :( ytd he said dunno... Today he say ok.. but in the end nv come... so mao dun de... always give me false hope nia...
But actually i tink he wans to meet me de... hehehe.. :P i huan xiang huan xiang.... hahaha...
hahaha... Izzit becos he misses me?? hehehe... aiyo... until now i haven use the big present wor... hahaha... he ask me wait for him de leh... even if it expire liao i will still wait de... wahahahaha... :P
v excited over him leh... i tink i over react le.. everytime xing fen over him... den i feel lik vomitting... aiyo... hahaha... v long time dun have this kinda feeling le.. hehehe...
Jus now he said he wanted to come over to see my present de... and he will wan to play wif it de... den.. :( after awhile he say he v lazy to come over... haiz... wat an excuse... really is bring me up to heaven liao den push me down again... still can tell me he now doing tat thing... haiz.. lazy to come over den not lazy to do tat meh... haiz...
make me sad... make me happy... all is him... he is my everything le... hahaha... lik tat say abit jialat hor.. hehehe... all i wan is to see him again mah... lik tat so difficult meh.. 我很想你 你知道吗 如果可以 就让我再见你... not tat i wan to be wif him oso mah... i dun wan to be wif him oso.. hahaha... me so mao dun.. lik him yet dun wan to be wif him.. cos i noe he is not the guy for me..
aiyo... i oso buay tahan myself le... alady noe tat he's not the guy liao yet im still so mesmerised by him... hahaha... so crazy... hahaha..
now he REVIVE me liao... my brain now all abt him... nth else le... 疯了 想你想得疯了 忘了如何再让自己快乐 忘了从今以后要如何如何...
Hahaha... so many songs can describe my feelings... so good... :D
sweet dreams;
1:33 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Lousy singing
nth to write leh.. today so sian... tinking of him... esp after hearing ah siao sang tat song... cos tat time when he sang it... felt tat he keep looking at me... got eye contact alot of times.. hahaa.. is he singing to me??? hahaha.. maybe i tink too much...
today went ktv mah... wif ah siao, Kai Da and Wen Bin.. sian... den today's singing oso not up to standard at all.. spoil my reputation.. haha.. 1st time sing KTV wif kai da mah.. hehe.. i tink maybe i shy oso la.. hahaha... tat day go wif janet, weide and siaoning de better.. haha... tat day really good.. i like.. hehe... but too bad la... my zhuang tai not everytime same same de... hahaha... jus hope tat if one day he happens to hear me sing, im at my best form... hahaha..
Tired... going to slp liao...
To be continued....
hahaha....
Here again... Im at the office today... today is 18/9/05 Sunday. I have to be in the office becos the contractors are coming to do the window thingy... i have to look after the office.. Sian leh... this morning wake up raining... =.=" I cant continue slping.. have to come office liao.. But come back today oso good la... At least nobody in the office... i can do watever i still have on hand.. haha... when there's ppl ard, i cant seem to have the time to do my work. Its piling up liao... Esp when ppl jus keep dumping things on my desk without telling me wat to do wif it... =.=" my desk looks lik rubbish...
Now still got time to write blog.. hahaha... rest rest awhile 1st.. later den continue my work. Have tonnes of filing to do... Have to sort out cameras.. haiz.. Last fri do the camera thing... do until 10+ den go home.. v messy lo... haiz... den aunty come acc me... feel so bad to let her acc... initially meeting her go out de... :( den boss lik tat.. haiz.. ask her go home she insisted coming.. so pai seh... but thanks anyway... love her so much.. haha... she oso love me.. hehe... /*shy
Lik quite alot things happened this week de leh... but i forgot le la... memory failing me.. haiz... old liao.. hahaha..
Yeah... later after work will go ah po hse... hehe... play lantern and candle... hehehe... burn the lanterns... hahaha..
Later got someone buy lunch for me wor... so sweet of him. thanks in advance wor. :) cos i haven receive mah... hehehe... :P
K la.. tink i go continue my work liao... Tats all for now. Tata~~~
sweet dreams;
11:26 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
Back frm Sydney
Im back from Sydney!!!
Anybody miss me? hehehe... i miss everyone leh... esp someone... :P
Had fun there... 6 days... so short onli.. not enough la... but if i go too long den everyone will miss me alot leh... hahaha.. nobody can see me... nobody can hear me... wah... wan to sing liao.. hehe...
got visit the opera hse or smth lik tat de la... the one that sydney most popular for de lo.. hahaha.. v pei fu my photo taking skills oso wor... hahaha... so nice.. nxt time show u guys. hehehe.. really nice wor.. hehehe... den the name of the place which i rem most... is the Blue Mountain... hahaha... dun have blue de leh... onli alot mountains... hehehe.. i like to see the dolphins... so nice... wah...love the water there... so clear de.. can see the stones and rocks inside... not like sg de... wah.. so muddy lik tat de... and got so many litter... still say sg v clean.. hahaha...
and oso went to Bondi beach.. v beautiful... v clean... went for sand sliding oso... dunno wats tat la... machiam dessert lik tat de... den took the jeep there... wah.. drive so fast... hahaha... knocked my head... nao zheng dang le... hahaha.. sand so fine... like powder lik tat... haha.. went casino oso... hahaha... 18 yr old can go in liao... but they wan to check my ID.. hahaha.. meaning i look young lo? hehehe... yeah... im not old wor.. im still young de.. but den i go in oso nv play.. dunno how. haha.. see ppl play lo. den see ppl play jackpot. wah.. got one ang moh (not handsome de) come sit beside me... gave me a flying kiss and winked at me sia... almost vomitted. if handsome de still nvm... but den... =.="
tsk tsk tsk... hahaha...
not much shopping... on the 2nd last day... we went to walk ard near our hotel.. went to the Paddy's Market.. lik thailand de weekend market lik tat... hahaha.. this one oso weekend den open de...
wah... now ask me to write wat i exactly did there i oso dunno how to write. cos cant rem so many things. hahaha..
wah lao... v suay lo... lost my luggage when i reach sg wor... some stupid ppl took my luggage by mistake. dunno y will recognise the wrong luggage. mine and hers look so different lo... and mine so heavy... cannot feel the difference de meh? cannot make it. heng i got back my luggage today le.. hehehe...
the weather there is really good leh... i miss it... but i miss ...... more. hahaha..
tats all for now...
tata~~
sweet dreams;
11:38 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Going Sydney tonite... Lalala
Im going Sydney liao... dun miss me too much ok... hehehe... (but hope he misses me...) :P
I'll be back soon....
Wahahaha....
Btw... how come bo lang write my comments de?? hahaha...
too boring liao...
nobody write my testi oso de.... hahaha...
nth else to write le.. i going to bath liao.... tonite flying le... hehehe...
sweet dreams;
3:39 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Over excited liao... haha.. calm down....
Shit... im over excited liao... wan to vomit again... hahaha.. its been a long time since i feel this excited.. hahaha... i cant control... i onli see him online nia leh... he nv even tok to me... and i can feel so excited... hahaha.. abit buay tahan myself oso.. hehe
I came home... feeling satisfied over wat i bought today.. hehe.. bath liao come online.. and i saw him there.. hehe.. dunno how to describe my feelings to u guys.. hahaha... its frm normal.. den suddenly become so excited... i wanna tell everyone how i feel... but i dunno how... I feel so an xin... seeing his pic... looking so happy... i feel happy too... :D i like his pic he put on his msn now... hehe...
hahaha... im so happy... hehehe... cant stop smiling to myself... hehe.. been smiling to myself happily since i saw him online le... hahaha... buay tahan... hehe :P
ok... he's offline now le... i sld calm down liao... hehehe... "breathe in... breathe out..." hahaha..
i went shopping this weekend... hehehe... Sat went out wif mama... hehehe... going out wif mama is good de leh... cos she will pay some of the things.. hehe..
wah... i wore a new pair of shoe out... the one i bought in korea.. nice one.. but den ah... i tink becos its new... wear until my leg pain ah... got blisters.. jialat.. hahaha.. den bought a new pair of shoe lo.. hahaha... bo bian de.. hehe :P den bought clothes oso... hehehe
Wah... den ah... today went shopping wif young gal.. hahaha... i always go out wif her will spend alot de... hehe... but today.. spend alrite la.. hehehe... buy 2 bags... one frm Guess de... wah... real cheap leh... $32.90 onli leh.. when i saw the price tag.. shocked leh.. where got so cheap de meh??? hahaha... nice... den young gal oso bought one.. wah.. tat one i oso like... oso cheap leh... $39.90 nia... hehehe.. she say i psycho her buy de.. hahaha.. but really nice and cheap mah.. hehehe...
Aiya... saw a skirt at Topshop which i like.. but ex neh... $79 leh... i bu she de buy leh... its grey color de.. though i dun like grey... but den i lik tat skirt leh... lacy lacy de... hehe... but simple... and sweet.. hahaha...
Den jus now oso went to watch a movie... Herbie : Fully Loaded... hehehe... nice leh.. v cute.. the car is alive de.. can go racing de wor... hehehe.. v cute... hehee...
Now listening to Shi Xin Hui's song... nice lo... dunno y she out.. haiz.. wasted la.. her singing got "gan dong du" mah...
I tink i m really crazy le... hehehe... missing him so badly tat i become crazy le... getting madder and madder... hahaha... have to admit i really miss him badly...
Im leaving for Sydney le... hope this trip.. i can sort out some of my thots... but somehow dun hope i will forget him leh... cos wat happened btwn me and him... all are so sweet de memories.. i dun wish to forget... i noe if one day i dun get excited over him.. i will sure forget abt these memories de... so mao dun..
hope he's there for me always... but i oso noe it will be impossible de. he is not the one... and somemore he's always there for someone else... so envy... but will be good if he can give me a hug or a kiss once in a while bah... hehehe.... :P
i tink too much.. hehe :P
/*blush...
sweet dreams;
10:31 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
OT OT OT......
Today worked OT... Arghh... so sian.. dun feel well these few days... today still gotta work OT. super tired now...
Moving our office today... i dun have to move la... got movers.. alex recommended de... heng not he come move de ah... i tink v xin ku bah... the whisper room so heavy... wah.. heng got michael(our soundman) to dismantle it and den fix it back again ah... ah bo i tink the movers oso dunno how to do it bah. so chim... hahaha.. today no shoot. so he can help us do all these lo.. hehehe..
The movers came at 10+am... But they had nth to move!!! wah lao... choon's email say the editors will finish the work by thurs de mah... den fri got movers come move liao... den they have to edit until 5pm... and i oso asked flora izzit cfm ask them come at 11am de.. she say ya.. ask them come in the morning... f**k la... den both ask me y ask them come so early.. oso the movers have to charge extra leh.. cos have to wait for editors to finish their job oso.. haiz.. but bo bian liao lo... haiz... anyway now oso move le...
Actually got another mover de.. they are slightly cheaper lo... $1 onli.. haha.. but they look more professional... hahaha.. i didnt tell anyone. cos flora alady ask me cfm wif alex's fren liao... den i pai seh say dun wan liao mah..
Haiz... tink they v bad in coordinating leh... v jialat de lo... the 2 bosses tat time oso coordination prob la.. den i have to stay back wait for them to finish their things den i have to send out.. tsk tsk tsk... dunno they pak tor can coordinate anot... tsk tsk tsk...
Today i received a sunflower... hahaha... hmm.. i tink its a sunflower... but its orange de leh.. how come?? but its nice leh... i like it alot.. thanks wor.. hee.. i got it cos im 21 yr old this year.. hahaha.. but my bdae is alady over le... hahaha.. belated de.. hehe.. nvm la.. thanks anyway.. hee..
Wah... ytd Weilian win leh... aiyo... he superstar ah... not tat i look down on him la.. but den.. even mama say le.. he come out oso need ppl to acc.. he dun have tai feng.. haiz... but i dun really support kelly oso leh... dunno y... she frm my sec sch de.. haha.. last time nv see her b4.. aiya... i prefer the Shi XinHui la.. she getting prettier and prettier liao.. and her voice definitely better leh. see her ytd perform... she got more superstar "sey" lor... wasted la...
30th sept got superstar concert.. haha.. so fast got concert liao... earn ppl money ah.. haha.. i tink will earn alot money bah... hahaha..
Jus now suddenly tot of him... 3 weeks liao... haha.. v long liao hor... tink u ppl muz have given up hope on me liao la.. hahaha.. i tink im jus too crazy over him.. i stil like to mention abt him.. hahaha.. still like to huan xiang abt him.. still getting v excited over huan xiang abt him... aiya.. kinda useless leh.. sld forget forget forget la.... FORGET HIM!!!!
我很想你 你知道吗 如果可以 就让我再见你...
now listening to this song oso... so tie qie... this is wat i feel now.. wat i wan to say... haiz... v touching leh... derrick sing de more touching..
Looking at my orange sunflower now.. hehehe... so nice... y nobody give me lily de? hahaha.. lily so nice... v pure.. v elegant... nice leh.. hehehe.. jus like me... hahhaa
:P
sweet dreams;
10:22 PM
